More than you can imagine

It's our paradise, and it's our war zone
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 February 2015

 

HyunSeung had been waiting for Hyuna for about ten minutes now, spacing left and right of the square shape of Cube's rooftop. The lead vocalist had pulled his phone out of his pocket swiftly, as an idea had surfaced in his head. Login to his Instagram account, HyunSeung had contemplated his feed that had been left without any update for the past nine weeks. He had smiled to himself as he had remembered how he had yielded into getting an Instagram account under Hyuna's advice. The young girl had created hers earlier that 2013 year and had wanted him to do the same so that'd be both to tease eagerly waiting for fans for Trouble Maker's comeback. However HyunSeung had wished to not rush himself into social medias, the reminiscence of the distasteful experience he had gone through on Twitter when his father had passed away, still very present in his mind, although the countless conversations he had had with Hyuna over there remained one of his favorite memories. He had eventually found himself creating an account near the end of the year. Reticence had been his primary feeling at first, but as time had passed he had become surprisingly active on it, notably during 2014, the best year of his career since 2012, and he had found necessary to share it, after all, the worries he had caused to his nothing but loyal fans.

 

Now, he had returned to Instagram to promote 4Minute's new album. And besides, he had started to get busted about debuting solo. Surely, he liked it. But he had mostly hoped for a reward for having had nothing else to post about than this after he had let his fans deprived so shamelessly. Shameless. Yes, that HyunSeung had always been. And it would pay off once again. 

 

The knob of the door had turned into a metallic and a creaking sound, as a petite brunette had appeared before HyunSeung's eyes, and nothing was ever more needed for a smile to do the same on HyunSeung's face. 

 

"Oh, look who is back on Instagram so suddenly." Hyuna had purred, passing her arms around his neck.

 

"Just for you. See how much of a good boy I am?" HyunSeung had said, immediately nuzzling her neck, brushing lips on it.

 

"Good boys don't use emotional blackmail to get laid, though?" Hyuna had retorted, tugging at his hair, only making him note that doing it rougher than she had, wouldn't have killed him.

 

"Then I'm a bad boy, a very bad boy who deserves to get punished." HyunSeung had gone straight to the point, earning a laughter outburst from Hyuna. Her beautiful, melodic laughter that made him feel so incredibly warm inside and made him realize how silly in love he was. Which had almost made him forget what his little acting had been about. Almost.

 

"We don't have any excuses available now that you have your own apartment."

 

"Well, let me check. We're in the middle of the afternoon, I'm starting to promote 4Minute's comeback tomorrow. I think these are fair excuses to not get myself bedridden because someone can't hold himself together." The young girl had said, a feigned regretful expression on her face the lead vocalist knew too well. 

 

"I will be gentle." HyunSeung had said, taking her face between his hands, bringing the young girl closer to him in a much more needy way than he had intended to, which had earned him an inquisitive frown from her.

 

Right. Tables had turned. While HyunSeung had been the one to be wise when it came to intimacy, he had now turned into the one who'd have to get on his knees to get a mere caress in public. Holding it against her was hard considering how little HyunSeung cared for his reputation, but he had to take in account she had double his popularity, fame, and fans. As well as the fact that people viewed her in a respectful way, which was far from his case. The nonchalant, pitiful, Beast member. 

 

"Are you ok?" 

 

"Ah. Yes, I am." HyunSeung had answered, shaking his head, hopeful that it would have taken his thoughts off as well. "I just, feeling like doing it. Every time I see you, to be more precise. I know it wouldn't be responsible for having you feeling…sore so close to your promotion cycle but I just…" 

 

Not knowing where he had really wanted to go himself, the young man had scratched his head as he had still been analyzed by Hyuna's eyes. He had been sure that there had been nothing to worry about, yet HyunSeung had felt like his request had been out of place, regardless of how badly he had wanted his girlfriend. And when Jang HyunSeung thought of himself as being in the wrong, Jang HyunSeung knew it probably meant he was.

 

"Could you be in need of an...ego boost? And if so, I wonder why?" Hyuna had caressed his face, a certain concern palpable in her voice. 

 

Had it been it? He had been in need to be rubbed the right way, suddenly? 

 

"Are things not doing well regarding your album?"

 

"No…no, everything is well. Everything is perfect. Regarding you, regarding my album, us…I'm not making any sense. Never mind. You should be with the girls celebrating how well you are doing right now. No offense, but when was last time you charted first on seven charts? Go and join them, yeah? I'm fine, I promise." HyunSeung had assured, the worry he had seen in Hyuna's eyes, making his heart ache uncomfortably. He would never struggle to hide his emotions from her, mostly the bad ones of course. But he had failed miserably this time around, only left with his poor way with words to convince her to do as he had told her.

 

"This will depend on your answer to my question." Hyuna had said, taking a step back to observe him, her fingers still intertwined with his.

 

"Go on?" HyunSeung had answered, always ready for a challenge with his girlfriend.

 

"What's your favorite song off the album?"

 

As he had stayed completely silent, the young man had at least excepted to receive the standard judgmental facial expression he'd always get when he'd do or say something deserving of it, like not having listened to his girlfriend's group's newest album yet posting about it on social medias just to get thanked in nature, for example. But instead, he had received the most rejoicing expressions Hyuna could ever give him, the standard smirk, telling of some of HyunSeung's favorite stories. 

 

"You should definitely get punished."

 

 

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Hyunseung had moved his hands up the side of Hyuna's body, effortlessly lifting her off the floor. As soon as he had, the young girl had wrapped her legs around him, her shoes digging slightly into his back before she had kicked them off. A fire had dangerously started off in the pit of the lead vocalist's stomach and when she had bitten her lips unconsciously, he hadn't been able to help to attack those same lips, blindly heading towards her bedroom, which would have been an act deserving of praise to one's eyes, but sure not more deserving of shame than if HyunSeung hadn't known the way to it by heart at this point.

 

The young girl had grabbed onto his hair and pulled him closer to take off his belt as HyunSeung had slammed her on the bed, hovering her hungrily. He had grabbed her tank top and slipped it over her head, quickly leaving kisses downwards her skin.

 

"How do we sleep together if you're dressed up?" Hyuna had breathed out, capturing his lips between hers as he had trailed his tongue back up to , leaving wet streaks on her stomach.

 

Suddenly aware, the lead vocalist had frustratingly taken in the fact that he had still been wearing his shirt and jeans, and that both had already been stuck on his skin from the heat the situation had created. However, his realization of the unpleasant sensation of his pants having suddenly become tighter  had made him correct his mistake in a heartbeat.

 

"Be flattered. I was too busy trying to understand how such a gorgeous human being can even exist to care for myself." HyunSeung had mumbled against her thighs, as he had moved his hands to his jeans, removing them but not his boxers, immediately moving back on top of the young girl to meet her lips again, taking her shorts off along with her .

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skylla321 #1
Chapter 32: Love the chapter explanations!
jjawon #2
Missing you already :(
jjawon #3
Uhhhmm. . . This is the most vulnerable and fragile Hyunseung I have ever seen him so far. Jeez, I actually thought that he'll gone insane in the end, this is probably the side of him I've been yearning to see for quite some time now, I felt so helpless for him. His emotions were just so clear, his pain, his love and his fear to lose her have gotten under my skin. His desperation to hold unto her until the end, his inner struggle and his weakness being exposed in front of her, it was intense, sad, and beautiful. To be honest, I cried last night while reading this so I wasn't able to leave my comment because I felt heavy knowing that this is the end. I hope this will not be the last story that you'll ever write about Hyunseung and Hyuna. I can't help but to feel annoyed seeing that the other readers doesn't even bother to leave any comment not even a small word of appreciation for the fact that you've been doing your best to update on time consistently and for writing such a beautiful story. Now, I wonder what is there to anticipate in every Thursday since this is indeed the end?
Thank you so much, and forgive me for my harsh and repetitive comments. By the way, on your foreword, you said that what makes you write this story was that particular post of Hyunseung in IG which was also the scene during the end, may I ask why is that? Or do you really think that Hyuna was with him during that day?
jjawon #4
Aaaaaahhhh!!! I'm gonna read this at home, I'm still in the office right now :( I wanna go home, the break is over!!!! Grrr!!
jjawon #5
Chapter 30: My heart skips a beat, we will always wait for you, please take your time. I don't want this story to end just yet but that's how it is. Fighting!!!
jjawon #6
Chapter 29: I actually remember that moment when Hyuna left for Macau for Cube concert, she was really down those times, you can tell by her eyes and demeanor that something was off. I also thought that it was probably because of G.Na and Hyunseung. Seeing this second to the last chapter, I can tell that the end will be simple and beautiful, however, I'm still hoping for Hyunseung to show a little bit more if only possible.

What I was really curious about is what does he actually feel when Junhyung told him that it was not him who's going to comeback to Hyuna, but it was Hyuna who's going to return to him, I know it hurts of course, but it was really the part that I'm most frustrated, because I really think that his feelings should have put into details after treating Hyuna like trash. I still believe that what he's showing right now is not really enough because what he did and told to Hyuna on previous chapter was just really unforgivable, hence, even if I'm not making any sense, I think it will be better if at least, Hyunseung's pain and fear should have given more details rather than just telling that he's crying or something. Since Hyuna forgave him once again, at least we should have given a little detail as to what kind of efforts he did for him to be forgiven and what kind of hell did he have to undergo as the consequence of what he did to Hyuna. Just saying as a reader though, I know I'm being repetitive with my opinion, it's because to be brutally honest, I feel like Hyunseung's love on the previous few chapters were really lackluster, the story is beautiful, but it's the only thing that I'm frustrated about.
CaptainG
#7
Chapter 28: Hello!! ^.^ I log this story, never found one with such a great plot and writing. You are amazing! Thank you for this story. I will wait for your next updat with anticipation. Take as long as it takes cause you're just amazing. Fighting!!!
n_silver89 #8
Chapter 27: TroubleMaker need to survive..
skylla321 #9
Chapter 27: If this really happened in true life, then he would have been officially removed from Cube. Thank goodness it's a fan fiction,