My life has been pretty crazy lately. I feel so damn bad I cannot find time to sit down and continue writing Withered Pages!!!

Our family just migrated to the US two months ago and since then, I have been doing a lot of commitments. I started working already plus I'm fixing stuff on continuing college here. Even though, I still think it's practical (financially) to finish what I have started back in the Philippines. 4 out of 10 freakin terms left before I achieve my bachelor's degree in Nursing if I finish there!! But, gotta listen to them folks. :(

Another depressing fact is that all of this happened while crazy stuff has been happening to the Kpop industry. I mean, seriously, if someone has been praying or working hard to take Kpop down, is surely doing a good job. I guess all we can do now is to do a better job and be awesome fangirls and not leave our oppa's. Right?

Anyway, I still feel sad with what's happening to my top two groups (EXO and Super Junior) and  and my top favorite entertainment agency. SME, wth is wrong with you lately?? EXO members leaving and stuff, not to mention other groups from said agency has been doing the same. And, of course, the continuous outbreak of dating issues. Something's definitely up. But whatever it is, I hope the fans could come all together and support the artists' music all the same.

Although, I must say that I am really happy for Sungminnie oppa to be married. I don't want to think like some crazy fangirl and mop around about it, but I am definitely glad he's happy and settled! I mean, duh, he's in his late 20's and deserve to get married like anybody else. As for the rumors of Luhan about to get arranged for marriage to someone because of chaebol issues, I'm not saying I believe it to be true but if it were, I support Luhan all the way. He has high respects to his parents and I salute him for that. We on the same boat baby. *insert dramatic sobs here*

Life's frustrating but I hope I would still be able to continue writing. All the more am I hoping that the spark to come up of stuff to write will never fade... because I am honestly feeling that way lately.

Geez... I cannot even write a long, sensible blog anymore. I feel like crying.

I want to get back into writing. But for now, real life awaits. Will write soon.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!

--Jean