Life isn't as simple as seem. It can be very cruel and disgusting. Then you can live happy and enjoyable life but only if you decided so. Everyone has secrets. They all are scared of something. You can't trust everyone you meet on the street, they can betray you. You will always learn something from the past even in the future. But the question is, what would you choose to do? Hate everything like Kris? Keep playing people's hearts like Yongguk? Being lovesick like Tao? Or, is the cutest pers

I miss B.A.P all the time and I kinda ship BangDae so hard so I feel like writing fics about them even if it's just a drabble.   I thought of making a collection of Drabbles using my royal otps (mainly BangDae) as characters.   I am not a professional English speaker, so expect grammatical errors. -bangdaebutt

When Yongguk’s contract ends, he goes -because he has to. When Junhong’s contract ends, he stays -because Yongguk wishes he could. “These are as much his farewells as they are mine.”

short drabble

it's a parody of skydive music's video

      " I swear I wasn't taking you in picture, I was capturing a Pokémon! "              

If Himchan was the tide, Jongup was the moon. (Sequel to Golden Pastures)

Oneshot collection of B.A.P, including Banglo, Himup, Daejae, Banghim, Bangdae, Himjae, Himlo, Jonglo, and more to come! Click on cover to direct to page.

[Genderbend] Nicotine and cherry chapstick. Himchan would taste like that now.     -- OneShot. ~3k words -- Literally I feel like an LGBTQ activist. -_-) Genderbend is a guilty pleasure. No regrets.    

Yongguk and Jongup are the top students of the arts' section of the school; and they have a thing for painting florals on Himchans body. Himchan from the commerce section, somehow fits into the picture; because they said "We like you."   :

Junhong wants attention and Yongguk knew that. [Banglo with cameos of Himup and Younglo]   [Teaser] ••⃝•• “My PhD. It’s going to take a year.”

Himchan is just a barista. It's always empty and boring and then a certain puppy walked in and changed all of that.

Just a story that popped into my head after seeing some BAP members' posts. It's not much, but I hope you like it!  

Himchan and Jonup go ice skating and Jongup is nervous.

Himchan’s son wonders why he loves staring at the moon so much. This is a story about little Kim Jiwon's parents that has a series of misunderstandings and love for clear skies. Join Himchan and Jongup as they go through ups and downs and eventually conquer it.   The sky is clear today, something good will happen. What do you think? :)

What shocking news from Yongguk could possibly cause Himchan to choke on a piece of beef and Daehyun to exchange a few knowing smirks with Youngjae? For once, even Jongup didn't seem clueless when he stepped in between Himchan and Yongguk who was burning with anger. As for Zelo, he had been burning with a whole new feeling since it all started. Do I even care ...?   

    I liked to call it my first kiss.                    

  Yesterday I updated Addict and I recieved 8 new subscribers, and because I can't thank all of you individually. I wrote all you guys a cute HimUp oneshot. I want to thank; LoveMeImFab, Freakinme, KpopMyLife22, Vicious_Vixen, BunnieV, lucky11, XxExoricBabyAngelxX, and TabiBangloBomb. <33

When a cupcakes lover meets a greasy thieve.

Even though they can't yet clearly see everything that's ahead of them, they know neither of them is alone in this mess from the way their palms are pressed tightly together.   Drabble / one shot. >500 words. HimUp.      

Himchan went there for the coffee. Honestly. That is why he walked twenty minutes there and back in his lunch break, and went out of his way each morning and evening before and after work. It was because of the coffee, not because of the barista behind the counter. And because he went there for the coffee, and not the boy that made it, Himchan did not feel slightly down on his visits when the barista was not there. No, the only reason he was more grumpy than usual on those days was because th

Himchan was Jongup's biggest fan. There was no doubt about it, not really. He knew it himself, and while he would never admit it out loud, he was proud and quite protective of that title.

Himchan share's his ice cream with Jongup.

Himchan wasn't a man of many words; or any words at all really. Even when he was young, a child – he wouldn't speak. He'd understand what was being told to him, and make simple gesture's of the things he needed. Food, a hug – to be held. He'd raise his arms and open his mouth and point to it – but nothing more than that. It wasn't that he couldn