Thirteen
Chasing Who[CONTENTID1] [/CONTENTID1]
[CONTENTID2]"You like it? I skipped school just to meet him" Hee Jo grinned.
Rachel couldn't hear what Hee Jo just said, she couldn't feel anything really, it reminded
her of that day, the cliff, that awful feeling, it came back.
She always had the strength, just like that day, now she had the strength to run away
from Hee Jo, ignoring
her ineffectual calls, she ran away from what it seemed, a horrible truth.
"How dare you!" Rachel cried as she slammed Yoongi against
the wall "I trusted you!" She cried "I loved you" She yelled.
No response, still his dead eyes staring right through her.
"I don't have anybody now" she sat on the cold ground "I'm alone" she breathed
"You're... " she lift up her head "Not real" she whispered to herself.
He was gone.
He didn't touch her nor lay a finger on her, he doesn't even know her.
She was and still a fan that found comfort in him.
Only him.
She became alone since the day Seul died, leaving her astray, she
had nobody, and she still doesn't.
She always wanted to spend one night with him, just up, talking about
everything, that's why she'd
let her fantasies guide her, guide her to that lost lover, to that
unseen memory, to Yoongi.
Rachel felt like she was just hit by reality, it was hard and harsh, it was hard
to believe that everything
was a lie, every word, every smile and every look, all lies, and the worst
thing is, they were all in her head.
She felt helpless, sitting on that ground, her heart was empty, life wasn't
worth it anymore, she wasn't
living for herself nor her future or her family, she was living
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