Hi everyone~

I hope 2015 has come in nicely for everyone and that your 2014 ended well too!

Okay, so I know everyone is wondering why I haven't updated in forever.  The biggest reason is my health and most specifically, my hand.  I had a large tumor on my finger and it became nearly impossible to type, even without using it.  I did get it removed but it has taken a long time (over half the year) to heal from surgery.  The good news is that the tumor was benign, I am recovering more every day, and at least I can kind of type now :D  The bad news is that it is gonna be a while before I am back where I once was in typing (70-80 words a minute) because one of the main nerves in my fingertip had to be removed and my finger is basically numb forever.  Trust me, that makes it quite challenging to type let alone do other things.

I found I can now type well with 9 fingers, lol, but that really kind of defeats the purpose of rehabilitating the finger so I have made a conscience effort to go slow and use it.  So basically bear with me as I gain speed and use of my hand again.  I kind of need that finger to work as best as it can you know?

Just so all of you know, back in May when Kris left, I actually cried because I couldn't type the rest of Wonderwall let alone any of my other stories.  I was at a low point because basically I hadn't been able to type well for several weeks already before he left, I had been very ill with other problems, and when he did leave and I couldn't get the job done typing, it was very difficult for me.  Rather than post shoddy work, I chose to wait and when they said I had a tumor, my world stopped until we knew it wasn't going to kill me.  Please forgive me for being unable to do it and know that I really did want to do it not only for all of you but for myself too. 

When I started writing here over 3 yrs ago, I was much healthier and stronger.  The fact I haven't updated much in 2014 reflects how much that has deterioated.  However, that is starting to change and I am happy to report that this January is MUCH better physically for me than last year!  I am looking forward to this year and have begun writing again...slowly, lol.  My support network irl is backing me up and cheering me on as I consider each paragraph a victory (and you have no idea how proud I am of this post I am typing ALL ON MY OWN!  forgive any errors too please, lol).

That said, I can't tell you when I'll be done or ready to post.  I can tell you that prior to losing all ability to type last year I had already drafted updates for several of my stories so some can possibly 'get done' quicker but that also means they will not update again that quickly, with the exception possibly of Wonderwall and Moondust because they had multiple rough drafts due to complex plot lines.  But if you are willing to wait a bit with me, I will literally bust my to get things moving again.  *bows three times to all of you slowly*

In closing, I am still on tumblr and can say that saved my sanity this last year when I couldn't type (I could at least click and reblog!)  I still love EXO, Kris, and Luhan.  I still love my stories and love writing.  And I really love and appreciate my family, my friends, and all of you lovely people who read and enjoy my work.  Since this is going to be the year of the sheep, hopefully I and my updates will come in like a lamb and go out into 2016 like a lion :D  (Meaning, I will enter soft, steady, and quiet to this year but go out of it strong, leaping, and roaring)

All my love,

Legna_angel