As a norm, every time I take public transport (I would make a blog post on this sometime about pros and cons of it if you wish to visit Sri Lanka, I mean, you just GOT to plug your ears in the bus) I plug my ears, as said, turn the volume up until my samsung says this bloody message on something about ear injuries and listen to the glorious voice of Gyu. That was just the begining, because its just normal (for everyone) to zone out while listening to music until the conductor start snapping before my face (we don't have ticketing machines or bus passes but a dude whom we call the conductor who takes the money  but never issues a ticket) but when I zoned out to the point where I missed my stop; well, i realized, that's just darn bad. And that happened to me today.

Yeah, well, the root cause for that would have been the existence of gyu (not the infatuation we have) while the trigger cause for it would be

THIS;

http://www.allkpop.com/article/2014/08/which-infinite-member-is-your-perfect-match

and I got him, I.GOT.KIM.SUNG.GYU.

I'm not entirely sure whether it is what you call fate or if its mere coincidence (or if I purposefully 'jinxed' my answers) but yeah, I got Gyu, and that sent me off to cloud nine, I didn't focus on anything, ANYTHING afterwards, feeling as though my parents had just accepted my long term relationship or something;

Now how bad does that sound?

Thinking it out now, at 1.30 am in the midnight while skimming through the UN charter, it does sound VERY VERY VERY BAD.

Why?

Because;

I, Achini, a twenty year old Sri Lankan who has no possible way of seeing him in skin and flesh, and a two year long Gyu stan who's current ambition is to become a mic stand / ledue-not-pinkeu undie / a certain banana / a hamster wheel etc, NO LONGER CAN IMAGINE HOW HER FUTURE LIFE WOULD BE.

Have you ever had that moment when you suddenly stop on everything you do and start thinking of where you would end up in another ten or so years? It's scary, really, to think that you grow up, get married, make babies, live and die, it's even scarier to think that ALMOST EVERYONE in this world have to go through this very same process (or somewhat similar) in their life span, and you start wondering if you're going on the right way.

And loving Kim Sung Gyu to death is going to absolutely ruin my life, period, because I can't get myself to think of loving anyone, let alone do anything else other than loving our dear overly-attractive-that-you-can't-bare-at-times-so-you-bang-your-head-on-the-nearest-wall Kim Sung Gyu. I mean, Kim Sung Gyu had literally become my criteria of selecting the guy I want to date, marry and spend the rest of my life with.

To be honestly honest; twenty years, I never found that guy.

Thus in conclusion, I stated that nobody in the world can match the utter perfection that Kim Sung Gyu is.

That's pretty scary, honestly, because we all know it ty sure that Kim Sung Gyu is not someone that you can easily reach (unless you were a micstand or a mic which inspired my life ambition) and all us young Gyu stans go around doing is thinking of the ordinary guys, looking at the guys around you through the lense that we look at Kim Sung Gyu. This is true, trust me; I'm sure I'm not the only one who go red and become shy when someone asks if you have a crush on someone and eventually reply 'no' because telling that he knows no crap about your existence would sound extra gullible, but you see, stepping into the society, I DO see the need of moving onto loving the people whom you can reach for real.

Because we all have lives to live, and yeah, that cycle is valid on everyone, including Kim Sung Gyu.

But don't get me wrong, I am NOT saying that we should give up on this love we have for our dear leader, and we know that we can't but here's the trick, distinguish between real life and that imaginary part of it you like to enjoy, don't balance it, give more priority to the side of real life and just leave that latter part to live and grow on its own until you need it the most. I know, we all want the perfect life with the perfect guy and a perfect future and that perfection, we should know, won't come from the source we think it would; but a source we never imagined it to be.

Who knows? It might be even the guy who sits next to you in the bus, rolling eyes at you when you zone out on Sung Gyu's heavenly voice!

(No no, That WILL NOT BE KIM MYUNG SOO!)

Sigh.

Anyways, that being said, please do give your love and support to Gyu and Inpiniteu with back back back back ba~ack and view the MV on and on to give Gyu and the boys some awards, and also watch Highschool love on and give the Yeol and Namu your love (although yeol is like a whinned up dolly in it, my poor baby choding) Anyone who couldn't find the links, I'm happy to give you.

and in the end, FLIP EVERYTHING and LOVE KIM SUNG GYU!

because;

*slowly returns to the UN charter like nothing happened*

CHEERS!

Cr. for the images; Owners.