I was to afraid to say what I felt and continued to follow you. But I was running. It's all I've ever done and you were no exception. Even in my dreams. You were walking around with her and you would turn to me and start talking. I'd never stop and listen to what you had to say because it was all so painful. But tonight was different. You weren't with her and you chased after me. At first I was happy and my heart started to beat uncontrollably. But the words that came out of your mouth were the ones I feared to hear the most. "Let's end this".

  I woke with a sudden jolt. I felt my cheeks tingle and I noticed I had been crying. My phone that was sitting on the counter was flashing. Standing up I walked over with shaking legs and a pounding heart. The words on the screen made me realize that it wasn't a dream. It was from Oh Sehun. It read : " it's over. I was nice knowing you. I'm getting married to her and I hope you live a good life..... Goodbye"   It had been a week since he had officially cut me off. But this was good for me. If he hadn't done it then I would have still followed him. The fact that this was over should have been a relief for me. And yet I would end up tearing up whenever I heard his name mentioned in a conversation. I didn't want to call this love because I can't consider it. I wonder what it was that he felt for me honestly. Would me having confessed my feelings changed anything? Today was the companies 15th anniversary celebration and many important executives were invited to such an important event. "I don't have time to think about you" I mumbled. I was in charge of gr