Hi everyone!

So, this fic hasn't been updated in years. Life got to me in bad ways, depression reared its disgustingly ugly head as well... everything's been y. A lot of things happened in my personal life and... I lost the will to write at all. (My) English, since it isn't my first language, is very rusty now and re-reading this story feels like reading something written by someone else, like the person who wrote it and me are two completely different beings. That scares me very much, since I know the style I used for writing this story is not my usual style, so I have to try extra hard to bring it to life. I'm not even sure there's anyone who remembers this or would want to read this, but I also tend to write for myself, and this story is the one story I've never been able to let go of (I've been writing this since 2012 ok). I want to continue it, to finish it. Even if it's not the best after it's done, I want to see where it goes.

I remember thinking of changing the storyline, and I can't even remember now where I wanted it to go at that point tbh, but I have vague ideas that all seem to fit to what's been already written (still have chapter 5 somewhere), so I know there's a good chance I will finish it, I just don't know when. And I think the whole point of this update is to tell you exactly that.

TL;DR I'm sad but I still have plans to finish this in case anyone's interested. Please be patient with me.