Honor POV

 

- iously on The Undercover CEO Mafia Protector -

 

 ' Talon was shot in the arm and Chiara was shot under her collarbone as for Kento, he was shot in the shoulder but they threw our car off the side of the road. Causing the car to flip and Talon has a few cuts on the top half his body. Chiara has a few cuts and bruises on her body, Kento has a fractured rib as for me I have few cuts, bruises, a sprain wrist. A bullet only grazed my neck too .' He said 

 

" What hospital are you at ?." I ordered 

 

' Seoul's National Hospital .' He said 

 

I cut the line 

 

" I have to go my family was in an car accident ." I said trying remain calm 

 

Soo-man nods in understanding of the situation and Yixing gets up along with me.

 

" What are you doing ?." I asked 

 

" I'm going to drive there because the moment you don't like you're in a state to drive ." He said 

 

I nod at that but mostly I'm bewildered at the fact that he even took charge of me. I don't know what to do now except what start a war but I cannot do that yet. 

 

I just wanna see my family, I only care about my family at this moment. I need to know if they are okay and breathing for me to be relax. 

 

- The Present - 

 

We arrived at the hospital, I just outta car and immediately rush to the front desk. 

 

" How may I help you ?." She saiid 

 

" I'm looking for my daughter, wh was in car accident ." I said 

 

" What's the name ?." She asked 

 

" Chiara Raine Nobilis ." I said 

 

" She's in room 2032 along with the others ." She said 

 

I muttered a quick thank you while I raced towards to the room. I bursted through the door to find everyone wrapped and in bed.

 

Lee Soo-man is going down !

 

My hands curled tightly into a fist, I feel my nails literally break skin in the palms of my hands. But, I don't feel thing except rage at this moment. 

 

Yet, also I feel like breaking down in this moment I feel like I just let down my parents down. I failed to protect to them. 

 

I ran outta of their room but I bumped into Yixing.

 

" I need you to take me somewhere ." I said 

 

" Where ?." He asked 

 

" I don't know just somewhere please ." I said as my voice wavered 

 

" Ok, I know a place where you can do whatever you want ." He said

 

" Will take the pain ?." I asked as my voice wavered more

 

" I cannot guarantee but at least can do something release it ." He said as we left the hospital

 

https://youtu.be/bNKbeV3wM84( Listen to this song ps I don't own this )

 

He drove to some place where has a lot twist and turns to arrived at a certain location of his special place that he said that he'll take me where I can do whatever to my heart contents. We arrived at the location and it's beautful here as we came out of the car, I was walk towards the edge but I stopped as I just staring into the horizon.

 

As the flashbacks of the past just kept ramming into my head as the tears continuious well up in my eyes I can even feel the pain in my heart, this just like when ma and pa were murdered. That's was my breaking point for me, the tears fell down with no consequences I literally scream in pain this time I don't know what to do anymore.

 

" Honor ." He said softly

 

I turn to him without care of how I look in this moment I just want someone to comfort me as I looked into his as my tears falling down from my eyes.

 

" What can I do about the pain ?." I asked choked

 

" I don't know ." He said as he hugged me

 

" They said that " Time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone .” I cried out as I held on to him as he was my dear life

 

"  I know I know ." He said as try calm me down

 

“There are wounds that I never show on the body because they are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds .” I said crying

 

" Honor ." He said

 

" It's not that you should never love something so much that it can control you. It's that you need to love something that much so you can never be controlled. It's not a weakness. It's your best strength .” He said

 

" I've been strong for so long that I don't know what to do when barriers come down unexpected, my heart hurts Yixing how can I stop the pain Yixing ." I said

 

" One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love ." He said

 

" But, I don't have that someone that loves in that certain way that I want to be love by that special way ." I said

 

" I know because I had same problem myself but don't worry you'll get through it ." He said

 

" I failed at my duty of protecting my family I failed my parents I broke their promise because my brother is hurt along my daughter and it was because of me that my family was hurt ." I said

 

" Honor, listen to me you are not alone in this anymore you now have Eric, Big Bang, F(x), Exo and as much I don't want to admit it yet you have me now don't go down this dark road because you have us ." He said

 

Something fuzzy began to stir in my stomach like butterflies almost and I thought to myself is this what love feels like ?