Ache
In BetweenThis is not fun anymore. How does he knows about me? Who is he? Stalking my life. I change the attire to school uniform. Trying to forget who ever is that person. Then I heard, some girls are talking about them.
"They will be a great couple in this school, right?"
"Even though I am jealous but they really match each other."
"That is so right. Suhyun is such a nice person. They should date."
It feels like my heart has been stab several time. What I do not have in her? Why I cannot be like her? Is it hard for someone to recognise me at least as a proper girl? I run out from school and skip my class. This will not do anything. I am tired of loving him secretly. I cannot go on any longer. I might die for waiting him. I will try to let him go and slowly I will forget him.
I pant so hard. I look the surrounding and there is no one here. I sit on the swing and calm myself. It's been years I heard that. It's been years I love him. How long should I love him? He will never look at me. Not once. I want to cry but it is useless. There is no point for me to cry. Destiny will not change. They are meant to be while I am not.
Suddenly I feel water drop and I look up at the sky. It rain. I just shut my eyes tightly, not knowing what to do. Then, I feel something wrap around me. "Cry if you want. Do not hold it." This voice...Without realising I hug him. I just need someone to hug now. He hug me back and pat my back. I did not
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