These Feelings I Try To Deny

Ahjusshi

 

 

 

He was wearing my house slippers and I couldn't help but to laugh seeing him in those!

 

 

"Ya.. Why do I have to wear this?" he whined.

 

 

He was wearing my pink slippers with hearts on it.

 

 

He sat at one of the chairs at the living room, while I was at the kitchen, making some drink for him.

 

 

 

 

When I was out of the kitchen, he was looking at one of the photos.

 

 

 

"Here's your drink, Ghun-ssi. I know it isn't anything much but I hope you like it.." I handed him a cup.

 

 

He took a sip and seemed pretty satisfied with it.

 

 

 

"It's okay, it's good enough!" he smiled and placed his cup down.

 

 

 

"I'm glad you like it!" I smiled back at him.

 

 

 

 

"______-ssi, make I ask you something?" he asked me with a serious tone.

 

 

 

"Ne?"

 

 

 

"I couldn't help but to look at your photos, hehe. I hope that's okay with you?"

 

 

"Gwenchana, it's there for a reason, right?"

 

 

 

"Although there was one photo which caught my attention.." he paused.

 

 

 

 

"Which photo would that be?"

 

 

 

"Follow me.."

 

 

 

He pointed at a photo which was near my television.

 

 

 

"This one here.."

 

 

"W-what about it?"

 

 

 

"Who's this? The other photo had names on it, except for this one.."

 

 

 

I picked it up and held it in my arms.

 

 

 

"This photo here, is the one I treasure a lot, after my family photo that is.." I told him.

 

 

 

"Is he your brother?"

 

 

 

I shook my head.

 

 

 

"Who is he?"

 

 

I smiled.

 

 

"He is my lover." I looked at him when I said that.

 

 

 

His smile faded.

 

 

 

"Your....lover?"

 

 

 

"Yeah.. Doesn't he look handsome?" I handed him the photo.

 

 

 

He looked at it and his expression changed immediately.

 

 

 

He handed it back to me and grabbed his jacket from the couch.

 

 

 

"Going back already? You haven't finished your drink yet, Ghun-ssi!"

 

 

 

"It's okay. I need to go now. I don't want the others to worry about me. Thank you very much for the drink.." he let out a small smile.

 

 

He changed into his shoes and was about to open door.

 

 

 

He looked back and...

 

 

 

"Please take care of yourself, ____-ssi. I hope I won't have to see you getting hurt again..."

 

With that, he left.

 

 

 

 

I looked back at the photo and I was puzzled when I saw how Ghun-ssi reacted.

 

 

Did I do something wrong?

 

 

 

 

 

 

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His P.O.V.

 

 

 

"He is my lover."

 

When she said that, my heart sank.

 

 

 

"Your...lover?"

 

I tried to clear my throat.

 

 

 

"Yeah... Doesn't he look handsome?" she smiled while looking at the photo.

 

 

She handed it to me and I looked at it.

 

 

 

So this is the guy that managed to capture her heart?

 

 

I couldn't take it any longer so I decided to leave.

 

 

 

"Going back so soon? You haven't finished your drink yet, Ghun-ssi!" she said that to me as I grabbed my jacket from the couch.

 

 

 

"It's okay. I need to go now. Wouldn't want the others to worry about me. Thank you very much for the drink..."

I tried to smile but my heart was aching.

 

 

 

I changed into my shoes and was about to open the door.

 

 

I looked back.

 

 

 

"Please take care of yourself, _____-ssi. I hope I don't have to see you getting hurt again.."

 

 

She was still standing there.

 

 

I left her house and grabbed a taxi home.

I need to get myself away from here, I must!

 

 

 

I managed to get myself a taxi and told the taxi driver to speed up.

 

 

 

What was I thinking.

Of course he's handsome.

He's way younger than me.

A girl like her would never even think of being with someone like me.

*sigh*

I was too foolish.

Son Hyunseok, you failed once again.

 

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alialiyalily
#1
Wah ! ;__; so nice . I love it >< . Thanks , author-nim ^^
missAutumn
#2
oh hey everyone! i'm just happy to see that there are those who love this, despite being my first attempt in writing :) thank you for all your awesome feedbacks! *hugs*
heart_lady17
#3
woahh~!!I just finished reading your fanfic...it's really awesome...I really love your story... (:
frzl82593 #4
Whoaaaaaaahhhhhhh great fanfiiiiiiccccccccccccc ><
how can the boys are so sweet><
well except sulhu and zin.. i think. Lol they just some kids you now xp
Thank you so much missAutumn! Great story! :D
sonhyunseok #5
Aigooooo it's ended ! >____< <br />
I love this ff~<br />
Please make other x-5 ff :p<br />
Good job !!
Geerah18
#6
OMG ! I really love ur story ! Good Job ! <3 :D
Cshinmi #7
Good luck to them! :)
sonhyunseok #8
i wanted to cry while reading chap 18 ;___________;<br />
update soon ^^<br />
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btw, Merry Christmas guys~ have a blast one ;D
missAutumn
#9
here wishing everyone a happy christmas!! enjoy yourselves!!! will try to update soon!! big thanks to everyone who has viewed @ subscribed!! you guys made my day! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ;D ❤