Don't Just Walk Past Me

Reader x Seungjun

 

Today was the day, I finally get to go back home and to see all of my love ones, and friends again. I've been living in korea for a couple of years as a English Teacher teaching all my korean students, i will miss them dearly but its about time i head back to my roots and see everyone. After boarding off the plane i saw my friends who have been waiting for a while for me to come home, i heard someone yell

"Jinhyun-ah!!!!" she exclaimed running towards me with her arms wide open
"Oh kyungie-ah? Aren't you too excited though?" she glared at me and i expected that from her, chuckling towards myself i hugged her back tightly and greeted the rest of my friends YooKyung and Dongho.
"It's been a while you crack"
"You missed me Dongho, so shut up" Dongho nodded in agreement and a smile grew among his face, YooKyung looked around, she wasn't one for lovey dovey moments
"Annnddd it gets feelsy.. i'm out" I ran towards her and hugged her, showing all of my affections towards her. She denies them but like i care? i dont so i give her love anyways
"Come on YooKyung i know you missed me"
"Mhm i did, now get off" she pushed me away and i pouted, then put my arms around kyungie
"Oh i gotta go to the baggage claim to get my stuff"

I took them over there as we waited for my bags to be some on the belt, i looked up and i saw him again... He stood there so tall with a white sweater and blue jeans, he wore the most simpliest clothes and just seeing him made my heart dropped (You look the same....and my heart still thinks the same...) He turns slightly and we made eye contact, feeling like i couldn't breathe anymore i'm glad Dongho likes to randomly talk about different things, I just smile and added my two sense inside, glimpsing to the side as i do so. He continues to stare and i think Yookyung caught on because she tapped my shoulder and said 
"Don't worry, its okay" also with kyungie being nosey she turned her eyes to the side and saw him as well, her eyes grew big but she made no noise because she knew how i felt as well. The man that i am looking at right now.. His name is Park Seung Jun, the sweetest man i ever met...

Flashback 

It was summer, the night i was going to head off to Korea.. I have already packed my bags and was ready to go though something in my mind kept telling me that something was wrong. Then i heard a knock at my door, i got up from my knee's and went to open it
"Oh SeungJun hyung... what are you doing here?" He looked a bit discouraged and frazzled by something, he never said a word at all and just came inside which made me feel very depressed and worried. Hearing the sound of him plopping himself on my leather couch
"Jinhyun-ah....." i walked over with heavy steps, still worried i kept my distance a bit just so i wouldn't disturb or made him more irritated then he was now

"Yes hyung whats wrong?" he pats the seat next to him signaling that i go sit down. I did, i sat besides him with my hands on both of my knee's gripping onto myself with worry. Before i could say anything, he yanks my arms and pulled me into a hug, my eye's grew bigger and my heart started to race
"h-hyung... what are you-"
"don't leave me....." his hold on me grew tighter, i felt his warmth and his heartbeat... it felt so soothing but i didn't want him to know my true feelings for him.. i let my hands rest upon his back, my cheek stayed on his shoulder.

"h-hyung, i have to go.... i'll be back soon.."

"Soon... 2 years is soon huh?" i couldn't help it, it was such a good opportunity... i thought he wouldv'e been proud, but also i wondered why he wanted me to stay.. his scent sent chills throughout my whole body, i asked him why and his response is something i would never forget. The way his voice spoke, the deepness in it.. so stern yet soft towards the end of his words.

"because.. something i treasure won't be with me, i'll miss you dearly" he pulls himself away from me and placed a kiss upon my forehead. He stayed for a little while, then left... that was the last time i saw him and we talked for a little while afterwards then lost connection towards eachother... his words, is something that ponders my mind.

(Flashback ends) 

I seen my luggage on the belt, me and dongho collected it, i had three but only two came out.. I scratched the back of my neck in fustration 
"Where the hell is my other bag?"

"You looking for this" (That voice.....he didn't.. it can't be) turning my head slowly to see him with my backpack, smiling so softly and tender towards me, i wish to earn more smiles from him..maybe even more but i know you would never love me back like how my heart yearns for you... my heart and love shall forever be a secret to you, please don't try to enter back into my life... please.

"Oh t-thank you.... it's been a while.."

"Yeah it has Jinhyun, you have been well right?" His voice always made me tremble in a good way, i nodded towards him as he gave me back my bag. Smiling he places a hand on my shoulder which made me look up in curiosity. His sweet smile shined to me

"I'm very glad to hear that Jinhyun, if you ever need something.. don't be afraid to call, my number is the same" 

"Of course, i'll do that Seungjun Hyung" we exchanged our goodbyes and he left very quickly, i turned around and watched him leave... like that one night... The more i try to call out, you tend to get smaller.. damn it why am i going insane right now?? this is not right. Having a fight with myself kyungie taps my shoulder, her eyes filled with worry I told her it was nothing to worry about, she smiled softly as we all left the airport and back to our apartment we shared. Still wanting to talk to Seungjun I shouldn't... cause if i do, the more it will hurt cause i do love him, but does he even feel the same?