Your POV -

I sat in my apartment alone.. waiting for the the time for me and Minhyuk promised to meet each other. I sighed and pulled my knees up to my chin, I closed my eyes and listened to the complete quiet in my home... what was I supposed to do? They love each other... I just got in the way. I jumped when I heard my phone ring, I grabbed it.

" Hello?"

" Yeoreom-ya?" I smiled at the voice.. a voice I had missed,

" Hi ahjumma, what's up?" I heard her sigh,

" What time will you guys get here tomorrow?" I thought about it,

" Probably around 6? Why?" 

" Oh nothing, I just wanted to make sure dinner will be ready by the time you guys get here. Uhh ahjusshi and I need to do something in the morning so if you guys get here earlier than expected, Binnie knows where we keep the extra key. Let him know.. okay?" I smiled,

" Of course, I'll see you tomorrow."

" Yeoreom-ya.. please don't be too upset, I don't know what is bothering you. But sweetie, I can hear it in your voice. Just know that everything will work out sooner or later, okay?" I smiled,

" Of course. I understand, thank you." we said our goodbyes and hung up. I threw my phone on my bed and laid down, I sighed and stared at the ceiling.

" What are you doing with yourself Jung Yeoreom?" I heard a knock at my door, I got up and slowly trudged towards the door.

" Who is it?"

" It's me.." I scrunched my eyebrows together and opened the door and there he stood, the idiot.. Moon Bin.

" Oppa?" he sighed and let himself in.

" Oh, alright. Come on in." I shut the door and followed after him, I watched him stand in the middle of my living room. I looked at him,

" What the hell is wrong with you Jung Yeoreom?" I crossed my arms and glared at him,

" What the hell are you talking about?" he turned around and held out his phone, I sighed. I held my hand out and looked at him,

" Why the hell are you showing me a picture? Why can't you just tell me what has gotten you so mad?" I heard him sigh,

" This. This is why I am so pissed! Explain to me Jung Yeoreom!" I sighed and grabbed his phone, I looked down at the picture and my heart dropped.. it's a picture of me and Rocky.. kissing in the stairways..

" I don't know what you want me to say oppa." I handed his phone back to him, he grabbed it and I could see the anger in his eyes.

" Seriously? This is ed up Jung Yeoreom! You're kissing him!" I sighed and rubbed my forehead,

" You can't seriously be upset about this.. we weren't even dating when this happened! Why the hell is that a problem that your member kissed me?! When I am married to him!" I watched as he threw his phone on the ground, I jumped.

" Are you serious?! I have been in love with you ever since I was 4 years old! Of course I am going to be pissed, I have every right to be! I'm pissed that you're married to Rocky-ya instead of me and I'm pissed that he took your first kiss! Your FIRST kiss!" I sighed and shook my head,

" You need to leave. Right now." he just looked at him,

" I'm not leaving. You are going to tell me right now, do you have feelings for Park Minhyuk?" I sighed..

" Yeah.. I do. I fell in love with him, but as you already saw, he still choose her over me. That's what our contract insisted anyways, doesn't matter anyways. Not like we'll ever be together." I sighed and walked towards my couch. I sat down and stared at the tv.

" We made a promise that neither of us would fall in love with each other, I already broke that promise. So you can be pissed all you want, but you have no right to be mad at the fact that your best friend.. is my husband. You don't own me Moon Bin. Don't forget that." I crossed my arms, this boy sure did know how to make my blood boil.

" I don't have a right to be mad that you're married?! What happened when you promised to marry me?!" I sighed and pushed myself off the couch,

" I was 4! You were 6! Are you seriously so hung up on that? I told you I was going to marry you after you got my bear back for me! For the 5th time! I was a little kid oppa! You can't hold that against me!" I watched as he scoffed and pushed his hair back.

" I just got you back in my life, not seeing for all those years.. killed me. You are my best friend, I love you. You're killing me right now! I can't even hold you or touch you without you freaking out on me!" I shook my head,

" What did you expect? I would still be the little 4 year old still following you around? Boosting your ego along the way? Sorry to say this oppa, but that's not happening. I grew up without you there and I did just fine, just like I am now. I'm glad that we found each other again but if you keep acting like this.. then I'm just going to leave you again. And I won't look back." everything moved so fast, he grabbed my arms and pushed me against the wall.

" Get off of me." I watched as he huffed and slowly let go of me, I pushed him off and I grabbed my keys and started to walk away from him.

" Where are you going?" I slipped my shoes on and walked out of my apartment.. to only run into..

" Yeoreom-ya..." I sighed and ran my fingers into my hair.

" Let's just go Minhyuk-ya." I grabbed his hand and pulled him away from the door.

Rocky's POV -

I watched as she let go of my hand when we were on the elevator,

" What's wrong?" she looked over at me and gave me a weak smile, she shook her head. I watched as her long brown hair shook each time she moved her head.. just a simple movement had me hyponotized. I quickly shook my head and grabbed her hand,

" Hey.. I can tell something's bothering you. What's wrong?" she just shook her head again and just stayed quiet. I sighed and watched the numbers go down as we headed down from our dorm. I quickly pulled my mask up and moved my hat down so no one could see my face. I looked at her, her mind was drifting off..

" Ya." I poked her in the cheek and accidently touched her bruise,

" AH!" I jumped,

" I'm sorry! That was a mistake!" her hand was over the bruise and glared at me. I raised my hands and backed up against the wall,

" Ya.. that was an accident. I swear. Don't kill me." I watched as she sigh and lowered her hand, she just shook her head and turned towards the door as we reached the ground floor. She pulled her hand away from mine and watched as the door opened up, we both walked out and headed out of the building. I pulled my mask up and followed after her,

" Ya.. why are you so pissy? I legit just got here, it's not because of me touching your bruise is it?" I watched as she sighed and kept walking faster, I quickly caught up with her and grabbed her arm.

" Ya. What the hell is the matter with you?" she stopped and looked at me. She just smiled and grabbed my hand,

" Come on, let's go." and she just turned around. I watched as she held my hand and dragged me along with her, I sighed.. I really hope this doesn't end bad. We finally got to Hangang, we walked around until we found a spot to sit down at.

" I'll be right back, okay? I'm going to get some ice cream for us." I watched as she nodded her head and I watched as her mind slowly slipped away from the world. What was going through her head?

Your POV -

I listened to the world around me.. the waves crashing into each other, the crickets chirping, the wind blowing the leaves.. the peacefulness of the world.

" Here." I jumped when I heard his voice, I looked over to see him handing me a chocolate ice cream. I smiled and took it from him, he sat down next to me and opened his ice cream. I quietly opened mine and started to eat it,

" So.. you gonna tell me what's been bothering you or are we just going to keep sitting here in quiet?" I looked over at him and sighed, I looked down at my ice cream.

" Bin oppa was getting on my nerves so I left.. I couldn't do it anymore, and that's when you found me.. or ran into me pretty much." I didn't hear anything.. I looked over at him and he was looking at me, I couldn't tell what was going on through his head.

" Ya." I poked him in the side.. I watched as he blinked,

" There's more.. isn't there?" I sighed and shook my head.

" Come on and tell me already, I know you Jung Yeoreom. You can't keep anything in when you're mad." I looked down at my ice cream and smiled, this is crazy.

" Come on.. what is it?" I just sighed and looked over at him,

" He's pissed.. at the fact that you took my first kiss. Someone sent him a picture of us kissing.. well they sent me that picture first.. when we kissed in the stairways and I didn't want anyone to see it. So I kept it to myself.. until Bin got it too. He's pissed at the fact that you and I are married.. that I am falling in love with you.. with the fact that he can't be with me. He's so obessed with what I said when I was 4.. when I told him I would marry him." I sighed and shook my head, I squeezed my ice cream and watched as it ran down my hand.

" I don't know what to do with him.. the more he acts like this.. the more it pisses me off because it's too over bearing. Binnie oppa doesn't see it like that, I'm just afraid he'll do too much and end up losing me all together." I sighed and closed my eyes.. still squeezing my ice cream, I didn't want to talk anymore. I was too tired from it all.. I just wanted it to stop. This was way too much stress for me.. especially with the fact that being next to Minhyuk made my heart hurt so much..

" You're an idiot." I looked over at him as I felt his warm hand take the ice cream away from and I watched as he started to wipe my hand down for me.

" You have so much on your plate.. and yet you refuse to talk to anyone about it.. what is wrong with you?" I just kept looking at him, my heart beating faster and faster.. the lost I felt for him in my stomach grew bigger and bigger. He stopped wiping my hand and looked at me and smiled.

" You can always come and talk to me.. you know. I'll always be here to listen especially when it comes to things like this." I sighed and smiled, but then I remembered he had a girlfriend. I pulled my hand away from him.

" Yeoreom-ya?" I sighed and shook my head,

" You have Ah Reum... why are you doing this to me? Why are we even here Park Minhyuk?" I watched as his shoulders went down, I could see I had hurt his feelings.. I sighed and moved away from him. I laid my head on my knees and stared at the river in front of me. Listening to the waves crashing into each other... the moonlight shining down on them, the peacefulness.

" Jung Yeoreom." I closed my eyes and refused to look at him,

" Look at me.. come on." he grabbed my arm.. I picked my head up and slowly turned my head towards him. He smiled at me and pulled himself closer towards me, his big brown eyes looked into mine. I could feel my face starting to get warm, he placed a hand on my face and looked at me... his eyes filled with love.

" I brought you here because I wanted you to see.. to see.." he looked at me.. and I could see the love slowly going away from his eyes.. I looked down and moved my face away from him..

Rocky's POV -

I watched as she started to move away from me.. I knew I was breaking her heart. I quickly shook my head and pulled her close to me, I sighed and held her tight.

" I wanted you to see that I love you.. I don't love Ah Reummie anymore.. after meeting you I realized that she wasn't the girl for me, you are. I need you in my life.. please stay with me. I love you Jung Yeoreom. I love you." I finally said it.. the words that were clouding my mind for so long.. ever since the day I met her.. I could tell she was something different. I pulled away from her and looked deep into your dark brown eyes,

" You made me see that it wasn't just about me.. and I'm so sorry if I ever made you feel like you hated yourself this entire time. You are a heaven sent.. I honestly was so blinded by Kim Ah Reum that I honestly didn't think there was anyone better than her, but there is. There's you. There are over a 100 girls who are just like Ah Reummie but there's only one girl like you Jung Yeoreom and I love you for that. You.. you seriously are the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with, please stay by me. And please.. let me love you." I pulled her closer towards me and kissed her. I felt fireworks exploding in my stomach, this girl.. who I had never thought would be in my life. This girl is beautiful, smart, and a huge pain in my . But she some how got me to soften my heart.. to let her into my life. I pulled away from her and held her face in my hands and rest my forehead on hers, I wanted this moment to last forever.. but I knew that our time together was coming to end soon. And it scared me because I never know what is running through her mind.

" Please Jung Yeoreom.. stay with me.." I pulled away from her and looked her in the eyes, my eyes going back and forth.. trying to figure something out.. trying to figure her out. She just smiled and placed her hand on mine and looked me in the eyes.

" Let's go home." I looked at her.. that's all she had to say? I pulled my hand away from her..

" Ya.. Jung Yeoreom.." she just smiled and grabbed my hand again. She started to play with it and avoided eye contact with me.

Your POV -

I looked at his hand while I played it, my mind was running 100 miles and hitting me with all of the words that Minhyuk had just told me. I sighed and shook my head,

" I.." I looked up at him and I could see him looking for answers in my face, I just gave him a weak smile and held his hand. I looked back down at it.

" I love you too Park Minhyuk.. you are my first love and I can't thank you enough for that. You've taught me a lot of things these past few weeks.. especially the fact of how much it hurts. But in the end.. I can't help but come back to you. I hated you in the beginning.. and I never wanted to get away from you so bad.. but then all of sudden.. I started falling for you. You changed me and I love you for that. You are the only one who truly understands me.. Bi Bi oppa sees me as a kid.. but you.." I scoffed and smiled. I slipped our fingers into the slits of his fingers. I sighed and looked at our interlocked fingers,

" You see me as the person that I became to be, an annoying, bratty, and mean person. I love you Park Minhyuk and I'm glad that you feel the same way about me.. but we can't. You're an idol.. you're dating a beautiful model.. we can't be together. I can't be with you.. I can't be with Bi Bi oppa either.. and that's why after tomorrow.. I'm leaving. And you can't tell me I can't go.. and you can't tell anyone please. I'm begging you Rocky-ya.. please don't tell anyone." I pulled my hand away from him and sighed, I pulled my knees up and rested my head on top of them.

" I need you to keep living your life without me.. keep being an idol, keep doing you. But I can't let you stay by my side, no I can't stay by your side any longer. I have no right to be here in your life.. the longer I stay.. the harder.. the more trouble life will get for the both of us.. I'm sorry Minhyuk-ya..  but this is where we end. This is where we have to end." I sighed and got up, I looked down at him and smiled, I held my hand out towards him.. I could see the anger and pain flash through his eyes in just a split second. I sighed and kept looking at him,

" So that's why I want to make tonight as memorable as I can possibly make it.. that way we both don't have any regrets in the end." I held out my hand towards him and smiled,

" Let's end tonight on a good note." I watched as he looked at me for what felt like forever.. but he finally smiled and grabbed my hand, I tried to pull him up when he pulled me down and caught my fall.. I looked up at him and our faces were only inches away from each other.. I watched as his eyes smiled as he looked down at my lips.. I could feel my stomach churn.. my heart beating faster with each passing second,

" I love you so much you psycho lady." and that's when he slammed his lips into mine, my heart exploded. Our kiss started to grow stronger and harder.. each of us fighting for dominance. We both pulled away from each other to finally take a breath.. I looked at him while my heart was pounding against chest. Our eyes locked onto each other. 

" Why.. we.. get.. going?" I watched as he smiled and nodded his head, we both got up and started to head off. We walked in silence.. enjoying the wind and fresh air, when I felt his hand slid into mine. I looked over at him,

" So where we are we going?" I smiled and shook my head.

" It's a secret." we kept on walking until we reached a shop that I haven't seen in a while, I smiled and pulled Rocky with me. I opened the door and smiled even bigger.. the shop still looked the same.

" Welcome!" I looked over to see the owners were still there, I smiled and looked at Rocky. I nodded my head and we went in, we sat down and waited for the older lady to come help us.

" Hello, welcome to Kim's Deokbukki shop. What can I get you?" I smiled and looked at him,

" Can we one plate of your special Deokbukki? Some seaweed rolls and fish cakes?" she wrote it down and nodded her head, she walked away without even realizing who I was. I smiled.

" Why are we here?" I looked over at him, 

" I used to come here a lot with my parents when I was younger, my old school actually isn't that far from here." I took in the smell.. the look of the store.. thinking of all of the memories I had made here with my mom and dad.. when it was just us.. when she was pregnant with Yerin.. I felt Minhyuk take my hand, I looked over at him. I watched as his crinkled.. showing me that he was smiling underneath his mask,

" Show me everything about you.. show me what you were like before everything happened." I smiled and squeezed his hand, how much I was going to miss his smile.. his voice.. his words.. and just the way he smelled.. I knew that I loved him with all of my heart.. but I also that it would be greedy of me to keep him by my side. I knew that we both needed to let go of each other.. and I knew that I could never stay in his life, because he was an idol. He needed to achieve his dreams, and that dream doesn't include me. I kept looking at him.. holding back my tears. I never knew how much my heart would hurt.. knowing that I was the one who fell in love with him first.. and now I'm the one leaving him first.. creating memories with him that only I would remember.. to help me remember him for as long as I could. Letting my greed get the best of me. Only for tonight.. because after tomorrow I would never be able to see his smile like this again..

A/N: I'm so sorry! I hope you guys can forgive me... but I hate to say this but I have lost a lot of inspiration to all of my stories. I just stopped writing.. I'm trying to come back since I love to write, it's an amazing stress realiver.. with all of the stress in my life.. it's what made me happiest. I'm glad that I can come back to this story and read it over and over again but when I stopped at this chapter.. I knew that I could never finish it and it broke my heart.. I tried to write this chapter over 100 times.. erasing it everytime because I hated it each time I would start writing it. But I knew that I had to finish this story.. for you guys. Again I'm so sorry that you've been waiting for this chapter for a long time.. but I will be finishing this story earlier than I had expected.. I think in the next chapter or 2.. I will finish up this story. Thank you again for waiting for such a long time. I hope you all stay until the end. Once again I'm so sorry. Until time, see ya.