"Writing is an exploration. You start from nothing and learn as you go."

 

A/N: I DREAMED ABOUT THIS CHAPTER ASDFGHHJKL MY BRAIN IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME HAHAHAHAHA i'm currently looking for someone to edit and proofread Married To Exo-k's Suho anyone interested? PM me in wattpad if you want :)

 

 

YOORA'S P.O.V

 

"Should i sleep or not?" i asked Kei Li and rolled over the bed

 

"Aish For Goodness sake can you please let me sleep" Kei Grumpily replied and rolled over away from me

 

"If I pinch your nose will you wake up?" i asked and closed my eyes

 

"Yoora" Kei said seriously

 

"Hmmm?"

 

"Close your eyes and sleep okay?" he whispered and as if a magic happened my eyelids got heavy and my whole body seems so exhausted

 

~

 

"Good Morning!!!!!!" i said and stretched my arms and legs and rolled over the bed until i fell on the floor

 

"Somebody is calling you" Kei shouted so i looked at my phone and saw that i have 26 missed calls from Mom

 

"Eomma?" I Said nervously

 

"Y-yoora P-please i need you" Mama said in a hoarse voice

 

"What happened?" i asked as i started packing my clothes and tidy up things

 

"Your dad" she whispered

 

"EOMMA WHAT HAPPENED TO APPA?" i said and began to cry

 

"H-he had an heart attack and h-he—-" Mama said and cried loudly

 

"He died didn't he?" i asked and dropped myself and the phone on the floor

 

as if on Cue Kei was beside me patting my back as i Cried Loudly

 

"Why *sobs is this happening *sobs to me" i said and wiped my tears

 

"Kei i need to go back to korea i need to fix things please" i said hurriedly and changed my clothes on the room without taking a bath and started calling the Airport

 

"Ma'am we are very sorry to tell you that all the flights to korea are fully booked" the woman on the phone said

 

"D-damn" i cursed angrily

 

"you can use our private plane if you like" Kei Offered

 

"Would that be alright?" i asked

 

"sure just promise me you'll come back here again?" he said and hugged me

 

"I Will" i said sincerely

 

"Let's go then" kei said and opened the door

 

 

Goodbye China I will certainly come back

 

 

~

 

SIX MONTHS LATER

 

"Miss Park a man named Huang Zi Tao is looking for you" a maid said and bowed at me

 

"Let Him In" i said coldly

 

after a month of mourning my Mom remarried to a very rich man i am also part of the agreement that i will change my surname to Park but as i become rich my heart also turns into Ice

 

My mom is now hard to please because My step sister is really perfect so for five months i am doing everything to impress her

 

"Y-yoora" i heard Tao say

 

"Sit down do you need anything?" i asked nicely as i tapped the seat next to me

 

"Marry me" he said straightforwardly

 

"why should i?" i asked and smiled at him

 

"My Mother she has a disease and she wants to see us getting married before she dies" he whispered in pain

 

"My dad" i whispered and looked down

 

"What about Mr. Choi?" he asked

 

"He died can't you see i am now Park Yoora" i said and smiled

 

"Y-you mean?" he asked

 

"I need to impress my mom" i said angrily

 

"Everything has changed" he sadly said

 

"Why would you be sad this changes made me stronger and made me better" i said in a y tone and rolled my eyes

 

"Y-you changed" he said shocked at my sudden outburst

 

"Changing is constant hon" i said and winked at him

 

but inside of me i really want to hug him and kiss him but i need to protect my emotions so that i will never be hurt again

 

"Please Yoora i need you" he said

 

"In the end you're still using me" i bitterly said and stood up

 

"Please i'm begging you" he said and he got down on one knees and revealed a ring

 

i smirked at him as i hold back the tears that are threatening to fall down

 

"OmyGoshh is that you Tao?" My mom said and hurriedly went and hugged tao

 

"You two are getting married?" My step dad asked happily

 

"Really waaah i'm really excited" mom said

 

"Err mom" i whispered

 

"Yoora, My daughter i'm so proud of you" my mom sincerely said and hugged me tightly

 

"when will you get married?" My step dad asked

 

"I'm not yet sure" Tao replied as if doubting himself

 

"We already planned the wedding six months ago so we will be married as soon as possible" i said and went beside Tao to get the ring and wear it

 

"Thank you" he whispered sincerely to me

 

"Don't thank me" i said and rolled my eyes

 

"Mom we will talk about the wedding" i said and pulled Tao

 

"where are we going?" he asked

 

"To talk " i said timidly

 

 

~

 

"talk" tao said in a Bored tone

 

"I Am dating somebody else" i said and sat down the bench

 

"who?" he asked

 

"Kei Li" i said and looked up the sky

 

omo Kei-ssi i'm really sorry if i brought you up in this

 

"I am dating somebody else too" Tao happily said as if he was relieved

 

which made something in my heart twitch in pain

 

"Who?" i asked

 

"Rachel" he replied happily

 

"then we have a rule then" i said even if it hurts i will be stupid again just for Him

 

 

"What is it?" he asked

 

"We are married but there are no strings attached we have different lives we will only act like a married couple in public and when any of our friend or relatives is around plus there is no one that can know except the two of us and the people we are dating" i said and smiled at him

 

"What? N-No i will break up with Rachel, you break up with that guy marriage is a holy sacrament" he said angrily

 

"I can't" i said and stood up and turned my back to him

 

"Why isn't that easy" tao asked confused

 

"Because he is the only person that will never leave me " i said sincerely and looked at Tao's Eyes

 

 

is it just me or i see hurt in those beautiful eyes?