“I want to hear your answer, but once I hear I hope that I hear it wrong. I can’t accept the truth that come out from your mouth Hong Jisoo ”-YoonJeonghan

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Jeonghan POV

From : gentleman Hong

Subject : hello there

Hey han, I just woke up and got my phone. Han, mind to meet me after you finish your school? There’s something I want to tell you.

Jeonghan just smile once he read that message.

“it must be hong jisoo,” said seungcheol, jeonghan childhood friend

Jeonghan nodded

“whatever and whenever he text you, you’ll always smiling like an idiot, eventhough you’re not that idiot”

“don’t say someone idiot when you are the real idiot, cheol” said jeonghan

Well, jeonghan grades was better than seungcheol, jeonghan score at every subject was average meanwhile seungcheol? He really at one subject, English.

Woah, jisoo want to talk something, is it possible he want to answer my confession that day??? I really hope to hear a good answer from him. I confess to him bravely cause there’s gossip that he like me the way I like him. If he accept my confession that mean the gossip say the truth and he’s not my crush anymore he’ll be my boyfriend!! Don’t think too much yoon jeonghan! You still not know the answer, just hope for the best han

Jeonghan convince himself.

“YOON JEONGHAN??! Are you listening???” seungcheol shout toward junghan

“what seungcheol??!”

“I’ve been call you 10 times and you just hear it about now? Woah you really! I don’t get it why I became friend with your for half of my life jeonghan yoon”

“haha, sorry cheol, I think too much”

“yeah I know, I can see it on your face. Jisoo. Jisoo. HongJisoo. That’s all I can see in your face right now”

“YA! I’m not like that. Just a little like that, you’re overreact it” said jeonghan

The bell is ringing, now 5th class will begin. Junghan can’t hold himself anymore. He’s too excited yet he’s feel so sleepy right now.

2 more classes until school end. It’ll be okay if I sleep right? Jeonghan ask to himself

“YA. Choi seungcheol. Wake me when school over”

“uh, sleep then” said seungcheol

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“jeonghan, yoon jeonghan, THE HELL YOON JEONGHAN! CAN YOU WAKE UP NOW? THE CLASS OVER ALREADY!!” seungcheol shout toward his childhood friend who still not wake up from 10 minutes ago.

Jeonghan slowly open his eyes, he see there’s no one beside he and seungcheol in class

“CHOI SEUNGCHEOL! Can you tell me what time is it right now???!”

“look at your phone then, I already throw my phone at my bag”

Jeonghan take his phone, he try to look through it but he can’t his phone dead cause out of battery.

“my phone dead! Can you tell me what time is it right now?”

Seungcheol take his phone and see his phone’

“15:40,--“

“what?! I must hurry, jisoo must be waiting for me there!! I go first cheol!” said jeonghan then run out of his classroom.

“yeah that’s you are my childhood friend yoon jeonghan. Always leave me behind.” Said seungcheol while shake his head then also leave the classroom

“woah, how can I not wake up when seungcheol wake me up at his 1st attempt, am I that sleepy? Jisoo must be waiting for me, I hope he not frozen waiting me there” humming jeonghan.

Junghan walking while whistle some melody from song that he like,

"Every time you call me, my heart flutters. The sunlight says hello, it dazzles above your head ..” jeonghan stop singing once he see jisoo from behind waiting for him at bus stop station bench.

“he’s there. Why I feel really nervous now?? OMG what must I do?? Am I ready to hear his answer?? Go on Yoon Junghan face this!!! you can!” jeonghan cheer himself then go toward the boy who waiting for him.

“you waiting too long soo? It’s cold here isn’t it? Here” I said while giving him my hot pack inside my pocket

“you not see your phone? I text you” jisoo asked me 

“sorry, my phone dead, no battery. So what you want to tell me? Is it about my confession?”

He nodded.

“Han. Please listen carefully.” Jisoo said that to me

I just humming as yes and listen to him.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry han. I can’t accept your feeling. For me you’re my bestfriend, that’s all. Sorry” he said those word to me without looking through my eyes.

I got rejected. But, I feel something is wrong.  

Jeonghan keep silent.

“ah! It’s okay, you know I said it before right? Whatever your answer it’s okay, and our friendship will stay the same soo, don’t need to worry, ah my bus already come. I go first soo, bye” I said that and smile to him then wave toward him. This not my sincere smile. I’m forcing myself to smile. I can’t let him know that I feel really sad right now

I go inside the bus and sit at back and corner. The bus really empty right now