i think a fangirls' heart is pure and innocent. lol cause, they love that certain idol/s even if they clearly know that they could never be loved back. they give their time for them, searching facts about them, spazzing over them, and daydreaming about them. hahaha they even cry their hearts out over them, and feel hurt every time something went wrong to them or every time they hear a rumor or a confirmation that their bias is dating someone, heck even if they just saw a picture of their bias with a girl. haha they got jealous over other fans who get to meet them, have a picture with and all. Also, if one of the members of a boy band is leaving. :( it is so heartbreaking. ok, moving on. haha ah! We always save money (unless your rich haha) just to buy their albums, kpop merch and for a ticket to their concert just to support them and get to see them even just for a meter away or to see them up close. haha but if we don't have enough money for those, we just have to accept the fact and maybe sulk about it or make a fuss about it or yeah cry over it. haha Being a fangirl has its disadvantages and advantages. They're one of the reasons of our pain sometimes, but then they're also one of the reasons of our happiness! yep! the fangirls' life. cruel yet wonderful.