Kimi to onaji yume wo mite ima ga tsuzuku to omotteta
Donna uso kimi no himitsu subete shinjite tada mamoritakatta
Moshimo toki ga tomaru nara ore wa zutto matte iru yo
Futari no kiesouna yakusoku wa omoide no naka Crazy Love

 

Right now, I still believe that our dreams are the same
Despite all the lies and secrets, I trusted you, and I wanted to protect you
If time ever comes to a stop, I want you to know that I'm always waiting
Our fading promise is now the crazy love inside my memory

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It was heartbreaking to watch his little Shixun in the arms of his beloved husband. His brother was crying his heart out as he slowly explaining to them what happened. As much as he wants to kill his brother-in-law, Kris knew he can’t. Jongin was like a brother to him too. If you look at it you can’t blame Jongin nor Sehun to what had become of them.

“They used to be close” he thought sadly as he slowly sat beside his brother and engulf them in a hug.

“Gege” Sehun cried on his brother’s chest. He wanted to scream and curse his fate. He wants to hate Jongin for all the pain that he brought into his life. But in the end, he can’t. He loves his husband way too much. Despite the pain and tears he brought, He loves Jongin for the smiles and memories he had given him before things went this bad.

“Maybe this is why they call love crazy, Xun” Sehun heard his brother softly whispered, Holding him into his arms.

“We tend to be crazy when we fall in love. We do everything to make them happy, to make them smile and protected.” his brother softly wiped his tears as he looks at him with those questioning eyes.

“Coz at the end of the day, we realized that this kind of love is worth the craziness, tears and hurt. True love only happen once, after all”

Maybe, his gege was right after all.

15 years ago

Sehun was waiting for Jongin to arrive in their meeting place. Jongin was rather late and Sehun was beginning to be a little impatient of his friend’s tardiness. He was pouting so much that he was starting to mumble incoherent things under his breath.

“Stupid family dinner” he murmured as he waited for Jongin to appear. A few minutes after, Jongin was looking slightly dishevelled with his hair flying in all directions, his tie was undone and his dinner jacket was thrown on the grass.

“YAaaah, you’re late” Sehun threw a tantrum as Jongin continue to catch his breath

“Sorry Princess Hunnie, my mom made me come to the party. She wanted to meet Minseok-hyung’s fiancee’s family.” Jongin explained while holding Sehun’s hand, explaining. Sehun wanted to pout more but looking at Jongin right now..

He heaved a sigh

“You are so lucky Kim Jongin that i love you so much” He blurted out. He tried to glare at Jongin until he realized the words that came out from his mouth. His widen in realization

Stupid mouth he groaned internally. He definitely needs to put a filter on his mouth. He just confessed. In the most unromantic way ever!  Way to go Wu Shixun! He wanted to slap himself for blurting things out.

Sehun was battling his emotions that he did not notice Jongin’s amused smile on his face. Jongin hugged Sehun as tight as he can.

At least the tiger is calmed for now. I’m never gonna be late again. He thought as he hugged Sehun, hoping that it would calm the raging tiger that was Wu Shixun. He felt Sehun tensed in his arms. Jongin chuckled softly and rubbed Sehun’s back as gently as he can

“i know. Hunnie. I love you too” he said smiling cheekily as he stole a kiss from Sehun.

Little did Jongin know, Sehun was in cloud nine with that single kiss

Jongin went home to an empty house. He was early that night. He wanted to be home early. Ever since, Sehun’s birthday, Jongin wanted to at least fix things with his husband. He knew that he has to. It had been years since the marriage. It had been years that he had fought himself to not fall in love with his husband but in the end. He had fallen for him, a bit unwillingly.

He had found himself secretly smiling when Sehun talks to their four babies. He loves the way how the way he scolds Monggu for eating too much or how their youngest,Vivi had just murdered his new expensive slippers. He loves the way Sehun would often cook for him; he even went to cooking school just to make his favourite fried chicken. He loves the way the younger would prepare his suit, like a good wife should.

He loves how Sehun loves him like he is all that matters in the world.

A pang of guilt had hit Jongin. After all those things, his husband loves him and only him. He gave everything that he has to offer, money, his body, his soul and his heart. He was stupid to realize not to see it. He was too blinded by his anger and his love for Soojung. And he was stupid enough to let Soojung point it out for him

April 12, xxxx

Jongin called Soojung to inform her that arrived safely from their drunken rendezvous. They were out drinking and partying after finally closing the deal with the Parks. He was glad it was over; Chanyeol’s father was a bit strict. Thank God for Soojung for helping him out. He dialled her number and few minutes later he can hear that sleep-laced voiced

“Hey Krys, I just got home” he said softly, hoping that Sehun wouldn’t hear him talking to Soojung”

“Hey babe” she said softly. Jongin felt something was wrong with her voice. There was something sad and worrying about it.

“Hey you okay?”He frowned softly, a habit that he had gotten from Sehun who would often furrow his brows when he is thinking too much

“I’m fine. Stop frowning Kim Jongin, You are starting to look like Kim Sehun when he is in his deep thoughts” Soojung said softly with a hint of sadness and amusement underlying those words

“Yaah, how many times do i have to tell you that i do not act and look like Sehun” he grumbled hoping his lover would stop looking for comparison between him and Sehun

Jongin heard Soojung laughed at his outburst. He felt his heart was slowly dreading. Why is Soojung always talking about Sehun duri