(i hope nobody click thinking it's MY album's preview...lmao.)

 

sigh...

i guess this is the reaction when i'm just so...........yeah. well...whatever...:/

still waiting for someone who can actually buy the CD to upload it on yt...heck why even the official MV not uploaded yet when it's been days? what's the point of having MV if it can't be viewed anywhere...-_-...

i'm this close to going to his fb n twitter to yell(but holding myself cuz what if his fans come n yell at me 'omg how dare you scold opparrrrrr' /rollseyes/)...seriously...have some mercy to international fans. besides, international fans' money are money too...so why not sell to bigger demographic buyers? (sorry, i'm too realistic to view anything in mushy fangirly way...it's all about business n money in reality,i'm not that naive.)

i've been having mental breakdown nervousness curiosity eversince saw news of this new album...which i always get when it comes to this singer cuz his music has never disappoint me even once yet...so...it's more worrisome to have that first disappointment comin' at 'ya...all my other idols have disappoint me at some point when it comes to their music...so...this timebomb like feeling of waiting for your last hope to burst out is just....ugh....

anyway, since it's not outuploaded on youtube yet still...there's preview of the songs...in fact the lyrics are out, n it's kinda bummer that in this album he only write a few lyrics for korean version, none for japanese ones, while in his previous release he wrote almost for all songs korean n japanese versions n i really like his lyrics style. n the funnier thing is i already get req to translate, i mean me...who only translate things blindly n isn't even some sophisticated educated professional (well...i'll still need the songs for even my lacking trans) n since i'm too nice to disappoint any reqs...i guess if the songs come out soon...it'll mean...i'll take break from updating fics...yay...not like it make any difference anyway...i'm just worried about my August fic cuz of the time limit...aaaahhhh....but i'm not inspired now....-_-...somebody need to upload the songs like right now T^T...lol. i'm crazy (sorry for being too hyper...i blame chris...whut?)

okok...here are the previews...though it's out for 5 days already...

 

i can detect a song i don't fancy that much already...lol. guess which one? nah...i'll tell...the last one. lol. it's so kpop style n i'm horrified to find that that's the one i didn't like much...what is happening to my kpopped ears? aaaaahhh...(though the little lyrics previewed reminds me of M.E.N's song...lol) ....anyway, heard that that song was made for/during SS501 time but never recorded/released or something like that? yeah...here's the rapper for that song...doesn't she look cute? lol. i think the first n last songs sound like they're not in same group with other songs...but i'm okay with the title song...idk...maybe it's too early since haven't heard everything...

anyway, other songs in this album surprised me...bcuz...they have...different style than i'd have imagined though i already suspected it after seeing the titles...n though i'm not sure if they're my style or not yet since they're still too foreign for my ears...

but i already have good feelings/potential to like, for some of the songs...please don't disappoint....Even if Thousand Years Pass though...goosebumps...the arrangement sounds beautiful...but seems like no hyungjun :( ....oh well...hyungjun should release his own version of the song too though i don't think i'd want to buy his album haaa.../runs/ unless he suddenly has songs/music i like...(highly doubt that'd happen but you can try lol)

anyway, i still hate that pink hair. his long hair that other SS501 members n the fans kept complaining/making fun about was so much better(i like it actually lol)...and i won't be surprised if he did this hair colouring himself whether it's possible or not considering he's sucha  diy artiste(not saying it's a bad thing at all)...lol...i mean, he even styled n makeuped his show's MC...the poor guy xD the guy's kinda cute without the makeups lol but if that means a bonding session then i guess....as long as they're happy...lol(somewhere back in korea though, hyungjun's jealous!) ...now can you just imagine him performing all those heavier n serious rock ballad songs from the album in this pink hair?...-_-....

well, no need to imagine...he already did it...lol

hmm...while i can't quite decide my feels for the songs yet...but i like the music direction he's taking n the matured feels that'd suit old ppl's music taste/coughs/...(not counting the title song n the last song lol) actually when he posted some melancholic twitter status message i could already guess it's going to be song lyrics n it's probly going to be rock ballad...n while idk which song that lyrics is from yet...it looks like i got it right...xD...(though wasn't expecting for like the whole album to be filled with those heavier rockballad sounds)...i still like the overall feels of his Save Us Tonight album production a lil better...but idk since i haven't heard everything....not like i can have the albums anyway...-_-...but the vocals projection from the preview doesn't sound as perfect as he could've done...i feel like his live vocals are even better than in recording...hmm....anyway, maybe i'm wrong...it's not like the full songs are available for me to decide yet.

 

Anyway, on a random note...heard of his new musical?

Going to play angel n devil? haa...ain't that so like him? does that mean there will be Romeo? that'd be interesting...xD....now why does it suddenly remind me of my Battle leader Ryu T^T...he's awesome at playing angelic n evil/psychotic // creepy guy too (he seriously freaked me out in the short movie...that smile is scaryyyy)...n he loves acting in musical/theatre too....aaahhh, i want Ryu back in action now....T^T...

waitwaitwait...this post is about Jungmin...isn't it?

oh really?

ahh whatever...

i just spent time not sleeping doing this?

i so have life. n it is so fabulous. /rollseyes/

/runs wailing/

(what did i just write/post?)

must be my hyper mood tonight.

i blame chris. (again)

lol.

/runs out chasing after chris for ruining my fabulous life /coughs-lol/