*SORRY FOR THE WRONG STUPID GRAMMAR. I HOPE U ALL UNDERSTAND XOXOXOXO

Minho POV

Today as usual i waiting for my kwon yuri. hehe now i know whats my chagiya name. while waiting I decide to write my own name in a paper too. so she will know my name too. “CHOI MINHO”I said as im writing nicely so she can read it clearly. the bus come I walk a little bit close to the bus so she can read my  paper. but I can’t find where is she. I look around the bus but there is no signal from her.

‘is she fine ?.. is she sick again.. ? but why so suddenly ?’that question is haunting in my head.

I try to refuse it all and try to think positiv ‘she gonna be ok choi minho’

yesterday all I think is about yuri. I worried a lot about her. one day without see her face is a pain for me. I fall for her. I love her so much. I don’t know why but this feel grow and grow in my heart. I breath so deep and hope she will be ok.

the bus come.. but no ! her seat empty again ?! my head start think that 2 days ago is my last time to meet her. that’s why she give me her name. ‘no that’s cannot be happen. she can’t leave me with her love is a half of me.’I said in my heart. my heart feel so sick. and the tears come down without my permit.

I was absent today. I feel not good to go to school and turn off my phone cause I know exactly if my phone still ringing then taemin and the other will calling me and asking where I am. but I want to be alone today.

I sit in the grass of the park and start scream “YURI-AH KAJIMAA………!!!!!!!”

today I really really hope this day will be a good day. since 2 day ago my heart is empty. well yesterday taemin and key come to my house just for checking if I fine. after I tell them what was going on. they told me that i just hallucinations about yuri. but im pretty sure that she’s real.

the bus stopped. I look for a miracle and yess I see a girl with a same black hair I smile a bit. but wait.. it’s not my chagiya not yuri. it’s another girl. she smile to me but im just stood without any reaction. ‘no I want my chagiya smile now !!’said my ego.

‘am i really daydreaming for a month ?! no that’s too much. I believe she’s exist’

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in class

I feel no spirit. I can’t focus while teacher teach. even when break time. I still in the class put my head on the table and started to close my eyes. yess for three days I lost my appetite.

“hyungggggggggg……. are u not hungry ??”yell taemin In front of my ears

“nope im full”i lie to him

“well a while ago I meet a pretty noona in library”said him now in front of my face

“well.. go get her before she’s left”I said without opening my eyes

“no.. this noona just look a like noona kwon u have been imagine.. emh.. yeah I think so.. is her name yoona or something ”he said with no sure in his sentence.