so instagram isn't working right now, so i thought 'why not make my first blog post?' 

first of all, my opinion on kris leaving is neutral. i know it's freaking shocking and sad that he wants to leave, but you can't stop him. it's his own choice if he wants to or not. when i first heard of the news, i was in utter disbelief and shock. i wanted to cry so much, but i was so shocked that i couldn't. i couldn't think straight for the rest of that day. the news hit me hard.

i know you all want kris to stay, but if he wants to, let him. if he thinks it's better for him, let him. if it will make him happy, let him. if he really wants to, set him free for him to find a new galaxy. respect his decision. that's it. i know your freaking sad and depressed as hell, but there's nothing you can do to change his mind. it's his own decision.

on the other hand, i really want to talk about the rest of the members. im so surprised at how some people call themselves "fans" of exo, but when something big happens, they freaking turn their backs on exo right away and start bashing them. are you ing kidding me? how the hell do you even call yourselves "fans?" 

the rest of the exo's members are probably hurting as much as we are, or even more. kris is their brother and they've been with each other for years, so they're probably twice as sad as we are. so ing leave them alone. stop making up bull that i've never heard before. stop violating them. stop going after their families. stop making rude comments on their personal accounts online. stop all those dumb s and just go get a damn life.

its funny how they say they love exo so much, but they can never ever stand by exo's side when something like this happens. those other 11 are working their ing asses off for us fans. they're working hard to show us their best, working hard for their concerts, music programs, other activities that they have. they're putting in 100% effort. so stfu. 

a member planning to leave is hard enough for them. now some "fans" are gonna go and hurt them even more? they do ing so much for us and we can't even repay them rightly. 

and to those of you planning to make a black ocean at exo's first concert, go ing die in a hole. those who are planning to do that, don't even bother going to the damn concert. exo work their butts off. practicing every ing day, having sleepless nights, not having proper meals. this is suppose to be a memorable moment for them. they've been waiting for this moment probably their whole lives. so don't ing ruin it please. 

ever since exo debut, they've had tons of hardships. they've overcome pain, sadness, stress, anger, frustration, everything just for us. my heart ing hurts like hell every time i see them fall on their knees because they're in pain somewhere, or when darker bags are under their eyes, or when their eyes are red because they've been crying. are you seriously gonna bring more pain to them? they're already in pain, mentally and physically. so stop this bull and be there for them when they need their fans most. 

like i said, you can't ing do anything about kris leaving. it's his own ing decision. so get that through your ing heads. and stop making up bull about the rest of the members, just because your angry that kris' leaving. the 11 members didn't even ing know. so ing leave them along please. 

sometime or later, i've finally learned to set kris free and maybe that's what you guys need to do. set him free for him to find a new galaxy. stay strong & we'll miss you, kris ♡.

as for the rest of the members, please stand by their side and stand up for them when they need it most. that's what us fans are suppose to do. lets cheer on for them, vote for them, and love them. they're in utter pain right now, so please just be by their side. stay strong, exo ♡.

stay strong, you 12 idiots that i call my life ♡.

ily all 12 of you so much.

the one who's looks like a maknae, but is the oldest, xiumin. the flower boy who i still can't believe that he's the second oldest, luhan. the galaxy fanfan, kris. the amazing guardian of exo, suho. probably the nicest guy you've ever met, lay. my fearless angel, baekhyun. the troll, but mama-like, chen. the happy virus, who's smile is the greatest thing, chanyeol. the violent, but also mama-like, kyungsoo. the kungfu panda, who's a sometimes a crybaby, tao. the dark skin and shy boy, with amazing dancing skills, kai. the cold looking, but goofy maknae, sehun. 

i love them all so much. 

we are one ♡.

we are exo ♡.

exo, saranghaja ♡.