Hitogomi ni magire aruiteta
Tsumetai michi de mayotteta
Onaji me wo eita kimi to
Nani mo nakatta keredo
Sono kokoro no kakera wo
Futari de mochiyou ni atatameta
Sore dake de

Walking blindly amid the crowd, I got lost on this cold road
Even though everything we shared has vanished, 
the broken pieces of my heart are being warmed up by memories about the two of us, just like that

April 20 xxxx

Sehun was currently in Jongin’s office, tidying up the whole house. Ever since they got married, Sehun had dedicated his life being Jongin’s husband. He had cleaned their apartment when Jongin works, he does the laundry, make their meals. There were times that Sehun wanted to bring Jongin some lunch but after that incident he decided not to.

4 years ago

He had been feeling off lately. After they had shared a hot lustful night, Sehun had been feeling odd. He was always dizzy, he had cravings that he couldn’t understand, and he often finds himself in front their shared bath wretching out all he had eat for breakfast. He was a bit scared that he might be sick. Worse, infect Jongin with it! Without further ado (as much as he hates hospitals) he went to see the doctor with Junmyeon-hyung. Ever since he told his hyungie about not feeling well and the odd things that he experienced, his hyungie didn’t hesitate to drive him to the nearest hospital

“hyung, what if i infected him” he panicked as he pace back and forth. They were currently in the hospital lounge waiting for the blood test and urine result that he took. Junmyeon wanted to roll his eyes on the younger as he continues to gush about Jongin getting sick and how it would be his fault.

“He is so gonna hate me hyungie!!! I am totally a bad husband” the younger wailed as he sat beside Junmyeon, eyes glassy from the unshed tears.

“It’s going to be fine, Hunnie” the older comforted the younger male.

Junmyeon had a hunched of what Sehun is going through right now, but telling the younger about it would only spoil the fun.

Sehun sobbed softly at the thought of a sick and angry Jongin flashed through his mind

“He will hate me more Hyung” he said crying softly.

A nurse came out from the examination room. Sehun felt dread coming into his being as he saw the nurse coming their way

“Mr.Kim, the Doctor would like to see you now” She said with a happy and reassuring smile. Sehun felt a little relieve, maybe it wouldn’t be that bad after all

Upon their arrival, they were welcomed warmly by Doctor Kim Minseok. The petite doctor gestured to sit down as he arranged the papers that he received from the nurse.

“Good Morning, Mr. Kim. I will be your doctor throughout this pregnancy, my name is ----“ the doctor stated with a smile but he was cut off when Sehun slammed his fist on the doctor’s table

“WHATT I AM PREGNANT!!! DOCTOR, ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! THAT IS SOO-----“ Junmyeon yanked Sehun down and smiled apologetically to the doctor who was quite amused of Sehun’s behaviour

“this is the first time i saw someone slammed the table when i told them they are preganant” the doctor humoured the very surprised Sehun who was still awestruck of the thought of him being pregnant with Jongin’s baby. He felt happiness overflowing his heart as the words continue to repeat on his mind

He is pregnant

With Jongin’s baby

Their baby.

Sehun felt the tears flowing down his eyes as he let out a sob and grabbed the petite doctor who was explaining his condition to his