I loved them as nine.

I cried with them as nine.  

I waited for the nine of them to make a comeback

I also wanted for them to end as nine, together. 

I clearly remember her saying on win win a long time ago that she wanted snsd's way down to be more beautiful than anyone else's, more beautiful than their way up. But all of those sentiments were ruined in a couple of mere hours. 

I just hope there are no member conflicts, and i hope they're not crying right now,  because if us fans who have known her for only 7-8 years are hurting like crazy, how would the girls whom she's been around for the past almost 2 decades feel? 

So this is to Taengoo: please don't lock yourself up and brood over this. It's not your fault,  none of this is your fault,  and we fans are sure that you must have tried your hardest to keep soshi whole. 

To Sunny: don't miss Sica too much, with her weird phone camera antics and dolphin squeal. Please watch over your health, don't worry too much because what's done is done.  Fans will love you both,  because love is limitless.  

To Tiffany: So nyuh shi dae was real okay? You and your 8 sisters were real, and you did amazing things with them.   They're family okay?  Sones are family,  you aren't alone.  We love you, and the soshibond is real, and 9 will forever be your lucky number. Your dreams are still waiting out there,  you have some more countries to take over, some more hearts to win, and i promise sones will not move from your side. 

To Hyoyeon: don't frown, because that life long friend that you've known the longest isn't going to be there all the time now. Even though you'll have no one to argue with now,  no one to get drunk and mad and laugh together with, you were the greatest motivator a girl could have.  

To Yuri: I guess it'll be hard to not have Sica around, for you to gossip and hug and run around with at concerts.There won't be someone to mess up your cooking and no one to say that you're burdening them with too much food.  But sone promise that we'll make sure this isn't the end. We will support you until the day that you decide yourself that it's time for you to set your mic down and go on elsewhere, like Sica. 

To Sooyoung: Don't cry okay? My sweet sensitive unnie, don't cry over what you could have done, or should have done. You're strong, and if you're feeling down now, let it all out. But then pick yourself back up okay? Sones will wait right here, and your members will hug you and cry with you if you need them to. You need time, but time will heal all wounds.

To Yoona: Don't be sad that there won't be anyone to scare with cucumbers anymore, I'm sure you could mail some to her wherever she's headed. And even though you won't have Sica to annoy with your aegyo voice, and no one to rely on your strength to open jars and boxes, remember that you're still uri wonderful Him Yoona. You're the center, and rather than feeling burdened please be happy? If you're happy,  then we can at least breathe knowing soshi is doing better. Keep your energy going, because your laugh is contagious and sones would like to see it soon..

To baby maknae: For the unnie you loved and respected so much, please wish her well. Don't hold it in your heart, but you have thanked her a lot! Pour your feelings out into your diary, read some more self improvement books,  but please understand that no matter how many more books you read, nothing will change. Don't blame yourself, and it's not because you're lacking. I'm sure Sica has been amazed to see you grow over the years. 

And finally, to the ice princess who rules our hearts - to Jung Sooyeon: You've made us sones into a mass of crying, blubber messes. But we just want you to be happy okay? We understand that our time is limited together, but please stay in touch with the girls. And post sometimes for us to know how you're doing okay? Because you're forever one of our girls, a member of the legendary kpop group who set record and record. Thank you for making the past 5 years as a sone for me so beautiful. Soshi wouldn't have been the same without your angelic voice, smooth harmonization and cute antics. Take care, and sones wish you the best of luck wherever you're headed, you definitely have the passion and dedication to succeed no matter what you do. Annyeong So nyuh shi dae's ice princess, sleepy head,  musical genius, barbie doll. 

Hello Jessica Jung, Blanc group CEO, former top girl group member, with a traveler's spirit, brave heart and beautiful smile.