As I left Talon with Christian and Eric even music producer. I went into the booth.

" Honor, can you hear me ." He said 

I gave him an okay sign.

" Yo, drop a beat for me ." I said 

He nods 

Then comes the beat I start bobbing my head to the music also the sick beat that they had laid down for me.

I wait for the beat and I feel it coming then it hits.

" Now as I look back at my past 
Remembering my parents and what've they done for me 
And the reason that I'm living to this today
They're reason that I've risen to the fame
Now looking back from where I've come from 
Also I'll thank god for following me and for giving my family
Listen mom and dad until we reunited as a family again
Thank you for the life that you made for me 

Sure I've messed up along with the way but then again, everyone has 
I'm not saying that I'm perfect I know that I've far from it
But everyday I'm loving my life and I swear I won't let the fame to go to my head.
Let's just say I did things I'm not proud 
To get where I am today in this world that we're living in.
And I had to fight what was mine even for loved ones 
Because they are the ones that matter the most 

And the actions that we make are already predetermined before we make them. 
Despite the scars that I have on the inside and out. 
They made me stronger than I am today.
Until the day I meet my mom and dad again
I'm gonna keep doing what doing
To protect the ones that I love but I'm gonna keep living my life.
Even some times the things that I do 
Are like a steel knife in my throat as I fight to breath through the hard times ." Rapped dope as hell 

The producer and Eric's jaws drop literally. Christian just smirk because he has heard me rap before. 

" Honor, you sure that you're Eminem and Ice Cube into a girl suit ." Producer said 

" Yeah, I'm sure ." I said smiling 

I walk out of the booth, headed straight to Talon to see how he's doing. 

" Talon, are you ok ? Is there any pain ?." I ask 

" I..I'm fine Noona ." He stuttered 

I nod 

" What do you want to do ?." I ask 

" Pokemon ." He said 

" You want to watch Pokemon ." I said 

He nods happily, I looked at Christian. He took out his iPad for Talon to watch Pokemon. I had Christian download the whole series on the iPad.

I mean it hold because it has 64 gigs. 

" Bambi ." Eric said 

" Yeah ." I said 

" Can we talk outside ?." He ask 

I nod and got up from my sit

" Christian, watch Talon ." I said as walk out the room with Eric 

When Eric closed the door, he stood in front of me. He had this look in his eyes. 

" What's going ?." He ask 

" What do you mean Eric ? You're gonna have to be more specific than that ." I said 

" Why are you here ?." He ask 

" In Korea, you mean ." I said 

He nods 

" Because, we need something new to experience in our lives ." I lied 

Eric never knew about what happen after he left for Korea. Also how I got into the mafia business for my parents.

Originally, my father was the big boss of the mafia business but when momma and papa. Uncle became the big boss and I became CEO at the age of fifteen.

" Do your parents know ? Did they even say yes ?." He ask 

" I don't need their permission anymore ." I said coolly

" Yes, you do ! You're still seventeen in the US ." He said

I didn't say anything.

" You have to leave ." He said 

ERIC NAM !!!.

" You can't stay here, you have to go back ." He said 

Bastard. 

" WHY SHOULD I ?." I shouted 

" Because your parents aren't here with you ." He said

" NO !." I shouted 

" Language ." He said 

I scoffed.

" Ask your parents come here ." He said 

" I CAN'T ." I shout 

" WHY NOT ?." He shouted 

" BECAUSE THEY'RE DEAD ERIC !!!." I shouted that's what hit me the most 

The tears that I held in for so long had broken free.

" ERIC ! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE ?." A someone shouted 

I looked up and it's girl with short blonde hair in a SnapBack.

" Oh no ." Eric said 

" I'm gonna hurt you, Eric ." She said 

" Amber ! It's not what you think I know her ." He quickly said 

" I don't care ! You're not suppose to make people cry ! You moron !." She said 

" It's fine, I finally realized that person that I meet and knew six years ago is gone ." I said 

I looked up and pained expression on Eric's face.

" Honor, it's not like that I didn't know ." He said 

" Pabo ." I said 

" Honor-shi, I'm sorry for whatever this idiot said ." She said as bowed 

" It's okay I'm numb now, so nothing hurts me ." I said coolly 

" Well still this idiot shouldn't have made you cry ." She said 

I nod and faked a smile.

" Amber ." She said

" Honor ." I said 

" That's really a unique name and I like it ." She said

" Thanks ." I said 

Eric brought up four almost five years of bad memories for me. My parent deaths or in this case their murder. Me and the mafia as their punishments that they put in place of their order.

The fight of survival while living with the wolves. The bullying in high school even I skipped a few grade levels. All those memories that were locked away 

In my own Pandora's box has been unleashed and now I have to endure the pain of the those memories. But in a different place even alone to think of a plan to deal with it. 

So, I ran without a second thought in my mind.