is it my fault?

hai..

i dont have anyone to share my problems...i told my friends this evening but one of them said it was my fault ad im overrrr sensitive and i should not always hoping for everyone's help. one of them said nothing. just smile and she said no comment. 

so today im so stress!! this morning got result test. im so down cause im fail but many of my friend passes. i can do better but on exam day i was late and could not get enough time to make all questions. so i missed the easiest question and left it blank..now when i got the paper and compare it, seriously im really down. there's one question where many students couldnt get it right but i got full mark! and im very sure i can get an A if i can make that question...silly me!! 

then after that on this evening, i told my friend about me and my another friend. me and she fought. this is because i lost my patience after so many times i asked her to help me give me navigation to some place where she have been gone for many times. she asked me why im bother to go there, with whom i were and so many simple question but never reply me abut the navigation. it just i got no gps even in my phone. that's why i asked her. first, i thought she was so busy so she couldnt reply me but when im online, i saw her statuses. i was like..what the hell?? it has been so many times she done me this. last night im exploded and we fought. so this evening my another friend asked me to go out with our gang but i refused as i hear she will join us. i know, im bit unmatured but its kind of awkward u know. so my friend mad at me and said that was MY MISTAKE! 

is that true? am i really the wrong one? so i should bear with her eventhough for everything she done?? im confused. just now im crying in front of her because she yell at me..i dont know...

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lovelyndgrey2230
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it's not your fault :) It's only right for you to blow up at times because if you hold ur anger in then it's not healthy for you...i hope everything will be better between u and ur friend soon ^^