Soooo.. uhhh you see, there's this guy I've been liking for nearly 5 years. Let's just call him Blue. haha. anyways, just when I thought I'm finally over him, well I saw him again. and guess what! I realized that i still like him. I also had a crush on someone. and i guess that's the reason why I thought and even felt that I'm totally over mr. blue. aaanddd I AM SOOO WROOONG!! haha so uhh yeah idk. hahaha this is crazy. i'm just fooling myself. gaaah!! hahaha he doesn't like me back. haha yeah! 3 lol. *sighs* idk what to dooooo!!! haha it's tiring, frustrating, heartbreaking and painful to like someone who will never like you back. hahahaha why o why do i always like someone who doesn't like me back. hahahaha aigoooo! this is crazy. gosh! I'm crazy. i'm just laughing it off but the truth is, it's kind of painful. you know. haha gosh!! the heck am i saying right now! hahahaha I'm so hopless! haha oh weeelll~ this is life. haha