A day ago, I dreamt a very sweet dream. This was my dream.

I and mom travelled to South Korea for the second time because my mom had a business there. Unexepectedly, my mom knew Nam Woohyun's father, which was a surprise to me. In Woohyun's house, other Infinite members visited. There was L. I met them. Then, L spoke to me. We chatted. He even borrowed me a DVD of a Korean drama and said that I could bring it back to him anytime. 

He asked me go out with him from the house. I agreed. Then, the place switched. We were somewhere rainy. I wore a blue raincoat, so did he. He wore the pink one. We sat under a hut and talked. He complained about the rain. I said it was fine since it was not ice rain. He replied that he wished it was snow since December had arrived. I told him  when I was nine, I had visited Korea and celebrated Christmas there.

Then, we went to a cafe where I found a phone. I contacted home and overheard a conversation between my mom and my maids. When I and L were in Woohyun's house again, my mom announced that I and her would go back to Indonesia. I was sad and declared that I wanted to celebrate Christmas with L. L said that he might busy on that day due to his busy schedule.

Then, I woke up from my sleep. The dream ended. My mind was like, "Mom, why didn't you just allow me to celebrate this year's Christmas with L? Damn you.".