“And that’s it for today, You all worked hard today!!”

I heard Suho-hyung said with the same energy he uses every day. As expected of him, he still tries to sound cheerful and happy despite of everything that we experienced lately.

Tao left. We are now the 9-boy group, Exo. I know that it is inevitable because of the state of his body right now but still we feel sad. We have disappointed the fans and everyone who supports us from the start. We lost another member. Three has left, and there are only 9 of us right now. It still feel odd and there are days when I miss Kris-hyung’s coolness, Luhan-hyung’s voice and Tao’s whining. There time that I can’t even say “We are One” anymore.. It doesn’t feel right when there are only 9 of us…

But Life goes on. Ever since Tao left, we practice even harder than before. I know that everyone is sad and grieving inside, but we can’t disappoint anyone anymore. We should be better than before. And that is why I practically live in the practice room again.

“Ya, Jongin-ah, Do you want to eat with us? Suho-hyung is gonna treat us again!” Chanyeol said while spinning like a child together with Baekhyun and Chen.

“I can’t, Hyung. I still have to complete our next choreography.” I can’t play right now. Practice must always comes first.

“Jongin, What time did you sleep last night? I slept while waiting for you.” Uh-oh. There it goes, Suho-hyung always scold me for sleeping late because of too much practicing. “You know it is good that you’re dedicated to our group. I have never see anyone as passionate to you when it comes to dancing, but