“I’m coming back to that time, that place, to you.”

I didn’t know back then, maybe I was used to being alone or I maybe I was too young…

It’s only now that I have realized it was irresponsible of me, but even though I continuously broke your heart, you still stayed and wanted to be by my side.

You still cared for me.

You still loved me.

“Will you be alright?” you asked me for the last time. Though there was this nagging and heavy feeling in me, I answered “I will be alright” without second thought.

Baby I miss you.

Though I was a fool back then, I’m going back to that place…

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I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw is the blue sky.

I breathed in and felt the fresh air enter my lungs.

I moved my hands and felt the grass tickling my skin.

I slowly got up and looked around… That familiar feeling hitting me once again…

“I’m back.” I said then started walking- more like running, towards our house, coming home to you.

After a few minutes of running, I can already see our small place…

I’m so excited to see you.

I feel happy.

I feel alive.

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I didn’t waste any second and hurriedly opened the front door, the smell of newly baked pastry welcomed my sense.

Knowing that you’re in your favorite place, the kitchen, I went there directly.

I saw you standing in front of the oven, carefully taking out the baking pan with cookies on it.

“Yeon-ah” I called your name softly and carefully because I was scared...

Scared that when I call for you, you’d be gone.

Scared that you won’t be there.

Scared that I’d be alone.

I came close to hug you so tight and