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It was just a radio show, I can do it i'm sure, radio shows don't take so much energy it's just talking right ? I know that i told Shownu hyung that i can make it with them to the night schedual but i don't know, something deep inside of me is telling tells me not to go, telling me to stay in bed just one more night but i just couldnt.
I don't want to be useless or worthless, four days in bed and i missed already so much and i caust my members so much as well and i don't want to be a bother. So i decided it was time for me to get up and get started once again.
I pushed myself out of the bed, as i soon as my feet touched the ground i felt so dizzy, the ground was shaking it took me some time to stabalize my vision and actually start moving. ChangKyun was here with me all along, he knew i was faking my strengh
"Hyung" he called out for me from a distance "Are you sure you can do this? i still can tell Shownu hyung and manager hyung that you can't come"
"Yes i'm sure, you don't have to tell anyone anything" I said as i reached my hand to my closet trying to find something to wear "But hyung" he continued "I know that you'r faking it". His voice came out so gentle and somehow shaking, he was sure but afraid at the same time. I turned and faced him and i just knew from the look on his face that there is no way to prove anything else to him "Just let me do it" i said desperately "I can't stay here forever" he put away his stuff and got closer to me
"But you'r sick, you don't have to do this"
"I feel so uselss and worthless staying behind in here"
"Don't say that Hyung ! you know you'r not, you'r very important to us and we would love you to come back but we just want you to come back healthy"
"But I---" I was really suprised by his unexpected hug, he pulled me so close, so tight. His head on my shoulder and arms wrapped all around my waist and back, he felt jus
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