I hate that I love you
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It was never supposed to be this way

It was supposed to be me imaging myself supporting you at your wedding beside you

Rather than me imaging myself walking down that very isle

I hate that I accidentally caught feelings for you, but I can’t help it

The way you smiled, laugh, and cried to me as if we were the last two people on earth

It was just us against everything else

Me and you

But now it’s just me

Me against this unwanted love that is risking everything I have left with you

I hate it

I miss you

I love you

I’m sorry

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