Nido to nai kono crazy love  

This crazy love will never happen again

It was dark outside when Sehun realized that he had cried himself to sleep. He yawned and stretches his sore muscles from crouching up on TaeOh’s cot. He was about to leave when he was alerted by a call

“Hello Sehun?” a frantic voice greeted him. Sehun frowned.

“Ne, hyung whats wrong” he said as he slowly got into his car.

“It’s jongin . Please come quick!” a text was sent to him

Seoul General Hospital

Sehun widened his eyes as he drove as fast as he can.

Sehun was shaking nervously when he arrived.  Those were playing in his mind as he ran towards Jongin’s room. Panic creep into his heart as the thought of losing Jongin invaded his mind.

“He committed suicide after I gave him the divorce papers that you signed.  Good thing that Minseok-hyung came and visited him. “

He saw Minseok and Luhan, alongside his brother and brother-in-law waiting for him to arrive.

“He is currently sleeping. The doctors were able to stop the bleeding. He was intoxicated when he was brought here.” Minseok filled him out as Sehun went to Jongin’s side.

Sehun never cried so hard in his life.

Jongin woke from the incessant crying. He slowly opened his eyes; he tried to block the lights from view.  Why am i alive? Jongin thought confusingly. He tried to move when he heard Sehun’s voice. He was really confused. Was he dead? Was he in heaven? jongin was confused.

Everything happened so fast, Jongin felt he was engulfed in Sehun’s warmth. He slowly relaxed as he felt comfort seeping into his body. he felt his eyes was slowly feeling heavy. Jongin fell asleep from Sehun's warmth.

Sehun was confused if he should hit jongin or most probably kick him for scaring him off like that. he was not suppose to care when he no longer was his husband. but when he saw Jongin slowly getting up, his instincts told him to hug the lwing day lights out of the man. there were so many things that he wishes to say but he cant find the words to express his thoughts. all he wanted was to hold Jongin and never let him go. as much as he wanted to tell him to stay, he finds himself thinking of Soojung. he heaved a sigh as he hear jongin snoring lightly on his shoulder. he was about to lay the older man to the bed but Jongin clung tightly to his arm.

"Sehun dont leave me again. Nini needs you" Jongin murmured weakly.Sehun wanted to rejoice from those words but deep inside  he doesnt want to keep his hopes up. it was enough already. he wanted to move on and let go. Sehun gently pushed the other away but Jong clung tightly into him. heaving a heavy sigh, Sehun laid with jongin on the hospital bed. the older boy nuzzled further to his neck as he finally whispered the words that sehun had always wanted to hear from him

"i love you hunnie" the soft confession had kept sehun awake the whole night

jongin woke up the next day with Sehun in his arms. memories from the nights before came into his mind. Jongin felt his cheeks warmed up 

"i cant believe that i was so pathetic in his eyes"