I, Sandara Park, take you, Kwon Jiyong, to be my husband to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.

I, Kwon Jiyong, take you, Sandara Park, to be my friend, my lover, the motherfather of my children and my wife. I will be yours in times of plenty and in times of want, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of failure and in times of triumph. I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you, and stay with you, for all eternity.

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as soon as we exchange our vows, i know it would change my life forever. with Jiyong, being in my life,

I can see him before I sleep and I can see his face when I wake up the next day.

and yes, it did change me.

We very were happy together in our first month of marriage...

not until........

He had to go to new york for a month for a business trip. I wanted to come with him but I have things to catch up and works to do in Korea so I decided to wait for him. I waited for his calls, text message or even emails.

but none.

not a single message were sent, he didn't call.

I positively thought he's just busy with work that he didn't had the change to call me or check up on me. so i decided to not bother him and just wait for him to come back.

after a month.. I was happy on the day that he finally come back. I waited for him outside, and even cooked for him. I dressed up so nicely. I waited for hours for him.

My face brightened when I saw his car coming, but my face became pale as I saw a girl sitting besides him on the passenger seat. I greeted him as i hugged him tightly, but it didn't ecape my eyes to see his uneasiness. He introduce me to the girl he was with, her name is "Yoona". I scratched the negative thoughts ,but not until he told me that.....

"Dara. this is Yoona. I met her in New York. I... love her"

I felt my world breaking apart.

He continued, "I love you too, just like her. I don't want to leave you, and I don't want to date other people behind your back. so I have come to a decision, that I'm gonna marry her next week"

Eveything comes to fast. Marry her? Marry her? Marry her? The same questions popped in my head. He loves her like he loves me?

I don't want to lose him completely. Knowing the truth hurts but lies are worse. I don't know If i preffered him not telling me or him, dating her hehind my back. But what I know is, I'm just another girl. I'm just his other wife. Its not just me in his life, there's Yoona.

But i decided..

to give him the permission to marry Yoona, his second wife...