After calming myself, I went back to our classroom. I was about to go inside when I notice Seungcheol and Chan Mi’s happily chatting

I feel hurt because of what I see. It hurts me so bad and this is my first time to experience it in my entire life. I started to feel suffocated, I can’t breathe properly. My eyes is starting to blur and I can feel tears are forming in my eyes.

I was about to go when Hyo Jung and Mingyu called me. I wipe my tears and take a deep breath before facing them

“Are you ok? Don’t just listen to what that Seungkwan had said, he doesn’t really know what he is talking about” Hyo Jung said

“Don’t worry I’m fine” I said trying to sound happy

“Let’s go back, you still hadn’t touch your food when you left us” Mingyu said

I just nod and headed back with my friends

After class…

I headed home by myself. I am now in the bus stop when someone called my name. I turn around and saw Seungcheol running towards me

“Finally I caught you” he said

“Seungcheol” I said

“Let’s go! The bus is here” he said and we went inside the bus

After 20 minutes… we went out of the bus and walks towards our houses

We remain silent until Seungcheol talk

“Shi Ah, can I visit your secret room later?”

“Ne, sure” I simply answer

“Thanks! See you later” he said and runs towards his house

After eating dinner… I went straight to the attic and sat down near the window

While waiting for Seungcheol I made a sketch. I finish my sketch without knowing it, and I finally realize that the sketch I made was a picture of Seungcheol with his warm smile.

I sigh and then suddenly…. “That was deep”

I suddenly got surprise and saw Seungcheol looking at me

“Seungcheol, I didn’t notice that you are already here” I said while quickly hide my sketch book that has Seungcheol sketch

“You didn’t notice me because you are busy with your drawing. What did you draw earlier?”

“A-aniyo, it’s nothing” I said “Do you want something to eat while we chat?”

“Sure” he casually replied

As I went down the attic, I can feel my heart beat fast. I let a deep breath and said “Good thing he didn’t notice anything”

I shake my head quickly “Come on Shi Ah act yourself normal. Don’t let Seungcheol notice anything. Hwaiting!”

I went back to the attic after a couple of minutes with the snack prepared by my mom.

I saw Seungcheol looking outside the window of the attic

“What are you looking at Seungcheol?” I ask

“My house and the beautiful sky” he reply

“Your house?” I ask and went over the window to look

“See? You can perfectly see my house over there” he said and pointed his house

“Of course, your house is just near to mine” I said and chuckle

“Yeah, I suddenly remember our first meeting and how did we become friends”

“Yeah me too. It all happen because of your umbrella and the rain”

“Do you think that we can become friends even we didn’t saw each other that day?” Seungcheol ask

“Hmm… I don’t think so. You know how I don’t like talking to boys, so it is impossible for us to be friends” I said

“Now that you mention it, I’m glad that we met before that” he said and smile like a child

Yeah me too. I’m glad that I meet you in the bus stop on that rainy day, I’m glad that we become friends and most specially I’m glad that I am in love with you Seungcheol. Without you I don’t think I will change or I can change like I am right now

“By the way Shi Ah, I have something to tell to you” Seungcheol said

“What is it?”

“Can you wait for me?” he seriously ask

“What do you mean Seungcheol?” I ask

“Just answer my question, and for the right time I will explain everything to you” he said and holds my hands while looking at me sincerely

I nod as an answer and said “Ne, I will Seungcheol”