I wish he know. Why can't I be the girl? Why? People around me are talking about them. Yes, she is flawless, perfect. But, I can't even be his friend? There is barrier saying that I can't friend with him? Huh, but who am I to be his friend? I'm just a pathetic girl who wish that he fall for me. Rejecting love is the most hurtful thing that everyone feel. But why reject when they know how it feel. Doesn't that make you feel useless because you never be loved and will never.

  Out of all people why must be you, the sweet yet cruel man I've ever know. I am curious of what you think. Three years have passed with nothing. I keep waiting for you and I don't know how long will I wait for you. This is too much, but even if it's ten years I wouldn't mind if I hurt. Seeing you is enough for me. But, I might leave you one day if I can't stand any longer. Don't ask me why I can't love you back. There will be reasons why can't. Don't try to love me when I don't have any feeling for you anymore. Don't force me because love is not being forced but it will come naturally and if I love someone else, feel what I feel and never ask me to love you back. Because I never want to hurt myself again.

   "Are you being serious, now? You cannot force me. That is wrong and no one ever force me to love you back." I push his arm away. "I just can't see you with him." I saw his eyes plead me. I look away because I don't want that to be the reason why I give him chance. "Look, I am Myungsoo's fiance and I will marry with him soon. Don'