Yoora's P.O.V 
"Yo" I said and waved my hands at the rest of exo members 
"Hi Yoora!" Chen said and looked at me Knowingly which made me look away 
"Where's Lay Hyung?" Sehun asked looking around 
"He must be somewhere Where is he Chen?" Suho asked 
"As if I know" Chen Replied 
I sat down in the chair and stared at Tao intently 
he doesn't seem to care even if I sleep or cheat with another man 
"Guys Sorry I was late I bought some takoyaki for you" He said and smiled at me assuringly 
"I thought you disappeared" Xiumin said and sat down beside me 
"Nah I was just Looking for something to eat" He said
"come to think of it after The concert I haven't seen you around" baekhyun said suspiciously 
"Are you seeing someone?" Chanyeol asked 
"No why should I, I'd rather dance than date" Lay replied which made me laugh 
"how about you Yoora where have you been? I haven't seen you and Tao after the concert so where were you?" Suho asked 
"So he didn't come with you?" I asked and smiled bitterly 
"Yes" They all said in Unison 
"We're not together I've been alone since yesterday" I said and smiled at them 
"Yes" Chen agreed

Yoora's P.O.V 
"Yo" I said and waved my hands at the rest of exo members 
"Hi Yoora!" Chen said and looked at me Knowingly which made me look away 
"Where's Lay Hyung?" Sehun asked looking around 
"He must be somewhere Where is he Chen?" Suho asked 
"As if I know" Chen Replied 
I sat down in the chair and stared at Tao intently 
he doesn't seem to care even if I sleep or cheat with another man 
"Guys Sorry I was late I bought some takoyaki for you" He said and smiled at me assuringly 
"I thought you disappeared" Xiumin said and sat down beside me 
"Nah I was just Looking for something to eat" He said
"come to think of it after The concert I haven't seen you around" baekhyun said suspiciously 
"Are you seeing someone?" Chanyeol asked 
"No why should I, I'd rather dance than date" Lay replied which made me laugh 
"how about you Yoora where have you been? I haven't seen you and Tao after the concert so where were you?" Suho asked 
"So he didn't come with you?" I asked and smiled bitterly 
"Yes" They all said in Unison 
"We're not together I've been alone since yesterday" I said and smiled at them 
"Yes" Chen agreed With a matching nod 
"Do you know something Chen hyung?" Tao asked suspiciously 
"Yes erhh I mean No" Chen replied 
Great Tao will kill me and i will Ruin Lay's relationship With Tao 
what a great person You are Huang Yoora 
"Hehe Sorry yoora I can't Keep your secret" Chen said which earned a glare from me 
"Where did Yoora Go yesterday Jongdae Hyung?" Tao asked with a hint of irritation in his voice 
"She went Shopping" Chen said with nervously Tao called him by his real name so it means that it is really serious 
"She went shopping yeah right she must've been lost in the shopping mall and only found her way this morning" Tao said sarcastically 
"maybe she went to a spa?" Kai said suggestively which doesn't even help a bit 
the place where we are is full of tension 
"Yah why are you asking our Hyung where she went when you can ask her about it" Sehun said sarcastically and after he said that all 12 pairs of eyes were staring at me 
(a/n: OT12 is my style Bear with me I'll do something that is awesome) 
"Uhm hehe" I said and Scratched the back of my neck 
"Where did you go Yoora-ah?" Kyungsoo asked and smiled at me 
"well i went to a friend's house" I explained 
"Yeah right A MALE friend's house" Tao replied 
"Will you let me finish?" I snapped which made him shut up 
"At least that Male Friend of mine bothered to wipe my tears away and make me feel better Now tell me what should I feel when All of the people in the Mall knows me as your wife and then i will bump into you and that rachel what does that make me? I looked like a fool there I should be Pulling her hair and shouting at her for interfering with our married life but I chose not to, you know why? because I will only look more pathetic knowing that even if I did that You will only Side with her and tell me to stop I will ruin not only My image but your image too!" I said angrily and Started walking Away from them
Here I am again Wishing that Huang Zi Tao will stop me from walking away that he will hug me until i stop crying But he once again Disappointed me 
I don't have the strength to Hope or be faithful anymore 
He is slowly Killing me 
He is slowly ruining me 
but i still can't leave him 
because I am still Truly Madly Crazily Deeply Hopelessly In love with Huang Zi Tao 
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"Boo" 
"Kyaaaaah!" I shouted at the top of my lungs 
"Yah Chanyeol!!! do you want to die?" I asked angrily at him I am at the van with Exo and We are on the way to our house 
"O-ouch Yoora S-stop" Chanyeol complained as he tried to get my hands away from his reddening ears 
"The more you resist the more it will hurt" I replied and let go of his ears 
"Yoora" Sehun whispered 
"What is it?" 
"Aren't you gonna use honorifics with us?" He asked curiously
"No" I replied and put on my earphones 
I am beside Chanyeol and Sehun I want to stay away from Tao as far as possible 
"Yah Yoora your phone is Vibrating" Chanyeol said and tried getting the phone from my pocket 
"Who texted You?" Chanyeol asked as he tried to peek at my phone's screen 
"Don't be nosy" I replied and hid my Phone again 
"Tao Where will you Stay at the dorm or at the house?" I asked and looked at him
"I will stay at the dorm" He replied and Started tapping on his phone again 
My phone Vibrated again and when I opened it I saw Lay's message

-Yoora-ah I read that he will go To Rachel Tonight and fetch her so that they could have dinner together-
"Tao who is Rachel?" Chanyeol asked 
"H-huh?" Tao asked confused why chanyeol is asking about rachel
"Lay Texted Yoora saying that you will be With Rachel Tonight" Sehun added
"S-she is a friend" Tao replied
"Ajussi Please stop the car!" I said the Car Stopped and Then I opened the door 
"Yoora where are you going?" Lay asked worriedly 
"Manager does Lay have any Schedule for today?" I asked Trying to keep my voice normal 
"He doesn't have any schedule for today up until tomorrow" Manager said I know that he is also worried about me  But he chose not to talk about it because it will only make things more things complicated 
"Good Lay Will come with me" I said and grabbed Lay to God knows where

"Your Crying again" He said as he wiped my tears away 
"Get used to it I will never stop crying until I am not separated with Huang Zi Tao" I replied Crying hard

Lay hugged me tightly 
"Mei Mei don't stop crying until you're worn out" He said softly which made me cry harder

"Why does it have to be me?" I asked loudly 
why am i the only one hurting and Unhappy
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"Do you have any place you want to go to?" Lay asked as I walk behind him Quietly

"Appa" i said without thinking 
"What?" He asked because he didn't hear what i said

"I want to got to my appa" I repeated 
"Where is he then?" He asked and smiled at me 
~
"Lay?" I said 
"Hmmm?" 
"Thank you for being my crying shoulder" I said Sincerely 
"Remember this Mrs. Huang as long as this Zhang Yi Xing is alive and kicking There will always be someone to wipe your tears away and make you smile again" He replied which made me a hundred times more better than before 
"We're here" I said Quietly and started walking towards the grave 
"I leave you here Come to me after you are finished" Lay said as he ruffled my hair

"Appa, This is your Yoora Did you miss me?" I asked as i sat down in front of his  grave
"Appa I've been through a lot I haven't even said sorry for all the things that I've done to you"

"Appa did you know that I married an Idol so that you will have money for your treatment? I sacrificed everything Appa but why did you leave even before your treatment would start" I asked and started crying hardly

"Appa did you know that I met many men who loves me and doesn't want to Hurt me but Appa why am I inlove with a guy who doesn't even care about me?"

"Appa Is this my Karma for all the bad deeds that I have done? I want this pain to end badly but I can't let go appa because Huang Zi Tao is my Life line and It would kill me to let him go"