Rocky's POV -

I sat there and watched as she started to fall asleep.. her grip on my hand was starting to loosen up. I sighed and looked at her beautiful face, a piece of hair fell onto her face. I slowly moved it and tucked it behind her ear, I looked at her face. Her lip had be opened from him slapping her hard, her cheek was starting to bruise. It took everything in me to not go out and beat that guy into a pulp.. I sighed and got up from the bed. I walked towards the window, running my hands through my hair. I looked out the window and I watched as the world around glowed me.. brightening the world and streets. I sighed and slammed my fist into the window, I couldn't stop the anger inside me anymore. This happened because of me.. because I stupidly said yes to Ah Reum.. because I had hurt the one person who was there for me.. because I.. because I had Ah Reum right there. Asking me to come back to her.. I said yes because I was scared of losing her forever. I just scoffed and slammed my fist into the window again,

" Minhyuk-ya.." I felt arms wrapped around my waist softly.. I was so lost in my thoughts.. I didn't even realize that she woke up, we just stood there. In complete silence. I sighed and started to move when she tightened her grip around my waist, I stopped moving. I stopped and listened.. I could hear her soft sniffles. How my heart was breaking, I pushed her arms off of me and quickly turned around and looked at her. I gently scooped her face into my hands and made her look up at me. Her big brown eyes.. looking up at me, each time her eyes blinked with her beautiful long lashes.. my heart started to beat faster and faster. I took in everything of hers.. her face, her features.. the way her cheeks turned a little pink from my every touch. I watched as her eyes started to tear up even more, I watched as her tears fell down her face. Hitting my thumbs while they rested on her cheeks, I slowly wiped them away. Being extremely careful with her bruised face, she moved her face and kissed my softly on my hand. I watched as her eyelashes started to clump together because they were getting wet, watching her like this.. my heart broke more and more. I could see the pain she had in her eyes, I could see the betrayal.. I could see how rejected she felt because of me. What have I done?

" I'm sorry.. I shouldn't be doing this to you.. huh? Don't worry, I'll get out of your life here soon, where you won't have to worry about me anymore. Where we won't have see each other... or anything. Thank you for showing me that I was capable of loving someone. Even if my first love turned out to hurt me like this.. I'll never forget it. Good bye.. Park Minhyuk." that's when I felt my heart break the most. I could not believe that I had broken.. this strong headed girl.. I slowly started to feel the warmth from her face leave my hand. I started to panic. I quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her back towards me, holding her tight. I had broken her.. for my own disgusting purposes, I closed my eyes and held her tight. Taking her smell.. her warmth.. just her.

" Minhyuk-ya.. please stop. Please.." I shook my head, I kept holding her tighter.

" No. You have to hear me out.. please." I could hear my voice crack.. did I become this weak for someone who I've only known for such a short time? My intentions were true, I had wished for her to not fall in love with me because I had my eyes set on Ah Reum only. I had my commitments only for her.. I took in a deep breathe,

" It's true.. I told you to not fall in love with me.. look at what happens when you do. My intentions in the beginning were true, I didn't care if I had hurt you. I just want Kim Ah Reum back in my arms.. back in my life.. loving me. But then you came into my life and turned everything upside down. I had hated you.. you and my father for ruining my life. By marrying me.. by ruining the fact that I could never be with Ah Reum again.." I felt her shoulders start to deflate, I sighed and turned her around to have her look at me. I could see how much my words were hurting her, I took in a deep breath.

" But.. as we spent more and more time together, I realized my heart was acting against my brain.. I was falling in love with you. The entire time since Ah Reum-ya and I had broken up... I only thought about commiting myself to her, but then you came along and threw that whole plan out the window. And honestly Yeoreom-ya.. I couldn't be more thankful." I watched as her tears had stopped.. her cheeks started to turn a slight pink,

" Please don't leave me Yeoreom-ya.. I'm so sorry for hurting you the way that I did. I'm sorry that you had to see that. I'm sorry that.. you have me a stupid husband." I felt the stinging of my tears attacking my eyes. I looked at her, her beauty took my breath away. 

" I love you Jung Yeoreom. I love you..." after saying those words. I pressed my lips against  hers.. letting my tears fall down my face. I couldn't lose her, not now. Not after the impact she placed into my heart.. even after a short time, when I pulled away from her. I watched as her hand moved up towards my cheeks and wiped the tear, I closed my eyes and wished for the warmth of her hand.. to stay there forever. For us to stay like this forever. I opened my eyes to see her staring at me,

" Yeoreom-ya.." I watched as she gave me a small smile,

" Let's get some sleep." I nodded my head and the warmth of her hand left my face. I watched as she walked back towards the bed that we were suppose to share as a married couple, I slowly followed after her and climbed in after her. She slowly crawled into my arms and our bodies quickly warmed each other. I pressed my lips against her forehead and closed my eyes, just the way she smelled.. it was slowly helping me fall asleep.

" Minhyuk-ya.." I slowly started to doze off,

" Hmm?" the warmth of her body, the familiarity of her body, and just the way she smelled.. I couldn't help but fall deeper and deeper into my sleep.. I felt her slowly move away from my arms.. I opened my eyes a little and looked at her very tiredly. I watched her with half opened eye lids, I watched as she slowly moved towards me and softly pressed her lips against mine. I quickly woke up and wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her closer to me. Having her sit practically on top of me, our soft little kiss turned rather quickly. We were both fighting for dominance, I quickly won and explored . We quickly pulled away from each other to catch our breath, I looked at her face. How hard she was breathing.. my heart was pounding under my rib cage. I wanted her now, I needed her now. I quickly moved towards her and pressed my lips against hers, attacking hers with mine. I could feel the ecstasy running through me, our kiss lasted longer than the last. My hand quickly found itself tangled in her long brown hair, the other started to move a bit underneath her shirt. Slowly moving up.. feeling her skin under her shirt. My lips quickly started to trace her jaw line.. and slowly over her neck. I stopped myself when I felt her hand on my arm, I pulled away from her and looked at her face, her eyes were closed rather tightly. I could see she was still traumatized from what had happened to her earlier. I quickly brought my hand up to her face,

" Hey.." I softly looked at her, she opened her eyes and looked at me. I rubbed my thumb against her cheek,

" All you have to do is tell me if you're uncomfortable.. we don't have to do anything. Okay? I respect you enough. Come on let's get you to bed." I watched as she nodded her head, I helped her move to her side of the bed. I climbed out of the bed.. that way I would do anything to her, I took in a deep breath. 

" Ya. Park Minhyuk." I turned around looked at her, she was sitting up on the bed, the blanket covering her legs. Her head and arms were resting on top of her knees while she looked outside the window, I headed back towards her and sat down.

" What's wrong?" I placed my hand on her arm and looked at her, she picked her little head up and looked at me. She gave me a small smile, she moved her little hand towards mine and held mine a little. I looked at her, she couldn't even look me in the face.. she was just playing with my fingers.

" Ya.. Yeoreom-ya.." I watched as she sighed,

" Tell me about Ah Reum-sshi.." I watched as she stopped playing with my fingers as she said her name. I sighed and squeezed her hand,

" Why do you want to hear about that?" she looked up at me.. her eyes glistened ever so lightly, her weak smile proved to me that no matter what I told her.. it was going to hurt her.

" I just want to hear about your first love." I sighed and nodded my head,

" Scoot over." she started to move over in the bed, I crawled over and climbed into the blanket with her. I opened my arms so she could crawl into my arms,

" Come here." she slowly moved over to me, I wrapped my arm around her while she laid her head on my shoulder. When she was all nice and settled. I sighed and held her hand, intertwining our fingers together.

" Well. it all started when I was trainee.. the first time I had met Kim Ah Reum was.. about 4 years ago? It was love at first sight.. Kim Ah Reum was one of the most beautiful girls I had ever laid my eyes on.." I felt her body ridge up, I squeezed her hand.

" She was a trainee to be a singer, like me. So we spent a lot of time together, it didn't help that we went to the same school, had the same class, and are the same age. I didn't even notice that I was started to grow attached to her. We talked to each other every day, she was the light at the end of a dark hallway. I was like a moth following that light, no matter where she went.. she shone so brightly." I looked down at her face.. she wasn't crying.. but her face showed me that she was extremely upset.

" So one day.. when we were off sneaking ice cream after a day of practice, while we were walking back to our dorms.. I asked her to be my girlfriend. I truly was in love with her. We spent every moment we could together.. then suddenly.. she changed. She just wanted to be away from me.. all she wanted to do was be with Bin hyung.. she even changed to become a model. Bin hyung is tall so he had a lot of modeling gigs while we were trainees. One day she came into the practice room, we hadn't talked to each other in weeks. She was about to debut as a model.. her big success as she would call it. We sat down and talked to each other, I was so in love with her.. that when she told me that we couldn't be together anymore. My heart broke so hard.. that I felt like I was dying. I tried everything to get her back, to win her back.. everything. But she was so in love with Bin hyung that I couldn't.. I couldn't do anything for her to see me. And then you came along.. and I thought.. what if I made her jealous? Would she love me again? But instead I fell in love with you.." I felt the grip of our hands slowly start get softer. I looked down at her.. she had fallen asleep. I just smiled and shook my head, I slowly started to move away from her. And gently laid her down to sleep. I watched as she moved a little.. but she didn't wake up, I just smiled and bent down to kiss her softly on her forehead. When I pulled away,

" Thanks for listening to me.. I'll tell you more about my life another day, when I take you out on a proper date." I just smiled and got up, I started to head out of her room. I closed the door behind me quietly and started to walk out of the apartment to head back to the dorm I was sharing with my members. I sighed.. what was I going to tell them? I just shook my head.. I wasn't going to hide it anymore.. I'm going to tell them the truth. I nodded my head and opened the door to our dorm. The living room light was still on, I quietly and slowly walked towards the light. To only find Bin sitting there..

" Hyung.." he looked up at me.. I could by his face that he wasn't happy with me, I just sighed. He got up, 

" Did you have nice talk wtih Yeoreom-ya?" I just looked at him.. I watched as he sighed and shoved his hands into his pockets, he started to walk towards me. Not in a mencing way.. but more of a friendly brother way, he looked at me.

" I want you to resolve anything you have with Yeoreom-ya.. do you understand me Rocky-ya? I can't stand to see the girl I love in pain because of a boy. Even if that boy is my best friend and band member." I looked at him,

" Hyung.. what does this have to do with you?" I watched as he sighed and just smirked,

" Because I promised Jung Yeoreom that I would protect her.. with my entire life. Even if it means against my members.. also because I don't ever want to see Yeoreommie.. like the way she was tonight. That was way too painful.. especially with the fact that she was almost tonight. Luckily enough you were there in time.. before something terrible did happen to her." I clenched my fists.. what if I didn't get there in time.. how damaged would this perfect girl be? Bin just sighed and ran his hand through his hair,

" I love her Rocky-ya.. I really do, so I'm asking you as a friend.. can you please let go of my girlfriend?" my head quickly whipped up at him and looked at him,

" What?" he just smiled and nodded his head.

" Since you're with Ah Reum-ya again.. I figured as much that your marriage to Yeoreommie was invalid. So I asked her out, she said yes. I promise I'll protect her well Rocky-ya.. but please I am asking you.. no I'm begging you. Please don't hurt her anymore, don't give her any false hope.. just don't do anything with her anymore. Please. If you don't... then I can't promise you nothing won't happen." and with that.. he walked away from me. I heard the door shut.. I scoffed, 

" They're dating now? Why the hell didn't she tell me?" I just sighed and walked towards the couch. I sat down and laid my face in the palms of my hands, I sighed and looked up. I leaned back and hit my head against the back of the couch.. 

" Ya." I jumped and looked up at Eun Woo standing there, he had just gotten out of the shower. He sighed and walked towards me and sat down next to me.

" Oh.. hyung. What's up?" he glared at me,

" I thought you loved Jung Yeoreom? What the hell is this with Kim Ah Reum? Are you stupid?" I just sighed and slumped back down and shrugged my shoulders,

" Hyung. I do love her.. I really do, after what happened tonight. I was so scared.. so angry with myself for letting her go like that.. now her and Bin hyung are dating." I heard him sigh,

" Ya Park Minhyuk.. you hurt her a lot. In her eyes... all she sees is that you have choosen Ah Reummie.. even after everything you guys have been through. You two are married.. you two fell in love with other rather quickly.. and now you're back with your ex? How do you think she feels? I'm sure she feels heart broken.. like she's been cheated on.. and worst of all.. I bet she feels used. You used her to get your ex back.. and she's in love with you. How do you think that would feel?" I dropped my head.. everything he said was true. Completely true. I had done that... to her.

" Dong Min hyung.. what am I suppose to do? I can't change it now.. I had gotten my wish, I'm with Ah Reummie again. I can fall in love with her again, I can fall out of love with Jung Yeoreom. I can stop loving her.. I know I can.." could I?

" Can you?" it was like he was reading my mind, I just sighed.

" I don't know actually.. how is that even possible? I spent so much time with Ah Reum-ya and I didn't even realized that I had fallen in love with her until at least a year of knowing her... I've known Jung Yeoreom for at least a month at the most.. a few weeks.. and here I am. Heads over heels for a girl who just showed up in our lives with a note from my father saying that she was my new wife. How does this even make sense?" my shoulders slumped even lower, how does life even make sense anymore? I just sighed, why is this so complicated? I had gotten what I wanted.. I had gotten Ah Reum back. She wasn't suppose to get hurt through this.. but why am I hurting too?

" But you're in love with her too. You damn idiot. Listen.. I want nothing but for the both of you to be happy but if you're just forcing yourselves to be happy.. then you'll only end up destorying yourselves. Do you understand me? Go on to bed, tomorrow will be a better day. I honestly hope that you figure it out on your own.. before this mess gets worst." I sighed and nodded my head, we both got up and headed to our rooms. I laid down in my bed and laid my arm on my forehead,

" tomorrow will be a better day. It has to be." I closed my eyes and forced myself to fall asleep.

~ next morning.~

I woke up on my own today.. I looked at the clock and sighed.. I had only gotten a few hours of sleep. I just laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling.. please let today be a better day. I closed my eyes and got up from my bed,

" Hyung." I looked at Bin who was still asleep, I just sighed and threw my legs over my bed. I grabbed my pillow and threw it at him,

" Hyung. Wake up." he quickly got up and looked around. I just sighed and grabbed my towel.. I need a hot shower. I walked out of our room at the same Eun Woo walked out of his, he smiled at me. I just nodded my head and headed into the bathroom.. I closed the door and sighed. Something wasn't sitting right in my stomach.. was something going to happen today? I just shook my head and quickly showered up.

~ a few hours later.~

We all had our own perspective schedules today at the company, since we were donw promoting. It was now time to prepare for our next comeback, I was on the floor in the practice room and sighed.

" ya." I got up to see a beautiful smiling girl standing by the door. I got up and headed over to her,

" What's up?" my eyes went directly to her bruises..

~ flashback.~

" Ya Jung Yeoreom! Why don't you just stay home today.. you're covered in bruises.. people are going to stare at you."  her bruises were finally settling in.. her was covered in dark purple, green, colors. Her hair was tied up.. showing all of her pain and abuse from the night before, her lip still had a little of dried blood from her lip splitting open. I sighed,

" Yeah.. Yereom-ya.. Jinjin hyung is right. Don't you think you should stay home? At least just for today?" she turned and glared at all of us, arms crossed.

" No. I'm not staying home, it's boring. Plus I don't care if people stare at me. I don't have to say anything to them.. I just don't want to be alone okay?" stubborn girl.

~ end flashback.~

" Ya. Eyes up here." she snapped her fingers and snapped me out of my trance, I just rubbed the back of my head and gave her a small smile. She just smiled,

" What's wrong? Did someone bother you?" she just shook her head,

" Surprisingly no one asked about my bruises.. well expect for the Hello Venus members.. so I kind of had to explain myself to them because... well I idolize them and they are girls so I think it's only right I tell them right?" I just chuckled and rubbed her head, she just pouted.

" You did a good job. Make some friends that are the same gender as you.. you are a girl right?" she just pouted and I laughed a little.

" I'm only joking, so what are you doing here?" it seems like I brought up a memory for her cause her lit up.

" Ah! I brought you a water.. since you're probably tired from all your dancing? Here." I looked down at her hand.. there it was. A nice cold water bottle, I just smiled and took it from her.

" Thank Yeoreom-ya." she smiled and nodded her head.

" No need to thank me.. I mean I'm only doing this to keep you alive. You're needed in your next comeback you know." I just laughed and drank some of the water. This feels amazing. I was dying of thirst and from the heat. When i was drinking. I closed the drink and smiled at her,

" You're amazing you know." she just shrugged her shoulders and smiled, we were able to be comefortable with each other.. even with what happened between us last night.

" Hey." she looked up at me,

" How are you okay with me? Especially with what happened last night?" I wanted to know.. no I needed to know, she just looked at me. Her eyes had already shown me that she wasn't ready to accept the fact that I had broken her heart. Right before her very eyes, but she just smiled.

" Because.. we are a team right now. I can't be awkward around you.. even if I wanted too. I just thought.. with everything going on.. we might as well get over it. You're in love with her, I'll be fine. So let's just be friends and a team. That's all we can be right now." I looked at her..

" But Yeoreom-ya.. I don't want to be just friends... or a just a team.. I love you. We're married." she just smiled and shook her head,

" I love you too.. but we aren't married anymore. I'm going to get out of this contract.. I'm going to get my sister back.. and i'm going to stop being your manager. That way we stop having contact with each other... if I stay here any longer... I'll be more hurt. I can't have that.. not now at least." she was about to turn around and walk away.. she's leaving me... she's leaving me for good.. I quickly grabbed her arm. She stopped in place and turned to look at me.

" Please.. just stay this month.. like you promised me, I promise you I won't hurt you.. not on purpose. Just stay, after this month. You can keep the apartment. Stay there with your sister, I'll help you find another job. Just stay.. just stay by me until this month is over." I had so much planned for us.. she turned and looked at me.. pulled her wrist away from me.

" Please stop.. I can't.. I'm..." she stopped midsentence.. she doesn't know that I know.. she was about to tell me.. she shook her head.

" Never mind. I came to drop that off to you." she was about to walk away again when Ah Reum came into the room.

" Ah Reum-ya.." she just scoffed and walked towards us. She slammed Yeoreom on the face.. the same side with all of her bruises,

" Yeoreom-ya!" I quickly pulled her close to me so I could look at her. She just pushed me off of her, I quickly turned and looked at Ah Reum.

" Ya! Kim Ah Reum! What the hell are you thinking?! Why are you slapping her? She didn't even do anything!" I watched as she scoffed and crossed her arms. 

" She didn't do anything? She's ting herself around.. I mean he's taken . That's MY boyfriend.. just like how you stole Bin oppa away from me." I sighed..

" Ah Reum-ya.. Yeoreom-ya didn't do anything. We were just talking. That's it." I was trying to explain this to her.

" Just leave it Rocky-ya.." I turned and looked at Yeoreom, she was now glaring at the girl who I would have protected if I saw that.. in the beginning.. but now.. I... I didn't jump to her protection like I normally would.

" She's too stubborn even listen to what anyone has to say. She thinks she's high and mighty and can do whatever she wants. I'm not going to deal with it." she was about to walk away, I sighed.

" You can't go anywhere . The boss wants to see all of us. You, me, Rocky, and Binnie oppa." I turned and looked at her.

" About what?" she shrugged her shoulders,

" All I know is that Binnie oppa is waiting for us in his office. We better get going." I turned and looked at Yeoreom, she just sighed and walked out of the room. With the both of following her.

" Why does she keep bothering you? I mean you're taken. I'm your girlfriend, is she stupid or something?" I just sighed,

" Like does she like hoeing herself around like that? I mean.. what wouldn't?" I stopped and stood in front of her. She looked at me.. I looked at her.. how did I fall in love with her? Her bitter personality was now shining it's light on me and I was starting to get sick..

" Enough Ah Reum-ya.. Yeoreom-ya isn't doing anything to me, we were just talking. Don't forget she is our manager. So stop saying those things about her." I watched as she scoffed,

" You've changed Park Minhyuk.. since did you care about another girl who wasn't me? You're even protecting her.. wow." she pushed past me and started to walk away from me. I just sighed.. why are her words right at this moment. I did change.. I wasn't stupidly in love with Kim Ah Reum.. I'm stupidly in love with Jung Yeoreom now. I just sighed and followed after the both of them. What seemed like hours.. we finally made it  up to the office of the CEO. We all walked in to see a bunch of pictures laying on his desk... Bin standing there with his head down.

" So nice of you guys to join us. Shut the door." we quickly walked in and dropped our head. I looked up to see.. pictures of Ah Reum and me... Bin and yeoreom... I closed my eyes and bit my lip.

" Someone explain these pictures to me!" I jumped at how loud he was.

" You! Manager! What the hell is this?" I turned and looked at Yeoreom.. she was looking at the pictures.

" I was about to be .. Rocky-sshi and Bin-sshi came and saved me.. we were walking back to the dorms. That's why I'm covered in these bruises." I watched as he looked at me. I saw him nod his head,

" Well i'm glad that they found you and that you're okay.. I can tell the stupid reporters that. Nothing too serious." he turned towards me and Ah Reum,

" As for you two.. what the hell is this? Why are you two kissing? Do you know how many reporters have called? Asking if you two are dating... tell me right now.. are you dating?" I just sighed, I opened my mouth to tell him no... I wanted to break up with her.

" Yes. Yes we are." I quickly looked at Ah Reum. She was beaming.. what was she planning? I heard him sigh, he nodded his head.

" Alright. Be prepared for the worst you two. That's it.. I'll handle it myself. I guess I have a dating idol now. Lovely. You may all leave now.." I stood there.. frozen.. this isn't what I wanted. It really isn't.. I turned and looked at Yeoreom.. she wasn't even looking at me.. I felt Ah Reum's hand in mine and she whispered into my ear.

" That's what happens when you mess with me." I quickly turned and looked at me.. her lip was curling into a smile that I had never seen on her face.. a smile so evil that even the demons of Hell would curl in disgust.. what happened to the sweet, innocent girl I had fallen in love with?

A/N: HELLO THERE! I updated quickly didn't i? Lol. Actually.. it's pretty much a double update. I really wanted to write this chapter for this story so I just kind of dropped my other story to write this chapter. Lol. I'm terrible. It's fine. LOL. I honestly hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Please let me know what you think down below, I honestly love hearing from you guys. Quick question.. is anyone else a fan of SF9? Because I'm so in love with their comeback song. If you haven't heard it, please do check it out. Show the boys a little love, the song is called Easy Love. It's so amazing. Until my next update, much love from this crazy author.

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