Stirring at the sudden intrusion of light behind his lids, Joshua slowly open his eyes, letting them get used to the light for a moment, he suddenly remembered the events last night, abruptly sitting up from his bed, in which he immediately regret for making him dizzy, shaking his head a little and steadying his focus, he started looking around for a certain long haired guy. He sighed when he didn't see him and get back on laying on his bed covering his eyes with his arms

          "Of course it was just a dream" he mumbled to himself, sighing for the second time just after he woke up. It was impossible, everything that happened that night was impossible. But it sure did felt so real. He was about to shut his eyes when a sudden poke on his cheek halted him, followed by a whining voice of someone extremely familiar to him.

          "Jisoo-yah~ " that made Joshua nearly drop his bed, hands on his chest from the mini heart attack. He stared wide eyed at the leaning person on his bed beside him, heart achingly throbbing on his chest, enough proof that he's not dreaming.

          "J-Jeonghan??" he blurted out, still in shock.

          "Jisoo~ I'm bored, let's play~" he whined, ignoring Joshua's gobsmacked face, and finishing his sentence with a pout.

          "Wait, what.. huh?" Joshua blabbered dumbly, still not quite believing what he's seeing. Last nights incident can be easily shrugged off as his imagination with the help of his exhaustion, groggy mind and dark surrounding. But this? granted that he just woke up, but he knows that he's already fully aware of his surrounding, and he can't just imagine things in broad daylight, right?

          "Jisoo?" Jeonghan asked, head tilting a bit in curiosity.

          "Jeonghan, you're here, why are you here?" he doesn't know how his reply comes out, but he knows that he looks dumb right now

          "I've been here since last night Jisoo, what are you talking about?" Jeonghan replied pouting, eyebrows furrow

          "So it's not a dream huh?" he whispered to himself

          "Jisoo?"

          "No, I mean, what are you really doing here Jeonghan?" he asked, earning nothing but silence from the other, contemplating, jisoo looks up only to see a frown on the other's face, forehead creasing, and seems to be mulling over something.

          "Jeonghan?" he called, bringing the other back to his senses

          "Oh? yes, well.." he started off, pondering a little in hesitation, making Jisoo think that the other's still not ready to say it.

          "You don't have to say it Han-ah.." he said, not wanting to see the other's frowning face

          "No, it's just that, I think he knows that I still have some regrets left, some ungranted wishes, that's why i still can't pass on"

          "Who?" Joshua asked curious. Not saying anything, Jeonghan just pointed his index finger upwards, then Joshua dumbly looked up, not getting it at first then making an "Oh" sound when he finally got it.

          "So.." Joshua trailed off, a little uncertain on what he's about to ask.

          "Yes?" Jeonghan encouraged

          "So..Uh, you're really Jeonghan's ghost?" He finally asked, not meeting the other's gaze, embarrassed. The elder just chuckled, making him look up meeting Jeonghan's gaze. Nodding at his previous question, he held both of Joshua's hands on his lap. Noticing something that he didn't noticed last night when he first touched him, he frowned. The pressure of Jeonghan's hands on his was there, but the warmth that he used to have was gone. Neither warmness nor coldness was there, it felt so empty, so hollow, making him think that everything he's seeing right now is just a figment of his imagination, just his mind playing tricks on him, and maybe, it really is. Maybe for the past 3 years, he still can't accept the fact that Jeonghan's dead already, that's why he's having this sudden Jeonghan delusions.

          Jeonghan snapped his fingers in front of his dazed best friend, dragging him back to reality.

          "So, uhm, you said you still have some regrets and wishes left, that's why he.." He emphasized the last word and pointed upwards "let's you get back on our world, and you can't pass on" the other nodded childishly

          "So what are your wishes then?" Joshua waited for Jeonghan's answer who seems to be taking a hard time contemplating to himself, when the other finally looked up with a hardened expression

          "I can't remember" he said, avoiding Joshua's gaze biting his lower lip looking dejected. Joshua doesn't know what to say, scared that he might say something that'll just make the other more crestfallen.

          "I'm sorry Jisoo-yah, I don't know why, some of my memories are vague same with my wishes" disheartened, almost as if he's about to cry. Jisoo sighed, patting the elder's head gently
          "It's ok han-ah, i guess we just have to start from scratch" he smiled at the other understandingly, assuring him even though he himself was also not sure where to start without any clues, but seeing Jeonghan's forlorn expression made him want to do anyth