So, I don’t think it’s any secret that I didn’t  (gasp!) start out as a Gyustan. If you’ve ever read my first fanfic on this site, then you’ll know that not only was I not into Sunggyu, I even wrote him as an obtuse, misogynistic blabbermouth who A) did not garner enough respect to be called “hyung” and B) was almost killed by my then-bias.

Who was the bias who was edged out by the hamster leader?

None other than Infinite’s very own visual, the other Kim of the group: Kim Myungsoo, a.k.a L, a.k.a flower beggar, a.k.a my second ultimate bias.

Please don’t ask me how this:

Got pushed out of the top spot by this:

(Ye gads, all he needs is gloves and he’d basically be wearing a Hazmat suit!)

Still, you'd like to know how it happened, right? Well, it just…happened. Just one of those things, you know? One day, you’re gushing over the absolutely flawless bone structure of a chic city man:

Next thing you know, your tastes shift to…

…I don’t even have words to describe him. And not in an Oh-my-God-his-looks-defy-comprehension kind of way, but in a There-must-be-something-wrong-with-my-glands-like-medically-wrong kind of way. I mean, even the Gyu knows he can’t match Myungsoo in the looks department, not objectively anyhow.

Still, for some reason (*cough*hamster!infection*cough*), I’ve never been tempted to move our dear L-nim back to first place. Like, never…

H-honestly, the thought hasn’t once crossed my mind!

NOT ONCE!

Okay, it may have crossed it once…or twice…or more, BUT only when my bibimbaby has been less than forthcoming in the exposure department.

And it’s not like the Gyu has been has been terribly helpful! Doesn’t gramps understand that by constantly touching the pretty one, he makes it harder for me to stay loyal to his totally hamster only appeals to Europe uniquely charming booty?!?

Ahhh, who am I kidding? I may stray occasionally when the loveliness calls to me…

…but I will inevitably go back to the loser. (Eventually).

(You know, until they find a cure for hamster-borne infections that manifest as weird obsessions).

That being said, it doesn’t mean I don’t love Myungsoo (and the rest of Infinite) dearly!

Happy birthday, our slightly-filthy--addict-most-beautiful-boy-in-the-world visual!

This post approved by the Kim brothers:

Kim “Crying because I’m not your ultimate bias anymore?” Myungsoo…

…and Kim “That’s all you’re getting, ynoona!” Sunggyu.

DARN IT!

*Pictures credits to their owners