Childhood

A Coffee Filter Crown
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WARNING: GRAPHIC DEPICTION OF CHILD ABUSE IN THE FIRST HALF OF THIS CHAPTER. 

Jihoon was in his own seat again, warming his hands around a new, hot cup of tea.

“When I was born,” he said softly, “and they do your blood, you know?”

“…I’m not up to date on ABO chemistry,” the alpha blushed. “Fill me in.”

Jihoon rolled his eyes a little, but explained anyway. “When a baby is born, there is an added gene on the X chromosome. This gene is either an alpha gene or an omega gene. It controls whether somebody will bulk up easily or not, whether they will be feisty or more go-with-the-flow. It controls whether you are a fierce warrior, or slightly more… introverted. Now, when there are two X chromosomes present – indicating a little girl – two of the genes cast each other out, and they become a beta, which is completely neutral. Alright?”

Seungcheol went even redder. It really was basic. “Alright.”

Jihoon sighed a little. “Aron was the perfect child, and Nana was austere but oh so pretty. Joshua was her favorite child, and Jeonghan was… well, Jeonghan. Yoonjo was gorgeous, too. Minhyun… well, you’ll find out someday soon, so I might as well tell you. He has a mental disability. It’s called Angelman’s syndrome. It doesn’t show up real quick or anything, so the Queen was pregnant again with Jun when they found out.

“She didn’t do so well. She takes the whole natural order of birth real sharp. She couldn’t believe that she had given birth to a boy like him.” Jihoon’s hands became little fists. “There’s nothing wrong with Minhyun. He’s beautiful. He has such a kind heart. And he just wants to play and love. That’s all he wants. There’s nothing wrong with him. He’s beautiful. He really is. And the Queen, well… she called him all kinds of terrible things. Terrible things, Seungcheol. Things I’d never repeat.”

Seungcheol urged him past the deeply disturbing topic. “So she was pregnant with the Bloodthirsty Prince?”

“Yeah. When she gave birth to Jun and he turned out to be an entirely healthy boy, she didn’t mind trying again. I guess she thought she could just lock Minhyun up and forget about him. But when she gave birth to me – when they did the blood test and found out I was an omega… she slipped into a very bad depression.

“It was worse than giving birth to somebody with a disability, for her. She had given birth to a weakling. To be honest, if you’re going to have seven sons and ten children in total, at least one is bound to be an omega. But she saw it as a flaw of her own body she didn’t want to remember. She hated my existence. It took her ten years to try for another child.”

A moment of silence passed as Jihoon drank his tea.

“There’s nothing wrong with being an omega,” Seungcheol said quietly.

“There’s an unpopular opinion,” Jihoon smiled gently. “Most people see us as a genetic fault. A recessive gene that will one day go extinct.”

Seungcheol made a pained face.

“My mother… well, they call it torture. I was held to the greatest standards, especially when I was younger, and punished badly when I didn’t make the cut. When I was four years old, my mother told me to play Midnight Sonata on the piano.

“She took me into the bathroom, filled up the bathtub, and held me under water for minutes at a time. That was my punishment for not being able to play the piano. It was ten minutes before somebody found us and saved me. I’d been under the water for an entire minute. Much longer and she would have drowned me.

“One time she made me hold a target for Jeonghan’s shooting practice. The whole family was there to see, but she held sway over them and forced him to fire at me. Jeonghan wasn’t a good shot. Didn’t you ever wonder how I got that scar over my right hip?” The Prince gave a sad smile. “Jeonghan’s target practice, when I was about ten years old.

“Beating was more regular, and never surprised me. She used to take me out into the inner courtyard and grab a thick bamboo stick. Then she’d tie my hands together to a log there and she’d just beat me. She’d made the whole family watch her do it, too. I can imagine it was as awful for them as it was for me. One time she beat me unconscious. The doctors were afraid I’d sustain some kind of brain damage. I was lucky.”

“Lucky,” Seungcheol broke out. It sounded like he was choking on the word.

Jihoon couldn’t stop now. “Her favorite punishment she only pulled out when I smiled as a child. She would take me away to where nobody would find her and… well. She would break my legs. I had to learn how to walk again by the age of six. By that time I’d already learned not to smile. Why should I smile, when my existence was such a blight on her track record? She enjoyed torturing me. Shave my head. Beat me in front of my family. Drown me. Throw burning tea candles at me. When I grew up – became strong enough to run, hide or pull away from her… she had already had Shannon, a beautiful baby girl. Her wrath cooled to extreme insults and the occasional beating.

“There’s not a hallway or room in that palace that’s safe for me. She lingers everywhere, even now that she’s dead. Every room is saturated with her memory. Physical pain. Mental abuse. All of that.”

“Good God,” Seungcheol hissed. “How does nobody know about this?”

“Everybody who was ever in the palace for over twenty-four hours during that period knows it. They were all gagged by a confidentiality clause. Even the servants.”

“…wow.”

“Yeah.” Jihoon shrugged. “That’s why they titled me

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wallflowergurl
#1
Chapter 34: I have to say that this was a story where I really couldn’t guess what would happen next. Very Game of Thrones in the manner that characters were killed off so I was trying to not be so upset whenever it happened but they all had their own story that my heart still hurt for them. I would have NEVER guessed the ending even though I felt suspicious of the lunatic who just “decided” to kill of the royal family, like there had to be a bigger motive but the mastermind of it all stumped me till the very end. Thank you for sharing this story with us and for giving us a semblance of a happy ending in a world where reality and death holds firm. I enjoyed this story very much!
Deedee0416
#2
Chapter 34: YOU AMAZING ER I THOUGHT SEUNGCHEOL DIED BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO IT WAS WONWOO I NEED TO READ THAT CHAPTER AGAIN CAUSE I WAS NO LONGER MENTALLY ALIVE EVER SINCE SEUNGCHEOL KICKED THAT GODDAMNED GRENADE WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME OJDJNFJVKDNS
Taemin22 #3
Chapter 34: I love this, but omg the amount of deaths that happened T^T.
I was soooo especially upset at Joshua's death, but it was an overall nice ending <3
I really enjoyed this^^ I started at like midnight and it's now three in the morning
Peachyeolss
#4
Chapter 34: U U MAKE ME.CRY. WHY. WHY. I LEV U AUTHOR. IHOPE I DIDNT GET NIGHMARE TONIGHY. IHNORE MY TYPOS
Peachyeolss
#5
Chapter 33: ... what happen to yoonjo *tries hard not to cry but i cry*
Peachyeolss
#6
Chapter 32: wTF WTF WTF
Peachyeolss
#7
Chapter 27: author nim, i cried. srsly i literally cry reading every chapters of yur fic. why Hayi. why. why Jun too why why. god if im in the fanfic, i WOULD ING CRY AND CRY AND CRY. I DONT HAVE THE COURAGE TO READ THIS FIC ANYMORE BUT I HAD TO BDCAUSE THIS IS BADABEZT
Peachyeolss
#8
Chapter 9: **i cried reading the last chapter**

tHE TITLE REMINDS ME OF SISTAR
Meload #9
Chapter 34: WHY DO I ALWAYS STUMBLE BY YOUR FANFICS AND I ALWAYS SUFFERRRR , AHHH I AM AGAIN IN A FANFIC THAT IS YOURS, CRYING MY EYES OUT AND SUFERING WITH ANGST (I'm a super fan of your work, I begin in the middle of the benefactor, then I continued reading it, every time you made an update and now I'm reading the bound and begging ) BUT WHY I ALWAYS SUFFER WITH YOU, IM GOING TO ACUSE U OF ABUSING WITH MY FELLING (sorry for my English but is not my first language and it's 1:48 AM and I just finished in like 6 hours this fic so I'm a bit emotional) love your work, I didn't knew that this fanfic was yours, until I read the way scoups talked with woozi when he is sad " My little, precious, beautiful jihoonie" it's like, your way to write, this have already happens, I stumble in a fanfic, and when scoups talks with jihoon like that I know that is yours (I've already read the benefactor 4 times, every 3 months I read again basically) I don't know why I'm taking (writing) so much but I really love your work, specially jicheol ones, (who am I kidding, I've only read jicheol fanfics that you've written) anywayssss is 2Am and I really need to sleep, keep writing fanfics, your imagination is incredible and the way you show their love is adorable
honey_chickenberii #10
Chapter 34: Well I already knew what I was getting into but things weren't as what I've expected... This is the most angsty fic I've read. Like my chest literally hurts from just reading this. The fluff at the start just makes me so happy! And then I crave for it when the angst comes. Jihoon in pain is me in pain. The story is really good!! Thank god the ending was atleast satisfying, though I'd had to mourn over this...