so, yesterday news was pretty something right? I mean, it was for me. There's been something wrong with my wifi at home, and when I do have wifi, I was greeted with this news. Of course, I was incredibly shocked. Of course, I was sad. Of course, I was jealous. But seriously what can I do? He doesn't know that I exist in this world, he'll probably never will. I'm just another fangirl who's insanely in love with him. To be completely honest, I've never really shipped Baekhyun and Taeyeon together, but I'll will support them for Baekhyun's happiness. 

On the other hand, how can some of you call yourself fans? I mean, when this happens, even if your sad and jealous as hell, you should still stand by Baekhyun's side. Some fans returned their 'Singin In The Rain' Musical tickets right after they heard the news. Baekhyun is known for the EXO member with the most fansites, some of those fansites are slowly closing down after the news. I know you're all sad and jealous, but honestly what can any of us do? Baekhyun's happy. Isn't that what we all want? Even if we're not the ones making him happy, we should still be happy for him. I know he made a promise to us, saying that he'll date when he reaches 35 years old, but he broke it. Tbh, promises are always meant to be broken, that's why people should never ever make promises.

"Idols shouldn't promise unnecessary and sweet things to their fans because when they break it, fans will be disappointed." - Heechul 

right there is honestly a life lesson for idols. Baekhyun promised us something, he broke it, fans are literally hating and bashing him now. In my preservative, I'll continue to support him no matter what. I've loved this boy for more than 1 year, and still is. I'm not gonna throw away all of my love for him, just because of this. Overdose era was definitely a different story. Some of you are thinking that this is going all too fast for EXO because they're still slightly a new group. I agree with you on that. But sometimes, you can't help but fall in love. You can't help, but do reckless things without thinking much. 4 months. They've been dating for only 4 months. Idols usually date for like nearly a year until they're revealed. Baekhyun is probably suffering a lot because of these news. 

Theres something that's bugging me though. How did they date for 4 months without any fans knowing? EXO is known for having high sasengs and a group of fans that follow them nearly everywhere and know what they're up too. It's sucipicious, but I won't tell any further about my thoughts on that. 

Anyways, my love for Baekhyun won't shortened or anything like that. I still love him til the end of the world. He's still the light of my life. He's still my everything. I'll still stand by his side and continue to watch over him. Hell yeah, I'm sad as hell, jealous as hell, but for Baekhyun's happiness, I'll support him with him and Taeyeon dating. It hurts like hell, I know. I feel that feeling too, and it's probably the worst feeling ever. It feels like your heart is literally on fire. It feels like your heart is slowly breaking down. But I'll push away all those feelings and still love Baekhyun, even if it hurts. I'll continue to watch over Baekhyun and stand by his side. I'll continue to love him. I hope all you other fans do the same thing. Please don't hate him and bash him. He's still the Baekhyun that we all loved from the beginning.

"I love you, my fearless light ♡"