*Yongguk's P.O.V*

The rain thundered down on the roof, reflecting my mood. This is the most pitiful I've ever felt. Why am I feeling like this? Why did I have to say that? Of course I did! It's not like if they asked who it is that I like I would have been able to tell them. I really wish I could just tell him and get it over with, but when it comes to love I'm a coward. Besides, I've held it in for so long that I just can't bring myself to confess now.

*Flashback*

I watched him working hard in everything he did. We sat down after the archery, he’s really tired – I can feel it. I turned to him and whispered right into his ear, "It's okay Zelo, you did well. You can rest when we get back to the dorm. We're almost done anyway."
He replied in the cutest voice I’ve ever heard, “Thanks hyung!” and then he leaned his head on my shoulder. I smiled at the action.

We had been in mutual silence for some time when I decided that he needed to be cheered up. I turned to sit on him. He didn’t even question me when I was in his lap and started giggling cutely. I pushed myself forward, towards his chest. He looked up at me with his crescent-shaped eyes and I couldn’t contain my wide smile. I looked down at him and laughed. “Thanks for always cheering me up hyung. I appreciate it.” Oh my God, he’s so cute. I smiled even wider if that’s even possible. It was at this moment that I realised that we weren’t the only people there. I forgot about everyone else. I sat back and looked around and caught sight of a camera on us. You know what? I don’t care – he’s my band mate and I’m allowed to show skinship in public. People can make of it what they will.


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I sigh and push myself off the carpet on which I was sitting, in the same position that I was back then,