The cheering crowd was so loud that they seemed to destroy my eardrums but it wasn't loud enough to deafen me to hear the beating of my heart. I took a step back, hiding my teary eyes behind my sunglasses from everybody else. 

 

 

She sat from afar, behind those galaxy of glimmering yellow crown lightsticks as she let go of her sweetest smile. Heaven sings to me at the moment. I was in awe for how good God was that he let me witness this such beautiful grace from above. Though, my heart broke a little more as the realization hit me hard for I know that her smile wasn't for me after all. I felt all alone in this crowded arena, as if I was invisible, as if my presence isn't visible enough for her attention. 

 

 

My orbs turned to the direction of her lover as he warmly thanked the audience for the awesome night in Manila. His eyes were full of love, i knew for a reason that the glimmer in his eyes weren't for the fans alone. It was obviously because of her.

 

 

It was nearing to an end as she left the crowd, vanishing through the shadows of the unknowns. I took a step back, head bowed down as I griped the microphone and caarefully whispered, "I love you." 

 

 

Even if people begun screaming their lungs out after I shut my mouth, I stayed silent for a moment. I hope I said those words before she left, but no. I hope she heard. 

 

 

 

I hope she knew;