I was scrambling with what I would wear to cover my black ensemble.

Tabi was invited to the red carpet premier of Master, I was excited for him since he’s the legit actor in the family.

He knows that I really would like to watch it, since some parts of the movie were shot in the Philippines, aside that it only stars Kang Dang Won and Kim Woo Bin, my over super-duper crushes.

He was handing me the YSL pink jacket he used in the Fxxk music video, I was shy taking it, since people might recognize it.. but he dismissed it immediately after reading my expression

“take it, it’ll balance that black get up you have”

“but people might recognize it, they would suspect something”

“let them suspect all they want, besides everything is true”

Seriousness was all I can see, as he states the fact

“you’ll gonna sit beside me, people will not take photo of us, they will be busy watching the movie..so don't worry ok..huh”

I was the one who’s always protecting the relationship, If only for him, he’ll surely reveal it, but career wise and fandom wise, they would surely say that I don’t deserve him, that I am talentless and that I could not keep up with him, since he’s younger than me, and that there are much more younger women who could suit the title Mrs. Choi Seung Hyun.. everytime i bring this issues up, he would tell me about all the accomplishments i have, before joining the company, and after 2ne1 hiatus..and then i would rest my case..he's so supportive of me going back to acting and to everything i want to accomplish in my career

As I wear the pink jacket, he hugged me from behind, we stay still and silent for the time being, I could feel all the worries he’s been hiding, the approaching enlistment and the relationship we’ve been hiding for a long time

“Tabi, we’ve talked about this, don’t be sad, you’re making me worry, you’re getting thinner, just think that it’ll be only for two years, after that everything will be alright”

“Thinking that I’ll be away for two years is so much, how can I take care of you..how can I protect you”

“Nothing’s gonna happen to me, what would happen to me?”

I faced him and kissed him, giving assurance that all his worries are all baseless

“and hey, we have a matching pink, your hair and my jacket, hmmm, people will surely notice this, well I don’t care anymore…huh” flipping my hair, to ease everything he’s been thinking.

We rode the same car going to the premier, he held my hand as we reached the location, he’ll be stepping out first and I would go straight to the cinema, we don’t have any managers with us, though it’s a YG invitation, since Kang Dong Won is a YG actor.. seat number were handed out along with the invitation,

“You go ahead, wait for me there, ok, Saranghae”

“Ok, Saranghae”

I found the row assigned to us, he’s in the aisle and I’ll be sitting beside him, I was wearing   my blonde hair down and I covered it with a black PMO cap.

I was browsing my phone, when someone called me, it’s Lee Soo Hyuk

“Hey noona, are you alone?”

“No, I’m with Tabi, he’s still at the red carpet”

“Oh I see, I just came from there”

“ahh, probably Tabi will be here in a minute”

“so I’ll take my seat, im sitting right there” he pointed to where he is assigned.

We were enjoying every part of the movie, I was so happy seeing Philippines being featured in it, some were part of my Dara Tour in the Battle Trip..

As the movie wrapped up, we decided to go ahead and leave,

As we reach the parking lot, I decided that I would like to post something about me attending the premier, I asked Tabi to take a photo of me.

The post earned a lot of likes, and as expected, everyone’s trying to figure out, why I didn’t walk the red carpet, who I am with and asking me a selca with Tabi.

Well I Ieft them hanging with all their queries.haha sorry everyone..just wait for two years more...peace yow

I had a scheduled flight a day after the premier, I woke up early, I didn’t bother to wake Tabi up, since he also has a schedule later in the day, I was busy preparing packing up, when I decided to check my SNS, as I’m browsing twitter, someone tagged me and it’s a photo of the premier, and pink haired Tabi was so visible, and oh.. I can also see my blonde hair, only.. it was covered by Tabi, thanks for the angle, I was hidden

I have never imagined Soo Hyuk will post a photo of the premier, he’s our friend.. he seems helping us unveiling the truth.

Ready to go for the early flight, I kissed Tabi, and it woke him up, I try to be gentle as posibble, since I don’t want to disturb his sleep.

“Bye babe, I’ll be going, I’ll call you..ok”

“okay..saranghae”

“and by the way..soo hyuk posted a photo of the premier..and thanks for the angle, or else we’re busted”

And Tabi just grinned.