Your POV -

We all walked out of the office together.. I closed the door behind me and bit my lip,

~ flasback.~

" Alright then.. I guess it will be official. Is there anything else I need to know?" I bit my lip, I really hope Bin doesn't do anything stupid,

" Actually sir.. there is." I quickly lifted my head and glared at him. Why is he doing this? I quickly looked at the CEO and hoped for the best that Bin wouldn't do anything to make me punch him in front of everyone,

" Yeoreom and I actually..." I looked up at him, he just smiled and cocked his head to the side.

" Yeoreom-ya and I actually wanted to know if it would be alright if we head down to my parent's this weekend? Since we don't have any schedules." I felt my chest actually feel weightless after he said that. Thank you lord.

" Your parents? Why would your manager be going with you?" I took in a deep breath,

" Uhh well actually... Binnnie oppa would like me to go with him because I haven't seen his parents in a very long time.. he just wants me to feel some sort of reassurance in my life." the ceo just kept looking at me, I sighed.

" I had recently just lost my parents.. and my baby sister, I'm just trying to live a normal life right now. Even though this life is completely different than what I would describe as normal. Bin oppa just wants me to be happy, that's why he wants me to go with him." I watched as he nodded his head,

" Alright that's fine, you two may have this weekend off. But I need the both of you back by Monday. Do you understand me?" I nodded my head, 

" Alright.. you all may leave."

~ End flashback.~

I started to follow after the others when I felt a hand slip into mine. I looked up to see Bin smilling down at me,

" Isn't it great Yeoreom-ya? We can go see my parents this weekend." I just nodded my head and pulled my hand away from me. My guilt was eating me away.. I couldn't do this with him,

" Ya." he grabbed my wrist and caused me to crash into his chest, I didn't even look up at him. Bin said he's been in love with me for years.. but I didn't know how I felt.. at least not right now.. he softly placed his fingers on my chin and made me look up at him. His big brown eyes smiled down at me so softly,

" Hey..." his voice was so soft and caring,

" I know when you're worried about something, what's wrong my little princess?" I just smiled and shook my head, I moved his hand from my face and looked down.

" Nothing's wrong oppa. Come on, let's go." I started to walk away from him again. Only to have him pull me into his arms.

" Yo Yo-ya.. you're only going to make me worry about you more. Come on." I sighed and pushed him off of me.. I slowly nodded my head, I looked up at him and took in a deep breath.

" Oppa.. I don't think we should be doing this..." and there I saw it.. the heart break in his eyes, but yet he kept a smile on his face. He just moved closer towards me and pulled me into a tight hug.

" Didn't we agree that we would give a shot before we called it quits, listen to me.. I know how you are.. don't feel guilty about hurting me. I can't force my feelings upon you. But I also can't let you go just yet.. so please Yeoreom-ya.. let's work this out a little longer. Just a bit more.. okay?" I pulled away from him and looked up at him, his face showed so much patience with me. I bit my lip.. I owed this to him.

" Okay oppa. We'll wait a little longer.." I sighed and started to walk away from him.. he quickly caught up to me and touched my shoulder. I looked over at him,

" Yo-ya.. I'm sorry, I know I'm pushing you into this but I... I just loved you for so long, that this all just feels like dream. I don't ever want to lose you.." I watched as he moved closer to me.. our bodies warmth could be felt as he pulled me closer to his body.

" I don't want to watch you cry, or to see you hurt.. not like last night." he softly placed his hand on the back of my head. I looked up at him, he slowly and carefully moved my body towards his. My cheek laid on his chest.. my ear listening carefully to the sound of his heartbeat.. each tick started to beat faster and faster,

" My heart only beats like this for you... you are the love of my life.. my first love.. I will never hurt you, so please.. consider mine. At least just for now, I know that feelings can't be forced. I'm not here to force you.. I just want to be in your arms for a little while longer. Call me selfish but.. I just want you Yeoreom-ya.." his arms tightened around me. I took in a deep breath and wrapped my arms around him,

" Bi Bi oppa.. I'll allow this to happen, who knows.. maybe something might come true." I patted his back and started to pull away from him, his brown eyes looked down at me. His soft smile... trying to hide the fact that he knows that I'll end up breaking his heart. I couldn't look at his face anymore. I quickly turned around so my heart couldn't hurt anymore,

" Come on, let's go." I felt him grab my hand and started to drag me towards the elevator. I took in a deep breath.. this was my life now, living a complicated life.. as we got closer to the elevator. My anxiety started to kick in.. what if he was standing there. With her?

" Come on Yo-ya.. I think the elevator is still here." I looked over at him and nodded my head, we both started to run towards the elevator. We got there in time.. to see both Rocky and Ah Reum standing there.. holding hands. I squeezed my hand around Bin's.. why did my anxiety have to be right? I let out a deep sigh,

" Come on Yeoreom-ya." Bin dragged me into the elevator.. I bit my lip, why? Doesn't he realize how awkward it is right now?

" You okay? Hey.." he stood in front of me while holding onto my shoulders.. I felt my whole world crashing down in front of me, the walls moving in on me. My breathing got heavier and heavier.. everything around me getting blurry.

" Ya. Jung Yeoreom." Bin's voice starting to blur out in the background...

Bin's POV -

I watched as Yeoreom was having one of her panic attacks.. I needed to get her out of here before she blacks out.

" Ya. Kim Ah Reum, stop this elevator."

" Are you kidding me? Oppa, we're on our way down from the 5th floor. We're not even on the right floor yet, I'm not stopping." I sighed and kept looking at Yeoreom.. her eyes started to dilate.. she was starting to break out in cold sweat,

" Yeoreom-ya.. can you hear me? It's me.. Bi Bi.. come on baby girl, come back to me." it wasn't working.. my words weren't reaching her.

" Hyung? What's wrong with Yeoreom-ya?" I sighed and quickly turned around. I pushed my hand on the stop button, causing us to jerk and come to a sudden stop.

" OPPA! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?!" I sighed and rubbed my head,

" I told you to stop the elevator didn't I?" I watched as she just scoffed and crossed her arms,

" do you not see that she's having a panic attack?! We need to calm her down before she passes out!" and that's when I heard a thud.. I quickly turned around and my heart dropped. 

" YEOREOM-YA!" I quickly crouched down and touched her face.. she was still breathing, I sighed. I got up and pushed the button again, I looked at the numbers.. we were barely on the 4th floor. I needed to get her out of here,

" Hyung.. what's going on? What's going on with Jung Yeoreom? Why is she having a panic attack?" I sighed and rubbed my face,

" This happens when Yeoreommie freaks out. I don't know, it's always been like that since we were kids.. if I don't get her out of here anytime soon.. something bad could end up happening to her.." I closed my eyes.. trying so hard to push that awful memory out of my sight.

" Like what? What are you talking about?" my mind was running 1,000 miles a second.. there was too much going on. This was the second time this has happened to her.. with me.. I opened my mouth.. to only feel the elevator shake. I quickly looked around.. to see Ah Reum had stopped the elevator..

" Ya.. Kim Ah Reum.. what the hell do you think you're doing?" I slowly got up and looked at her, I watched as her perfectly caked face turned into a snare that I wished I had never seen.

" How about you answer some questions for us then oppa.." I glared at her... my mind was panicking now. I couldn't deal with this right now,

" Binnie oppa.. what is going on?" I glared at her and quickly grabbed her arms. My mind driving me crazy with the flashbacks from that night,

" Ya.. that hurts.. let go! IT HURTS!" I just smirked,

" Does it hurt? Good.. maybe you'll be able to understand the little amount of pain I am giving you compared to Jung Yeoreom. You have done nothing given her hell.. for what reason? Because you're lust for me and Minhyuk-ya didn't satsify you.. especially when Minhyukkie started to look at another woman? Get it through your damn head.. I'm not falling for you and I never will." I pushed her out of my hands and started to move towards the button. I quickly pushed the button and soon felt the elevator moving again. I let out a deep sigh, I quickly turned around to pick up Yeoreom.. with all this stress happening to her.. I'm surprised that this didn't happen earlier.

" It's okay Yeoreom-ya.. everything will be alright.." I felt the elevator slowly starting to come to a stop, I turned around with Yeoreom in my arms.. I looked down at her face. Her bruises covered her face and neck.. her lip had a little dried blood from her lip being open from last night. I sighed, I watched as the door opened.. and I quickly got us out of the elevator. I headed straight towards the practice room, there was a couch in there.. I just needed to lay her down for a little.

" Hyung! Hyung!" I sighed.. 

" Now isn't the time Rocky-ya." but he followed behind me.. which meant Ah Reum was right there too. I groaned.. why is this becoming more complicated than it actually is? 

" Ya. Hurry and open the door." Rocky nodded his head and ran to open the door, my strides started to get longer and longer. I reached the door in a matter of seconds and I quickly ran inside to lay her on the couch. I let out a sigh and smiled... please don't let it be like last time..

" So are you going to explain to me what is going on?" I heard her stupid clicking of her heels.. and her high pitch voice. I clenched my hands together and turned around with a smile on my face.

" Well, Ah Reum sunbae, as you can see.. my dear friend has passed out. I needed to get her out of that elevator, for her safety. That's all." I watched as she scoffed,

" But oppa.. how come you've never cared that much about me?" I just kept smiling,

" Well you have Rocky by your side.. do you really need me there too?" she just smiled and moved towards me.. 

" I only ever need you oppa.." how I wanted to throw up, this girl was the complete opposite of what I loved about a girl... Yeoreom was that girl. And I couldn't ever look at another girl. Not then.. not now, the disgust I felt towards this girl.

" You have Rocky-ya. You'll be fine." I watched as she scoffed and pointed to something behind me, I turned around... and saw him sitting in front of Yeoreom.. her hand. My blood started to boil, I walked towards him and quickly grabbed his collar. I pulled him up and glared at him,

" what the hell do you think you´re doing?" he just looked at me and shoved my hands off of him,

" I'm doing what any husband would do for his wife, which is care for her." the words that left his mouth.. I punched him in the face.

" OPPA! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" I watched as Ah Reum ran towards him and touched his face. 

" Ya! Moon Bin! What the hell is this all about? How dare you hit my boyfriend like that!" she got up and pushed me away from him, I could see the tears starting to form in her eyes.

" You're such an Moon Bin!" I just laughed,

" Now you want to care about him? Didn't you just say that you only needed me by your side? After he gets hit.. you care?" I just sighed, why am I being like this?

" Tell your stupid boyfriend to stay away from my best friend and girlfriend, I won't repeat myself. Do you hear me Park Minhyuk?" I ran my hand through my hair and started to walk away from them. I walked out of the practice room, I just needed to get away from them.

Rocky's POV -

I sighed and got up, I touched my lip.. I bit my lip when he punched me. Causing me to bleed a little,

" Ya... Park Minhyuk, are you okay? Aish.. look at what oppa did to your precious face.." I watched as Ah Reum touched my face.. her face covered with worry, I sighed. I touched her hand to make her stop.

" What? What's wrong? Let me go and get you ointment. I'll be right back.. stay here okay?" I watched as she quickly got up and started to walk away.

" Hello? Oppa? Can you pick me up some ointment? I need it ASAP." she walked out of the practice room.. she was turning back into the girl I had once fallen in love with. I sighed,

" What am I suppose to do now?" I turned around and looked at Yeoreom.. fast asleep on the couch.. her long lashes.. her pink lips.. I started to move closer. I moved some of the hair out of her face,

" What happened to you? Please tell me.." I started to smooth out her hair.. touched her face with my thumb.. looking at her beautiful face.. covered in the green and blue bruises. My blood started to boil thinking about that night,

" I'll make it up to you.. I promise you." then she started to stir.. I quickly backed up and waited for her to wake up. I watched as her eyes slowly start to open,

" Ya. Yeoreom-ya.. are you okay?" I quickly grabbed her hand.. she shook her head slowly and squeezed my hand,

" What happened? Where are we?" I watched as she slowly start to get up, I helped her up. I bent down in front of her, her eyes were still droopy. I just rubbed the back of her hand,

" we're in the practice room.. Bin hyung brought you here.. after you out in the elevator. Do you remember anything?" I watched as she sighed and slowly nodded her head,

" I remember all of us getting into the elevator but after that.. everything is a blur." I sighed,

" Yeoreom-ya.. you out.. you really scared us back there.. especially Bin hyung.." right when I said that,

" Oppa! Rocky-ya.. where is Bi Bi oppa? I need to find him right now." she started to freak out. I quickly got up and pulled her into a hug,

" Hey.. hey.. calm down. You'll be okay, calm down. Bin hyung went for a little walk, he'll be right back." she pushed me off with all of her might,

" No! I have to find him! He's probably freaking out! He's probably blaming himself again!" she quickly got up, but I caught her before she fell to the ground. I got angry,

" Ya! You're still weak from blacking out! You aren't going anywhere! Now sit here and I will get you some water." I sat her back on the couch, she looked at me.. her hands were fiddling with each other, I bent down in front of her and held her hands softly in mine.

" Calm down Yeoreom-ya.. Bin hyung will be here soon. Okay? Don't stress yourself out anymore." she looked at my face with her soft brown eyes.. I watched as her eyes went straight to my lip.. I quickly touched it, so she wouldn't see it. Her hand soflty touched mine and moved my hand away from my lip.

" What happened.." her soft hand was rubbing my lip.. I just sighed and touched her hand,

" It's nothing.. don't worry about it." I gave her a soft smile. I got up,

" Scoot over." I watched as she moved to the side and I sat down right next to her. I grabbed her hand and interlocked our fingers together,

" Since I told you about Ah Reumie.. tell me about Bin hyung.." I watched as her body got really still, she looked down at our hands.

" Oppa has been a family friend for years, our parents were best friends in school.. so naturally we were best friends as kids too." I looked at her.. her face was completely expressionless, like a little doll..

" Bin oppa has been there for me for as long as I could remember, my parents always talked about how they would love to have Bin be their son in law.." that's when I saw it, the tears in her eyes.

" Ya.. Jung Yeoreom... are you going to cry?" she quickly shook her head and blinked away the tears,

" Binnie oppa has always been that big brother I had always wanted.. all of my friends in school had older siblings.. while I was an only child for a very long time. After we moved away.. we didn't keep in touch with the Moon family, so I never knew what happened to Bin oppa after a while.. that is until that day we met at the dorm.." I chuckled and smiled.. the first day I had met this annoying firey girl. I squeezed her hand a little tighter.

" I guess Bin oppa has just been there my entire life.. I don't know what I'm doing anymore." I turned and looked at her. 

" Do you love Bin hyung?" she turned and looked at me.. her eyes were dead beyond hope and repair,

" I love him as my brother.. I don't think I could ever see him beyond that." and with that. I pulled her closer to me.. and I placed my lips on top of hers, this felt right. When I pulled away from her,

" I love you Jung Yeoreom.. I'm so sorry that we have to go through this." I looked at her, she just smiled at me.

" I love you too Park Minhyuk." before I could give her another kiss, I felt someone grab my arm and pulled me away. When I looked at it was.. I felt the heart beat faster and faster...

" Ah Reum-ya.." she glared at Yeoreom,

" What the hell do you think you're doing?" I stood in front of her, 

" It wasn't her fault Ah Reum-ya.. what you saw, that was entirely my fault." she just kept glaring at her.

" Back off, he's mine." I heard Yeoreom get up, I quickly turned around.

" Woah woah.. what are you doing?" I held her as she stood there, she looked at Ah Reum.

" Don't worry princess.. I'll be long gone and out of your hair in no time." Yeoreom pushed me off of her and started to walk away.. I watched as her figure swayed a bit.

" Ya. Jung Yeoreom!" I was about to run towards her when Ah Reum held my arm back. I looked back at her and then back at Yeoreom. She was holding herself at the door, I was about to go to her. But Ah Reum wouldn't let go. I watched as she walked out of the practice room. 

" Come Minhyuk-ya.. let's put on that ointment for you." I kept looking at the door.. while she dragged me back towards the couch. She sat me down and turned my face towards her.. I looked at her.. she was so different.

" I can't believe Binnie oppa punched you like that. What the hell is his problem?" I watched as she started to apply the cream to my lip.

" Ow." I flinched at the pain. 

" Awe man.. my baby's face is all screwed up now. Because of him!" I kept looking at her as she kept putting ointment on my face. I sighed and stopped her. She looked at me,

" What's going on here Ah Reum-ya.." she looked at me and sighed,

" I love you Park Minhyuk.. I'm sorry for how long it took me to realize that, I just want to fix it. Please let me fix what we used to have." I kept looking at her.

" I thought I was doing the right thing.. we broke up. I had just debuted and I thought I had fallen in love with Bin oppa.. but seeing him now, shows me that I'm not in love with him. He put on a show so well.." I just shook my head,

" I... I think I need some air. I'll be right back.. okay?" she looked up at me.

" Tell me you love me too... right? That I'm not just going a little crazy.." what am I doing.. she's right here in front of me.. the girl I had loved this whole time.. and I'm just trying to run away from her, I quickly pulled her into a hug and held her tight.

" Ah Reum-ya.. I only love you. You don't need to worry about that. I'll always love you." I pulled away from her and I saw a single tear drop down from her face, she smiled.

" I love you too." my heart started to feel heavy.. what was I doing?

Your POV -

I stood there next to the door.. listening to every single word, causing my heart to hurt even more. 

" Yo Yo-ya?" I looked up to see Bin walking towards me, I forced a smile on my face and walked towards him.

" Hey what's up oppa?" he looked down at me,

" I know you're going through a hard time but don't forget you still have me okay?" I gave him a confused look, he just smiled at me. And ruffled my hair,

" I mean you can always still talk to me if you need too, stupid." I pushed his chest away from me and I shook my head, I sighed and retied my hair.

" Oppa. Come on, let's go." I shook my head and started to walk away from the door.. my mind was running a 100 miles per second, I didn't know what to do.. or how to feel anymore.

" Hey.. are you okay?" I felt his hand softly touch my arm, I quickly moved away from him and stood far away from him.

" Yo Yo-ya.. are you okay.." I turned and looked at him. I sighed..

" I'm sorry oppa. I just..." he nodded his head,

" Hey. I know, it's okay. Come on, we should head home to pack and then we can head out to my parents.. sound good?" I just sighed and nodded my head,

" Hyung.. Yeoreom-sshi." we both stopped in place.. my heart beating so quickly. I watched as Bin turned around,

" Hey Rocky-ya, what's up?" I could feel his stare burning into the back of my head..

" I was wondering since you're heading to your parents this weekend.. why don't we all go? I mean we could all use a break." I closed my eyes.. this is the worst timing of my life..

" Sure Rocky-ya.. that's fine. I'm sure my parents have missed all of you guys, I mean mom does talk about you a lot." I sighed, there goes my quiet weeked away from him.

" Yeoreom-sshi.. can we talk? I want to apologize for Ah Reum..." I sighed and quickly turned around.. I smiled and felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.. 

" Alone?" I took in a deep breath,

" Sure Rocky-sshi, oppa.. can you please." I watched as his jaw clenched. I touched his arm, he turned and looked at me.

" Fine, I won't be too far, just scream my name if you need me." and he walked away.. with his fists clenched. I sighed and looked at the man.. I had once called my husband..

" Yeoreom-ya..." I just help up my hand,

" I don't want to hear it.. you've finally got your wish. Kim Ah Reum is in your arms.. loving you again. I'm just going to go." I was about to walk away when he grabbed my wrist, I turned and looked at him. Every minute I stood there.. looking at him, it got harder to breathe.

" Just.. let's do something tonight. Before we leave for Bin hyung's house.." I looked at him, I pulled my wrist away from him.

" Minhyuk-ya.." his eyes kept begging me.. I sighed,

" Fine. Where do you want to go?" he smiled at me.

" Hanggang. Trust me, you won't regret it." I nodded my head, but deep down.. I knew that he wasn't lying.

A/N: Hello... it's been a while, how have you been? I want to apologize.. I'm a terrible author.. I know my updating has been very... terrible. I can't even express how sorry I am, to be honest, I just don't know what to write anymore. Nor do I ever have the time to update anymore, I'm working all the time and we just got a puppy so he's taking up all my time too. And he's a freaking hassel at times, I'm sorry that this chapter has been long overdue. Please forgive me. I hope you guys enjoy this update, until my next update. Much love from this crazy author.

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