As a Taoris author

As a Taoris author, it's becoming very hard to keep on writing stories whilst knowing that your ship is slowly sinking. ;;

Every time I feel sad while writing, I watch their videos or look at their pictures and god, you can really see how much Tao adores Kris. It really is saddening -is there even such word? okay whatever.  that Kris had left exo. I know I said I'll support him but still, we all have to admit that we wished/hoped that he won't really be leaving. But then again, I think Kris had improved more now, his voice in his ost for his movie is freaking good. I actually cried a little because I'm an emotional kid. No just kidding, it's because of his coat. Tao wore it before. it. I don't know where, but here take a look.

 

To be quite honest, Taoris is one of the ships that I've adored so much I seriously cry when I read angst stories about them. But in all ing honesty, I am seriously (still) hoping that Kris would be back. Have you watched exo's 2015 season greetings? Tao sounded so life less, I felt sad. There was no sparkle in his eyes at all. Again, I felt sad. And then I listened to Kris's song again after watching, and somehow I can't help but to relate the lyrics to their relationship before and now. Blame my emotional hormones, but I'm sorry not sorry. Do you think Tao had already forgiven Kris? :c In my opinion, I think not yet. I mean, not fully? Ah MY HEART ///3 Then there's Kris's fans who bashes Tao because of him being emotional about Kris's issue, like what the is wrong with you people? Tao's just human, of course he was hurt and if he's still hurting until now then you can do nothing 'bout it so off. 3 MY TAORIS HEART IS BREAKING. AND SO MUCH TAOHUN MOMENTS'S NOT HELPING ;; *goes to the corner and dies*

 

p.s

anyway, will be posting the update later. sorry it's late. I was ... I have no excuse, fml. OTL

 

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Maddymoonchild
#1
It's okay, friend. Taoris may be broken, but it could be saved. We have no way of knowing if the two are still in contact or not. I think Tao was very hurt by Kris leaving because they were so close (perhaps in a relationship, you never know). I think Tao has finally moved on, but is still a little sad. And yes, there's a lot of Taohun, but I don't see it as romantic. I might be the only one though. Sehun is similar in age and personality to Tao, so it's easy for them to get along. I honestly believe Sehun has been the comforting friend as Tao has been sad through the months.
Whatever the case, it's okay to keep shipping Taoris, because you never know what's going on all the time or what the future might hold. I believe someday they'll be reunited and after Tao beats Kris up, they'll be friends again lol
Btw, if you were unsure (I got that from your wording, but could be wrong), Kris wore the coat in his MV for "There is a Place" (I believe that's the title) and Tao wore his for his appearance in Zhoumi's "Rewind" video.
These are just my thoughts, but I hope you stay positive :)
legna_angel
#2
Be strong, fellow Taoris shipper. We shall all go down with this ship but in alternate universes, forever will it sail!

Well, that and we all have to finish our ongoing stories ;)

Don't worry, you aren't the only one with conflicting, sad feels. I have them too. But I am cheering you on author-nim! Keep those updates coming!