Mark POV

        It was a rainy day and I was all alone today but I didn't mind at all. People usually hated the rain because it only brought pain and misery to some, but  not to me. To me the rain brought the happiest memories of my life and I didn't minded it instead I loved it when it came knocking down on my roof. Rainy days were the bests days to me. As it let me sit by a window watching the rain fall slowly down the window leaving a small trail behind as I would curl up by the window with our blanket on an a cup of hot chocolate in one hand taking small sips. I watched as the rain droplets race one another. I watched as cars pass by making the sound of water splashing. I watched as people walked around with their colorful umbrellas. It was rather chilly outside but inside my home it was rather warm just like my heart because this was our day.

        I slowly stood up going thru my closet looking for my rain coat an umbrella. I felt the need of feeling you I wanted to feel the rain just like we had done years ago. Once ready I made my way to the door grabbing my keys and phone not forgetting to lock the door because I would be coming back late. I began to slowly walk around the silent streets since everyone rather be home. Instead of me who held his umbrella in one hand while the other was out trying to catch the droplets of water. I receive weird looks of people as they walked by me because unlike them I didn't cover myself from the rain but instead embraced it welcoming it with open arms as I took small spins laughing an enjoying myself.

       Taking my earphones out of my pocket I plug both in my ears putting our song on. I was near the park our spot. The spot that we held those many secretive meeting away from our parents. Once there I put my umbrella down and began to loose myself in the music just like I'd done those years ago. I dance just like we did do you remember. As the song hit it's many memories began to rush thru me. Memories I've treasure for a long time. Memories of us but most importantly of you. You who means more to me than anything. You Jackson the one I've only loved in my whole life.

        I remember the first day when I saw your face and how I feel for that dork look of yours
I remember the first day that you smile at me the way I'd dreamed so many times before as you told me I was the guy you always imagined to spend your life with

         This rainy day brought many memories I treasure many of you. But yet you're not here with me. Why did it have to be this way. I know that it happen a long time ago but I still miss you so much. There isn't a day that I don't think about you because you weren't meant to leave like that.

I remember the first day that you came to my house to talk to my parents to let you date me and the shock look on my father

I remember the first day that you took me on a date and we had butterflies in our stomach I know you tried to hide it but we failed because I could see it in your eyes just like you could

        Do you remember our first date when we went to go eat I believe we were 18. It was during you were working at your first job you were so happy that you got your first pay check that you wanted to celebrate so we did something easy. We went skateboarding and eat some pizza at the park this park. Do you remember that night you call me to tell me how much fun we had. I know I had so much fun even though everything went so bad. Things weren't as easy as they seem because we both keep messing up but at the end of the day we both had the best time.

I remember the way that we held our hands that seem to match one another perfectly same as the way we talk and laugh.

I was quiet yet you were loud but we made each other show the best part of the other

But the best part was the I knew that we were true love that you were my true love

and it felt the best that I'd found you.

     How many laughs did we share. Too many to actually count. There wasn't a day that you didn't make me laugh or made me wear a smile ear to ear. But you always wore your feelings on your sleeve unlike me who was more shy about it. But you always seem to know what was wrong even before I knew. That showed how special our relationship was. I knew others talked but you didn't care and I worried but I didn't care as long as you were by my side. Now I don't know

I remember the first time you told me you love me and I believe you because your feelings showed in your eyes as you stare deeply at me

when you stare at me I could see the care you had for me

I could see how deeply you love me because it was oblivious to everyone

I knew you loved me because you trusted me even though you were jealous I also knew because you told me

that you miss my kisses and when I wasn't around you

I know you love me because your 

Brown eyes 

told me so

       I remember that four years ago on this very day when had gone to go watch a movie and when we came out it started to rain but unlike everyone else who started to run off an hide from the rain we began to dance with smiles on our faces. We walked holding hands when you suddenly stop and you pulled me into your arms and held me close to you. I could smell your smell along with the rain. It was just perfect what what made it better is when you took my hand in yours and told me that you love me and the happiness I felt that night. It was everything worth it.

I remember the first time we kissed and how magical it was but along with it

I remember our first argument we had

and now that I think about it I think of how silly we were, but we apologize an compromised to never fight again

 and we did keep the promise

       I believe that it had been a year since we had been together when we had our first fight. It was all because you had gotten jealous of a new friend of mine and you let others fill you with lies. I know you said thing you didn't meant but I knew it wasn't you so I forgave you. Because when I look into your eyes I saw nothing but fear. Since then I knew that you were scare to lose me so we compromised to never fight this way and I'm glad that we didn't because 

I remember the first time you told me you love me and I believe you because your feelings showed in your eyes as you stare deeply at me

when you stare at me I could see the care you had for me

I could see how deeply you love me because it was oblivious to everyone