WTF....
i'm too tired now actually...but i feel some of you are probly curious n anticipating what i have to say about this...no idea why though...lol.
okay then.
http://nine9memories.tumblr.com/post/74927863152/info-star-empire-announces-nine-muses-lee-sem-and
so....LeeSam n Eunji quitted Nine Muses....but stays in Star Empire...
it made me kinda sad...i mean duh....
idols always say they want to be together forever as a group to fans...
made me think how much of that was truthful talk...rather than just sweet talk...or what was supposed to be said...
i'm not blaming these ladies...as a fan of the group...it just made me feel a lil bitter...when one by one of my fav groups are having members calmly leaving the groups without any crazy dramas which means they decided on quitting by themselves...
of course...they're aging n want to do other things in life....just it made me think 'then what were the meaning of all those words'....then again....i don't know if these ladies ever said it...i'm just saying...in general....just imagine if tomorrow some ZE:A members say they quit.....i'd be pissed...yes i will....because these kids....i've observed enough to remember they've said such words....ok i'm not sure if all have said it but basically...yeah...of course i would expect groups i love to stay together....if i don't feel anything/not angry....it means i don't even care about them as a group....n just stan the members....i will wish them well....but it doesn't mean i'm not sad/bitter...
then again....who knows....Sam n Eunji aren't the members with most parts in the group anyway(even though nine muses is one of the rare groups that can have so many members n still have somewhat decent line distribution among all members)
as much as i love Erin's rap....losing the other two rappers...doesn't make me happy...they need more than one rap-voice...n to think i freaking love Sam's rap n i'm just starting to like Eunji(well, i didn't really pay much attention to Eunji at first because everyone just care about her n Sera in Nine Muses back then before othe rmembers began to have following....)
and don't tell me Star Empire is gonna add two more ladies in....bcuz Nine Muses has gone through too many times member change....that if they do add more...i really think i'll stop caring about them....or the new members....my brain n heart can only be altered for so much....i'd rather they not add any more members. who cares if nine muses have seven or eight or whatever number members? all the complaints about the number of their members not matching the group's name is seriously so fking lame. i'm just so fking frustrated n tired to start learning n loving new members AGAIN. ok, i dunno bout you but i had enough.
it made me sad because i started thinking....i adore my idols for their singing...i'm not the type of 'real' fans who just love them for whatever they are n whatever they do or just for them n their perfection face/personality....if there's nothing about their singing/rapping that i like...i won't even be attracted to them in the first place....that applies for all my idols.....but maybe they don't even really like singing that much anyway...i just.....do you know that disappointment? nah probly you don't....i'm just being petty n whiny....
this made me sad though...
http://nine9memories.tumblr.com/post/74929328572/trans-lee-sems-letter-to-mines
Leesam was my first fav member when they first debuted i think...before i add in a few other fav members n don't have a top1 anymore okaymaybehyunaidk....
it's hard...love is hard....i can't blame them....but i can't help the disappointment either n i can't pretend to be okay with it....eventually time will heal....maybe i'm just too shocked by it....unlike kara who already had so many things going on for years that things didn't came off as big surprise anymore...well, if all the news are true though...i'm glad Star Empire isn't pressuring them n hear to what they want...i'll wish things to go well for Sam, Eunji n Nine Muses...don't expect any more cheesy words though bcuz it's gonna be just fake.
oh well.
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