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gyeo junhoo groans instinctively when he spots the female manager strutting into the dormitory, with the four male trainees trailing behind her in a neat file. 
 
if the fact that park jinyoung, better known as jyp, knew about his scarred past was bad enough, having a co-worker who blacklisted him while he was a trainee would be disastrous. and, well, gyeo junhoo feels as if he's been tossed into the pits of a volcano, but the smile on seulgi's face is anything but empathetic. 
 
“no one told me i was taking care of eight kids,” she muses playfully, gesturing nonchalantly to the line behind her. 
 
she doesn't even give junhoo time to be appalled at her comment, because one, he was older than her, and two, she had just transported a carload of human beings into the apartment, when junhoo hasn't actually figured out what he was going to say to each new trainee as they stepped into the house. 

yimin lets out a groan when he is finally ushered into his allocated bedroom, his eyes persistently glued to the wooden flooring as he padded towards his bed.
 
it's a stark difference from his bedroom in the foreign team, which was known by the company for all the wrong reasons. he was used to the moans of pain and occasional fights that occurred through the night — basically the reason why he is unwilling to leave the practice room each evening — and the bountiful of languages that were spoken at any one point of time.
 
yimin yearns for the chatter that he lived with in the past four years; at least he wouldn't feel so lonely. part of him is relieved to be away from people who have seen the worst in him, but the major portion of his sanity tells him he'd regret being away from soohyun.
 
it was probably a deliberate decision, or so yimin suspects, for the two of them to be separated into different bedrooms, and the annoyed sound that soohyun made when this was announced replays in yimin's head.
 
he can already hear seulgi (or manager-nim, as he'd whispered when he responded to her questions in the car) berating junhoo in the manager's bunk. if yimin had been in the right of mind, he'd have broken into a grin at the female manager's intelligent insults.
 
but yimin can't help but miss home — despite not actually knowing if the family that he was blood-related to welcomed him; he wasn't even sure how it felt like to be in an actual home. it felt like his first days as a trainee; unwanted, outcasted and tied down by a sheet of paper — his contract.
 
it's one of yimin's quiet times, the little moments where he just wants to return to his hometown and live the life of a normal adult and enjoy each day with his family. 
 
who could he call family? family doesn't mean blood, and blood doesn't mean family. if he can't even locate his familial ties, what right did he have to search for a group of people who began as strangers, to be his family?
 
one thing yimin knows for sure; he isn't ready to accept new people into his life.
 
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nephesh
#1
Happy belated Christmas and happy anniversary for this fic!
Meowrr
#2
Chapter 17: This is so sad omg, whoever that is I felt compelled to hug the air out of him atm ;w; ♡
nephesh
#3
Chapter 17: it feels like jiwoong to me. maybe the extremely long training time and then his pale skin description. i could be wrong though. poor kid has a long way to go.
hiikyoung
#4
Chapter 17: Poor guy. This one seems less "traumatic", but it feels very real. Who hasn't experienced this feeling?

I'm going to guess...Hajun or Dongha?
hiikyoung
#5
...not crazy, right? There was a layout change? O_o;;
nephesh
#6
Chapter 16: i managed to gain access earlier so why not lmao anyways.
Hajun... /hugs/ like what hiikyoung said, there's definitely a minor (major?) grudge and it fits jiwoong's personality and eight-year background right. he doesn't want to mess up a lot, but in return it goes to people who aren't supposedly blamed to. but hey, you can't hold bad feelings for days and expecting yourself not guilty, right? i can see both of them getting closer from that on, because you need some kind of bait to gain something. sacrifices. the house analogy; the happiest are also the saddest? but i know hajun's not afraid of getting hurt, it's just that his supports are very lacking (from the team itself; one man for themselves), so that's good for him.
moving on; i... love the details you'd given to seonha in this chapter. his health, the food, the insults, and all... makes me happy, really. and for the first time, it's a very calm ending (but don't tell me this is a 'good before the storm' thing, okay?! XD) that actually sets contrasts to the argument between the older members. this being added with the fact that both of them are very secretive. People fight like they bond, i guess. the group definitely is catching up with each other, closer in a sense of interaction. baby steps, but it's there. thank you, again, for your updates!
hiikyoung
#7
Chapter 16: Jiwoong...Jiwoong, Jiwoong, Jiwoong.../shakes head/ It's an interesting dynamic. They're both lead dancers and sub vocals. Though arguably on paper, you might consider Jiwoong the more talented since he's a bit of a triple threat and a visual. However, poor Hajun. Trying to keep that colorful, happy front must be tough (nice imagery btw). You have to wonder if Jiwoong's lashing out is due to his feeling of inadequacies (I highly suspect so). Not being a leader, being the second youngest but also being the longest trainee...wow, this part focused more on Hajun, and yet I'm getting more insight into Jiwoong. Kekeke. Anyhow! Hajun is going to be one of those characters who eventually snaps, huh? Please no...#protectHajun2016.

It's nice to see Yimin opening up to someone outside of Soohyun. I wonder what they fought about? What's interesting is it's Yimin and Seonha. And yet this doesn't surprise me. Both so quiet, with so many secrets. I can imagine they have an understanding between each other. It's wonderful to see them happy though. So much of this story so far doesn't show happiness: only sadness and hardship (not complaining! :D ). That ending was remarkably cute though. Yay~! I hope this opens them up to the others eventually. I think these boys are too much of 'islands unto themselves' than a team.

Thank you for the update. You do it so consistently. :)
nephesh
#8
Chapter 16: its 1.30 am already but thank you! i'll get the full comment in 18 hours.
hiikyoung
#9
Yassss...

I'll give you a proper comment once I get to my laptop!!
curiously
#10
Chapter 15: i get so excited when i see your updates jfc you have no idea i hope it's not jiwoong's excerpt
but as far as i know, he's the only one with a sibling unless yimin has some too... but somebody's
dad died and he was informed so so so much later. that makes me so sad and upset. like, isn't it
also the eldest child's duty in korea to help take care of the funeral process and whatnot? okay maybe
i'm getting carried away but it's always the child who holds their parent's picture during the funeral
march. WHY DIDN'T THEY LET HIM KNOOOOW. i'm talking to myself at this point but i know it was probably
so he can focus on his debut and training. but still mf. good lord i need a doctor to control the emotions i feel inside.