Years kept passing by and I never saw another guy after you, I couldn't bring mysef to love someone else. I know it may sound ridiculous because we were young when we started going out. But still...

"You do know you are not getting any younger right! You should find someone now, your face will not remain pretty forever!!"

" Aww thanks Ah youngie its so nice of you to say I'm pretty"

"Shut up Ra!! I am talking for real ... I set you on a blind date and you will go! NO EXCUSES! If you don't go I will be pissed at you for a long time! It was really freaking hard finding someone based on your stupid nonesense standards!"

" A blind date? oohh nonononooo I am not going anywhere with someone I don't know! You know I am not much of a people person so noooo"

" KaeRa Im being serious... you need someone to give you love, you have been waiting so long for someone who is nowhere to be found... someone who is dead ... even his parents have accepted that fact and you should too! its been 7 years you deserve someone who can be with you now .. please just let go"

" Young-ah I know what you are saying but he is not dead I - "

"YES! I Know!" she hit the desk with her hands it surprised me so I knew she was getting mad "you can feel it or something like that! but that not a power or anything thats just the fact that you haven't been able to confront the truth! I just want whats best for you"

"I know it's not a power or magic or stuff like that its mostly a gut feeling ... I just feel it... that he is alive somewhere.." I looked at her with an understanding look not for me to understand her but for her to try and get me.

"well then how come 7 years have passed and you haven't seen him! you have been all over korea looking for him and you haven't found him?!"

" Youngie korea is big! It's not so easy to find someone by myself but I still know he is still here somewhere"

" Kaera he was declared dead! not missing but dead! please just stop with this ! this is not good for you!" she was raising her voice more and more so I knew what I had to do to calm her down or else I had to listen to her ranting for more than an hour.

" (sighs) Okay fine I will go to that stupid blind date but if I feel really uncomfortable or he is an idiot I will most definetly go"  I wasn't just saying that... with my super "nice"(super y spawn of the devil) personality.. I knew if the guy was an I would probably tell him what he will die from and then just leave.

"FINE! And don't worry there are many other candidates so If you don't like this one you can choose from the others"

"WHAT!? WHAT ARE YOU SAYING OMG! YOU-"

"byeeee im gone bye byeee"

"Park Ah Young come here!! you evil !!

Night came along and I was getting ready for my stupid blind date. I picked something not too amusing yet not too ugly to wear since I wasn't really trying to surprise whoever the hell that idiot Ah y