It's been almost 2 months since i'm bedridden here in the hospital. today my doctor said i can go home in a week if my condition is progressing well like now. Can't wait to go home and school again, but I'm supposedly staying at home for my healing time. I can't move around like I used to be and can't do anything like a normal person do. so I'm taking a semester break and I'm extending my studies for a year :'( no I'm not paralyzed yet, but I got a traumatic injury at my back from slipping a spinal disc and it refrains me from actively moving around. All this while i've been fed with snakehead fish soups and sea cucumber soups. It does give much help for injuries actually.. Take care guys. 

So, since i'm just staying on the bed every day (Except for some days i need to go for my physiotherapy session), my sister provides me with lots of her Jdorama collections and some of kdramas... i started to love Haruma Miuri.. you guys know him? he is a japan actor with super talented talents!!!!!!! urghh i just love him so much..i watch his dramas everyday and replays it again and again..Know what, since my passion is now at Haruma san and jdrama, my hangul languages are getting weaker....omg i need help!! 

Lately i've been watching big byung and i love them!!! That's where i know who is N, Sungjae, Jackson and hyuk.. they are super funny!!!! I dont know, my heart is beating fast for hakyeon...why is it like this? the same thing happens when i see haruma san..ive been in many fandoms, but only 3 guys who can make my heart pounding like this which are donghae, haruma and now it's hakyeon.. you know, the one with have very manly image.. i mean, i like jaejoong too, but he doesnt make me flutters like them..btw, they are just a dream, right? my only sweet dream.. Because of kpop and japan, i am now considering a chinese guy at least as my ideal type and although my boyfriend is not a chinese but he is mixed and he got smiling eyes which always make me flutters enough every day..hahahaha...

I'm bored here so i just going to type something..my ideas for next chapter of my fanfics wont just appears.. 

 

so..hhmm..let me present to you these gorgoues, handsomest, manliest guys i've ever meet except from my dad and boyfriend (he would br super mad if i dont mention him, though)

  

 

matured haruma

haruma

  >/////<

 

now it's Donghae turn

 

 

 

and last but not least, a new guy who made my heart flutters much, Cha Hakyeon.. i love his manly voice..it melts me in instant..his live jaw line too..omg i can't..

 

 

 

 

 

okay let's sleep by now..nurse is coming and give me a warning signal..good night peeps!!!

 

err..btw, if you guys could give me any of their best fanfics i would really delighted :)  but strictly no .. :)